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YEs, I'm here again cry all you want. BUt Today I was really bored since I had nothing to do I decided to come on here and read my old past posts... Reading over the posts I started to feel a sadness inside of me.
I was reading baout my days in 8th grade how I was SO excited to get on here JUST to post and tlak to my MYO friends. I miss those days, and looking back got me remembering everything, how I met all you, and how I met new friends, like Jessica and Sirena and how we used to do everythign together. I had me remembering our pac with each other to always be friends no matter what. And how we started a tradition in 7th grade about goign to a haunted house every year until we graduate...
Then I was looking through this one notebook I had last year when we were still awesome friends, they wrote me notes saying how we will be great friends. This also got me thinking baout like 8th grade on I read all my post from 8th grade too. I reminisced 8th grade too, about meeting JEff, all the 8th grade days that I posted about, and I even remembered my three special guests: Alfred, Alfonzo, and JAke... my three monkeys that appeared in most of my 8th grade posts.
This site brings back memories it was like my little journal to escape the world, and let all my trusty friends know how I was going... This site... it just brings back SO many fond memories, memories that will never be forgotten. Meeting my first online friend: Spirit. And ultimately leading to meet my long lost clone Spellcaster. This website my journal, my BLOG will always be remembered and all of my friends I met on here will be cherished forever. THis site also helped me get back in touch with three of my four elementary school chums. Fluffball, ElvenNinja, and Nitmare-Neko.
It just hurts me to know that the site I came to when I was in the need to be random, the site that helped me rant, the site that even got me started on my Novel, which is now hopefully gonna be published, and also the site where I met so many great friends... is gone no one comes on here anymore. My first online friend and my clone have been nearly completely erased from my life. This site... is what started to help me learn to never let my feeligns stay in, because I had someone to rant to...
Just looking through your past posts don't tell me you don't miss the old site where you just wanted to wait and see how many people would comment just so you knew you had friends all over the country, the continent, and the WORLD care about you. Reading my past posts led me to listening to old songs I couldn't stop listening to. Bringing back memories about randomness, crazy posts, rants, and anything else... VIDEOS even...
I remember listening to this one song on a humble winters eve playing online games, like Runescape, listening to TV in the other room.
Looking through my posts today it brought a phrase that is like my moral: "everything happens for a reason." Maybe I was introduced to MyO for a reason maybe so I could get courage to work on my story more, and even become friends again with my best elementary friends, whom are still my main friends I go to; maybe me Jessica and Sirena drifted a part for something... maybe I met my new bestfriends: Caleb, James, Arianna, and Sarah for a reason. Maybe I started writign for a reason even if somethign crazy like me becomign a best sellign author.
THinking liek this isn't always good but it is also not really bad. I made this post randomly because well... I was returning to those days in 7th and 8th grade when I would write a long post just so I could get it off my chest... this site has so many fond memories that kinda hurt to even think about... but also the best way to remember what happened that will be with me for ever... so, I thank you MyO for letting me come to a place where this was my virtual sanctuary. Thank you! :D
BYE...
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Depressing no?