myOtaku.com: TheMadHatter

myO Still <3's You

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Dreamland
Member Since
• 2005-08-31
Occupation
• Goddess

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• 1995
Favorite Anime
• DNAngel, Full Metal Alchemist, Sailor Moon, CardCaptors, Rurouni Kenshi, Sailor Moon, Gundam (Wing and SEED),InuYasha, Cowboy Bebop, Fushigi Yugi, Ayashi no Ceres, Angel Sanctuary, Witch Hunter Robin, Fooly Cooly, YuYu Hakusho, Ah, My goddess, Yu-Gi-Oh, a
Goals
• become a writer
Hobbies
• I write, and hang out on the internet all the time. . watch TV, listen to music, and obsess over les than obvious things.
Talents
• Writing, I guess. Not much else. . .

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Update!
Ha, my new Goddess theme has even me feeling like I could rule the world.

I couldn't exactly get it to work, you know? Then again, its a Xanga skin, so I don't think the format was SUPPOSED to work on MyO.

Jena's comupter broke recentlt (again) so I'm kinda just hanging out so we can finish RPing. She was supposed to call me about an hour (or two) ago.

I got a myspace account. Now, I think I have an everything you know, (a myO; Xanga; Myspace; Live journal; Greatest Journal; Gaia;) and I'm wondering how I'm going to remember all the passwords. . .

One of my new favorite songs in 'One love' by Mary J. Blige and Bono. I have it stuck in my head right now.

None of my Neon Genesis Evangelion stuff has come. And I ordered it like a month ago. Amazon keeps telling me that they're out of stock.

Same goes for my god forsaken laptop. I mean, I've waited since before Christmas for that thing! Its supposed to be here before this weekend.

I went to Kelsey's party on Saturday, and met Allison (She soooo cool) and we played DDR and Freak Katie Out (<--best game in the world).

Kelsey is one of my favorite people in the world, you know? She's fun to talk to.

Jena was beginning to get on my nerves at that party, she kept saying some of the most embarrassing things infront of ALL of Kelsey's relatives.

We were talking about, you know, how people are the way God made them (don't get me started. . . ).

"Well, then, Ahlon, God made you to have a chest that looks like Dolly Parton's."

I could've killed her. right infront of Kelsey's uncle.

ugh.

I could've said something. Really I could've. But I didn't.

I have self control.

Ohhhhhh! I have to post an email I got another day. Its about the Saesbo killings.

I'll do it tommorrow.

For now, that's all I got.

Except for, you know, a report in Language Arts about Sadako.

Thats something TOTALLY different, though.

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

My Quiz Day
[b]You Are Animal[/b]

[img]http://images.blogthings.com/themuppetpersonalitytest/animal.jpg[/img]

A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts.
You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary.
But you sure can beat a good drum.
"Kill! Kill!"

[b]The Muppet Personality Test[/b]

[url]http://www.blogthings.com/themuppetpersonalitytest/[/url]
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Description: Your inner soul is calling for

help! Everyday you wonder why you are still

here when there is nothing left. You use to

once be a happy, loving soul, but it was

damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can

be fixed again. You've been hurt, abused, and

damned far too much for you to handle it all

anymore! No one understands you because

theyre too scared to get to know you!

You want to finally give up; just escape and

rid of all your pain. You want people to

understand, you want comfort... You tend to

bottle up all of your emotions and problems,

hoping that theyll all go away But you long

to reach out and tell that one special person

all of your feelings and troubles! But you

never seem to have that person to talk to, or

they just dont seem to want to hear you! You

like expressing yourself in many ways;

whether it be through your emotions, words,

art, or even physically. You also enjoy nice

quiet sceneries that just dazzle your mind

with awe. You want a normal and

happy life. You always feel this sense

of loneliness clouding over your head, though

surrounded by several people. None of them

know you; you feel as though no one can

relate to you. You want understanding, you

want that friend, and you want that perfect

life! Your sanctuary would probably be any

place where you can be alone and hide out,

such as your bedroom... You may be tough at

times and try to prevent yourself from crying

on the outside.... But your heart is

always crying on the inside... Try to

loosen up and have some fun! Never start

frowning because you never know who's falling

in love with your smile :)

+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+

Quote: Spiteful words can hurt your

feelings, but silence breaks your

heart
(unknown)

+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+

Poem Verse:

But finally, after all the tears, Ive drowned

After all the cuts, blood still runs down

The distance between us is hurting; my heart

seared,

But the closeness was what really killed me, what I

really feared

(DieColdHearted)

+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+

Symbol: A tear (sign of strength, yet it

contains pain)

+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+

What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (For Girls and Guys; Contains Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla
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[b]You Are Amy Lee![/b]

[img]http://images.yournewromance.com/whosyourinnerrockchickquiz/amy.jpg[/img]

Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain
Who looks damn good in a corset
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears"

[b]Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?[/b]

[url]http://ynr.blogthings.com/whosyourinnerrockchickquiz/[/url]
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[b]You Are a Tulip[/b]

[img]http://images.yournewromance.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/tulip.jpg[/img]

You have a wild, experimental side that craves change.
You often switch jobs and men, always looking for something better.
But deep down, you're also very well grounded and content.
And you will come to know that the life you live is already ideal.

[b]What Flower Are You?[/b]

[url]http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/[/url]
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I think I need a life. . . . But whatever, I'm waiting for my Idiot (Jena) to get on. . . She's not, yet.

I took the ACTS yesterday. Since it had High School Math and Science I probably bombed it.

My head hurts, my nose is dripping, my throat is killing me and I'm become obsessively violent.

Maybe my heartbreak is coming out in being rude to Rachael and Lexi and Lizzie. And I'm giving random people dirty looks and little things set me off.

Okay, so I have a cold and PMS. Fun.

Kirstie, Brenden and I talked for about an hour and a half at the busstop yesterday. It was kinda fun, you know?

Lizzie is doing the 30 hour famine. Poor dear, I can barely go 5 hours with nothing to munch on. . .

She wanted me to do the Famine with her. But I'd much rather not. Its a church thing.

I don't "do" Church. It drives me insane they say you have to be a certain way for "God" (If he even exists) to love you. And they lay guilt on thick. . .

Whatever.

I found, like, one of my favorite songs on YouTube! ON MY OWN from Les Miserables! Ohhh, and its sung by Lea Salonga! (Mulan and Jasmine's singing voice!) And I'm sitting here bouncing up and down. . .

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

My Koda Kumi Feddish (continued.) and Other things
Okay, so I got the lyrics from a site. I'll post the link later.

All of a sudden she's really cool. At first I was listening to real Emotion off my (newly acquired)CD. And I found the "Koda" version. So I listened and found ALL the other songs by her.

Okay, so all is an exaggeration. . . But I've been, you know, obsessing. . .

Anyway.

I'm, like, grounded. Because I didn't clean my clothes. . .big whoop.

I'm supposed to be doing my Sadako and the Thousand Paper Cranes report (Aren't I original? No on in my SCHOOL has ever done her). But I haven't been on the 'net in sooooo long.

Mom says I can't get on tomorrow.

Shit.

Whatever. . .

My heart was broken recently. And only Rachael and Lizzie seem to really care. Jena said, "Really?" and Kelsey said "Aww. . . " don't remember what Katie said but it was less than helpful.

I mean, just because I blow everything off with a joke doesn't mean I don't want anything sympathy. . . geez. . .

Well. . . you want an explanation?

Well, Lizzie asked this boy I've liked for awhile now out for me. He said, "I'd never go out with HER." and made a funky face.

I could've cried.

But I didn't. I just nodded said, "Yeah. . .its fine. . . " and went home.

What could I say?

Whatever. I guess it doesn't really matter. . but. . .

Valentine's Day is coming up. . .

I hate Valentine's Day.

I mean, I'm NEVER going to have a boyfriend (hell, OR a girlfriend)to spend it with. I mean, I'm short,dark skinned, with bad acne and. . . and over 150 pounds.

Maybe I'll be a famous writer and can make up the perfect guy. . .

With my black cat to keep me company. . .

But. . .black cats don't buy you roses or candy. . .

What's a girl to do?