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Saturday, December 3, 2005


To Rachael.
I don't really have anything to say. I'm talking on the phone with Jena-chan and hoping she'll come home soon from Ohio so we can RP on Blue Bliss/ Your Otaku. Which, by the way, are really cool anime RPG sites.

I found Dashara, Sarah Duda, and Sam Huston's Xanga. It was kinda easy, once I figured out what clicking the 'metro' does. Now I wanna find Brittany and Bola's. Which shouldn't be too hard, you know what I mean? (At least. . .I hope not too hard. . . )

I dunno what Rachael's problem is lately. But eversince. . . she met Michelle (which of whom, I'm pretty OKAY with now. . .) she's been all 'roar' at me.

Which is partly my fault. Because I wouldn't talk to her for almost three days about something that may seem stupid to you, but is like a big deal for me.

I've known Rachael since 5th grade. (she claims I didn't like her. But. . .thing is. . .I don't like anyone, really.) And in 7th grade we became really good friends. Rachael is really into DNAngel and she wont let ANYONE borrow them (overnight, I mean. Like if you don't finish reading them). Then one day I'm in Social Studies and I saw the DNAngel on Michelle's desk.

"Hey, is that Rachael's?" I asked.

"Oh. Yeah."

I looked at her, you know, really hard. And nodded my head.

Then after Choir I looked over at Rachael's stuff and there was no DNAngel manga. I had one of Rachael's manga (Full Moon: wo sagashite) in my hand and she came up to take it. As a joke I pulled away and was like, "Can I borrow it?"

"No, Ahlon." She said. "Give me back my manga."

So I dunno whether it was jealousy or what but I pulled away from her and walked away. I wouldn't talk to her and she was all. "Give me back my manga!" She tried to snatch it. I moved. "Ahlon! Give me back my manga!"

I gave her the book and walked off. She was all. "What's wrong?"

I didn't answer her.

"Fine. Be a bitch." And walked away. Then she was trying to joke with me. "Well, that was what you were going for, hunh?"

I just walked away, to my locker. And she called like a billion times. I wouldn't talk to her.

At COSI I wouldn't talk to her at all. I snapped at her a couple times and wouldn't talk to anyone, really. Especially not Rachael.

So, I got over it and I thought she had too. But ever since Aviva and Jena and I went and saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. She's been a complete and total bitch. She says I was bragging about the Harry Potter movie, but really, I saw it as soon as it came out.

Jena and I went to see RENT and didn't invite Rachael, (A: because I'm not allowed to call Rachael and B: because Its not my place to ask.) I didn't want to invite Rachael because it really wasn't my place to invite Rachael. Jena called me and asked me if I wanted to go with her. And I wasn't exactly going to say, "oh. No I can't go because Rachael wasn't invited."

No, I don't think so.

So Jena seemed to let it slip in conversation that we'd gone to the movie theatre. Jena was like, "Wow. I'm surprised Ahlon let you borrow that, she was clinging onto the book (Memoirs of a Geisha) like crazy at the movie theatre."

I guess Rachael got jealous or something because it seems like eversince she's been acting like a . . . a string of ***!@$/. She, evidently, told her mother who thinks I've been acting like and ass and is going to yell at me.

And I'm like, Okay. . .

She says that both Jena and me have been being. . . I dunno . . . asses lately (What have we done?!).

So, yesterday, she gave me this note:

Ahlon

No, really how does it feel to have someone mad at you? Right now I really think that both you AND Jena are dense, but if I had to label us, your Shigure, I am Hatori, and Jena is Aayame. Not in the good way, though. Your both hard headed and have to be right . You don't always have to be right adn neither does Jena. So you can both just knock it off! (Don't you DARE think bad of that!) When I'm mad, my mom is mad, so you might wanna watch out for her. And just like in Fruits Basket, Kyo and Yuki, don't know how Hatori put up with Shigure and Aayame all those years. For some reason no one knows why I put up with you two lately. And don't try to blame it all on Jena. You don't have to act like a braggart about the Harry Potter movie. And don't say that doesn't count because, in my book it did. What I seem to notic, is nothing seems to be your fault. And you are the one who broke one of your mom's glasses when I spent the night over your house. Your fault. Oh, there is something that's your fault. And Closet Kitty* agrees with me. You know, I'm sorry if this notre upsets you, but its the Truth.

Rachael.

First off, I don't care if she's mad at me. Because everyone is always mad about something I've done or said or whatever. And Second, I don't even get why she's sooo pissed off. I mean its completely rude for Jena to call me and ask if I wanna go to the movies, then for me to turn around and call Rachael and ask if she wants to come. Jena bought MY ticket. And half of my snacks! So, that would've been total shit for me to invite her when, basically, Jena paid for me.

How does she put up with me? How do I put up with her! I mean, really! My goodness! We left her out of one thing (Two, really. . .) and she gets all mad. Jealous.

Rachael should know we're friends. I mean last year she broke up my friendship with Brooke because we were (Are) friends. Now Brooke wont return my phone calls or anything.

And Rachael brought up when I stop talking to her to talk to Aviva and Lizzie when they call. Well, damn it, I do that beacuse Aviva calls once in a blue moon and sometimes I wanna talk to Lizzie. Rachael calls all the time!

I never said the glass wasn't my fault! If I did I was joking around. Because alot of things are my fault. But she wouldn't know. Would she?

Okay, I bragged about the Harry Potter movie. I've never seen a movie that close to when it opened! I've always gone to the dollar movie theatre. So she can deal with that one.

And her mom! Omg! Do you know what her mom accused me of? Having Jena on three way when I was talking to Rachael.

1. Rachael called after 8:30 when I'm supposed to be off the phone.

2. Jena was mad at me. She wasn't going to call.

3. My phone wont even work three way anymore. My mom found out it costed money.

I'm not scared of her mother. Really, I'm not. If she going to yell at me, she'll yell, but why? I mean Rachael's making everything I do bigger than it is.

And, subject: Michelle. I'm getting to be really good friends with Michelle. I like her. She's cool to talk to and everything (See! I was willing to meet Rachael halfway). And so Michelle wants to get me a chistmas present. Rachael told me (thinking I still didn't like Michelle) adn I was like. "Cool."

I'm getting Michelle a present too! I was the one who asked HER what SHE wanted.

I had a reason to be upset with Rachael. A GOOD reason. Because I'd been her friend for God knows how long by then and she'd JUST met Michelle. I never asked anymore whether I could borrow DNAngel because I knew the answer. Then, she lets Michelle borrow it. Overnight.

I was mad she didn't trust me! God, I've been nice as can be to her. Took TOO MUCH shit from her and I'm mad!

*Closet Kitty is someone we know. Don't ask. Its not important.

So, Rachael, if your reading this. I'm sorry if this upsets you. But its the truth.


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Saturday, November 26, 2005


   wee

I'm not feeling so good. I wanna take a nap. Maybe I should. . .

I hope you like the new layout and music and things. Took me a few headaches to pick out.

I'm going to see Rent with Jena. AND Memoirs of a Geisha(hotcha!). I really can't wait. Whhhheeee!

My mom bought me the book, Memoirs of a Geisha. Its really good so far. I'm only one page 250 or something like that. I guess thats good for only buying it yesterday.

I'll update later. . . some more.


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Sunday, November 13, 2005


   MUHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!

I'm going to see Harry Potter on the twentieth at IMAX theatre! Oh, yeah, I can't wait! I'm going with Aviva, and I have to get up at around 7:45. . . but its all good.

I'm getting my story published. Its called Whisper. And I didn't think it was the best I could do. Really, it was something I thought of off the top of my head for our Holocaust section at school. I got 175% on it.

I'm ontop of the world, really. Oh, yeah.


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Friday, November 4, 2005


Tick Tock

Its exactly 5:33am and I still want to know what Lisa typed about me. Since, I recognize my name in Japanese about a mile away.

I get its a question and an answer. But I can make out what is it! (><)

I've been starting to learn Japanese all week too! I mean, since electives started. Yesterday we had to translate my name.

Now, its bugging the hell outta me. I understand the little words. Like desu, san, ect. But its the 'chira' words that are bugging me to no end.

I can't wait 'til I get home from school and can check. I hope she liked my Holocaust story that I email to her yesterday. . .

Maybe that's what its about . . . hmmm. . .

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Wednesday, November 2, 2005


   My public announcment.
I am a complete and total bitch. Really, I am.

But I have good reason.

I was really jealous of Rachael's new friend, Michelle. By really, I mean, really. I would've killed the girl if given the chance. I used to like her, now, not so much.

And I'm being witchy to Rachael.

I should be sorry, for those of you who have seen her sight. I should've just told her but when I talk I . . . you know, make it sound all mean.

And I write a lot better. Its easier for me to express my feelings(It also makes me . . . uhh. . . meanier. . .).

So, public announcement: Rachael, I'm sorry. Your my bestest friend (you, Jena, Katie, Aviva, and others) and I shouldn't treat you like that.

So, suck it all up.

I'm sorry.

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Saturday, October 22, 2005


Wheee!
I'm goingto a Halloween Party at Aviva's. Of course, I have to clean the bathroom before I go. But that's always good.

I couldn't go to the hayride with Rachael. Turns out I'm allergic to hay or something. Hence, why I can't go.

I feel bad. I had a choice and I basically chose Aviva. I hope Rachael isn't mad. My mom said "No point in going if your going to be miserable."

I kinda agree. But I could always fake it. I mean, even though I'll be sneezing and coughing and itchy eyed.

Still doesn't change I feel really bad. I mean, Rachael's like, my bestest friend. Though, most bestest friend would let you give them a hug on occation. . .

Not that I'm really complaining. I'm just. . .ya know. Stating the obvious.

I'm hungry. But I'm too lazy to get up and do anything. RPing with Jena's exciting.

My mom's yelling at me. I have to clean. Whooopie.

Be back. . .

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Saturday, October 15, 2005


   UPDATED! Featuring: Krad-kun!
I found that wallpaper. . .where, might've been here, might not've. Its all a blur really, ever since MEAP started. I hate the MEAP. I'm soo happy it ended on Friday. *yawn*

I really started talking to Lisa a couple days ago, after I PMed her (Which, is featured on her site! Yay!). I never realized how funny she was.

I got accepted the take the ACTS, even though I'm only in the eighth grade. And I found out that second hour is advanced Language Arts! Wow! Then the science in Mr. Soos' 3rd hour class is a bit different from the science in the other 3 hours. Heehee.

Haven't updated in 10 days, wow. Not really much to update on. I mean, I saw Lexi yesterday and I called out to her, but I guess she didn't hear me.

DANYA CALLED! She moved to Tennesse(sp?)the summer between fourth and fifth grade. I haven't heard from her since 6th grade. I was so happy! She filled me in that she was Homecoming Queen (at her school they have a Queen for all grades) and how she's a cheerleader. I nearly cried on the phone.

I saw Corpse Bride with Rachael. It was good. I love the near-ending. It was sad! Though, I had expected it to be a bit different.

I have two Alichino volumes now. And Jason intrusted me with $10.00 to buy him DNAngel volume 1. So, with my twenty I'm going to get number three (Alichino), Fushigi Yugi: Genbu Kaiden. I really wanna read that.

Yu Watase rules!

I dunno why all of a sudden I get mad at Rachael really easy. I mean, its like. We'll be talking and she'll say little things that'll just set me off the wall. Ugh. Like whether she can read Inkheart in one night. (Which I maintain she cannot.No one could read that whole book in one night, maybe two or three. But its impossible. Especially with Rachael. Her mom would kill her if she stayed up all night to red a book.)Really, its dumb.

I'm starting to write my story. About Japanese Twin detectives. Oh, yeah. Actually, I'm typing it imbetween typing this. Which is why its now been. . . 15 minutes since I started typing this. Normally, I'd be done.

I wish Jena would get on Blue Bliss! Wah! I wanna RP Gundam Wing with her some more. I love RPing with Jena, Rachael, and Lisa. They all have a weird sence of humor. Which, I can't talk because I have a sick one. I mean sick.

Last night when I was talking to Jena she was watching the 10th Kingdom. I love that movie. Okay, maybe not love, but like. 'Cause parts are kinda . . . weird. Though, I love . . . (which is it) the second disk, I wanna say. With the gypsys.

Ren and Stimpy is the single stupidst cartoon. My brothers are watching it now.

I'm currently reading Spike & Dru: Pretty maids all in a row, by Christopher Golden; Someone like you by Sarah Dessen (I've read this a billion times since 6th grade, I just love that book) And Alanna: The first adventure, by Tamora Pierce.

With Tamora Pierce I have to read 50 pages before I can get into it. Literally force myself.

Do I adore Meg Cabot. I've read almost all her books. Have a billion of them too.

Meg Cabot and V.C. Andrews. That's what I love. Weird how different the styles are.

I also wanna read Anne Rice books. She does write The Vampire Lestat books. . . right? (No pun ment)I mean, like Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned.

Here I am. Rambling about Nothing. Heehee. Guess I have a lot on my mind. I don't think I missed anything. Yeah. . . except I saw the InuYasha movie at Kristie's.

Oh! Aviva started our manga! Oh, yeah! I dunno when its my turn to look at it. I have to learn how to draw better. . . So, if its like that it'll be story by Myobi and art by Galidora.

Aren't our code names cool?

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005


   Uhhh
Haven't written a thing in awhile! Wow, partially 'cause I was grounded. But that's never stopped me before. . . ANYWAY!

I'v e missed three days of school this week because I broke my glasses! Wah! I'm so near-sighteted it isn't even funny. I'm lucky I memorized the keyboard.

I went to my first football game on Saturday and didn't pay attention worth bull****. We were walking in and out, eating and stuff. Heehee. Some first time experience.

Aviva and I are making a manga! Yay! We're still in the works, but you know, we're working on it. We have characters and stuff, but still no plot. Hmmm. . . I wonder.

I got all embarrassed because Aviva's mom said I was going to be a writer. She could see it in me. That's like, the best compliment in the world to me! I was soooo happy she said that. And she told several of her students what a good reader I was! And I was all. . . "Uhhh. . . nice meeting you too. . . "

Man, sometimes I'm such a geek.

I got Angel Sanctuary vol. 6 and Alichino vol.1! I've read them like I billion times now. As you can see, I love the Mad Hatter, I wanna have an Alichino backround, but, I really can't find any. . .hmmm. . . I'll look though, ya know? If not I'll just change my Mad Hatter backround to another one. I wish I had photoshop like Vivie and Lisa! Wahh!

Oh, well. I'll add more a bit later. (If I remember)

Peace!

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Friday, September 16, 2005


   Memoirs of a Geisha
I wanna see Memoirs of a Geisha so bad! I say the previews on Entertainment Tonight and was like ON MY LIST! I think its a movie they think is Oscar material!

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I really wanna read the book. Its got really good ratings. But my mom was like, "You don't think I know what a Geisha is?"

So, yeah. I wanna know what the movies rated. So, I can, you know, watch it. Rated R, and I'll die!

That's what I want for my birthday. Memoirs of a Geisha(book). I was going to get a Geisha lunchbox when I was in 5th grade. I almost got it,but I got something else instead. Ugh.

I'm gonna be one for Halloween. A vampire Geisha! Heeehee! Ohh, yay!

I'm so mad. I still can't find that book! Blood and Chrysanthumums!(<-spelled waaay wrong.) I thought I left in a 8th grade hallway in 6th grade. But people are pretty sure I brought it home. I looked all over! I'm so mad I can't find it! So I'm gonna either get it used or whatever. I don't care as long as I get to finish it! Boy, did I love that book. (Though, I never finished it).

It had the Japanese version of the Vampire! It was. . . WICKED!


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Monday, September 5, 2005


Uhh, Quizilla

Someone who is caught up within their thoughts...trying to remember who they really are...only to find that there is no answer...because you are who you are...a soul..within yourself . . .a shadow within the heart

Favorite Quote:"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy" -Jim Rohn

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You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what that can always mean, because it can be defined in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were the spirits of passed away people who are neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing when you expect it least. So hence, if you have a Lost Soul, then you are probably very insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont know your place. You seemingly dont have a place in society or an interest. You are a very capricious person, and are confused and frustrated about where you belong. You crave for the sense and feeling of home-but have not obtained it yet.
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night goddess
Night Goddess-Ohh.. mad at the world, thats OK


What japanese anime goddess r u?WITH PICS!!!!
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You are Pink
What color are you? (Anime Pictures)

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Purple
Purple! You have purple eyes! You're a dreamer,
artist, poet, whatever. You enjoy all forms of
art and literature, and tend to be quite good
at creating them as well.


What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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Yeah, I got those for a Quizilla thing and thought it would be cool to post.

Do you like the music I added? Master Marik helped me find the site. (THANK YOU!)

How about the new wallpaper? Took me forever to resize it enough. I wish it was bigger, though. Aww, well.

Have a good one.

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