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• Female
Location
• Dreamland
Member Since
• 2005-08-31
Occupation
• Goddess

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Anime Fan Since
• 1995
Favorite Anime
• DNAngel, Full Metal Alchemist, Sailor Moon, CardCaptors, Rurouni Kenshi, Sailor Moon, Gundam (Wing and SEED),InuYasha, Cowboy Bebop, Fushigi Yugi, Ayashi no Ceres, Angel Sanctuary, Witch Hunter Robin, Fooly Cooly, YuYu Hakusho, Ah, My goddess, Yu-Gi-Oh, a
Goals
• become a writer
Hobbies
• I write, and hang out on the internet all the time. . watch TV, listen to music, and obsess over les than obvious things.
Talents
• Writing, I guess. Not much else. . .

myOtaku.com: TheMadHatter

Monday, March 27, 2006

Lizzie prt. 2
Dear Ahlon,
I'm really sorry about today. I was rude and I apologize. I just need some time to myself for a while. So if you don't mind, could you give me some space? I need to think about something in my life like choices I've made and things like that.
-Lizzie

Is she breaking up with me? I mean, it kinda sounds like it. . . When I typed my reply I kinda cried. I think this is the most suttle "Oh, we're not friend's anymore" speech I've ever gotten.

This is partially driving me insane. Did I do something wrong? Say things I didn't mean? Speak too harshly. Joke around too much?

Am I unkind?

A bad person?

Right now, I figure I could disappear and it wouldn't even matter. . . not to anyone. . . if I disappeared would it matter to me?

I don't know why this hurts so much. . . kinda like nothing but everything hurts all at once. . .

I'm tired . . .

I'm sure all you people don't care, you know? I don't even know you. . .

Reminds me of an Evanescence song. . . Missing, I think its called. My favorite verses:

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Yeah, isn't something. . . ?

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