Friday, August 25, 2006

Yo, Update.
Whatever sick human being said that "things can only get better", better be in hell.

Because, seriously, its not getting any better, no matter what I do.

I just came from a depressing bout of school (clothes) shopping, where I got no makeup (to cover my ugly face) no big, pretty jewelry (to distract the simple minded) and 4 articles of clothing, a lunchbox (Down with cafeteria food) and a kinda cute backpack (that I wish was Anime). : (

I came upon the realization that the mall and the fashion industry that distributes to mainstream middle class America is out to discourage the fat people (such as myself). Even the XL doesn't fit anymore (when I wanna wear cute stuff). I mean, seriously, I had a whole basket full of cool crap and most of them didn't fit at all.

I'm afraid that I've lost no weight (Hehehe. Fault of myself, really), and will not be looking ANYTHING like a skinny person when you lot next see me. Though, I'd like to. Kinda.

Half of me says I shouldn't change my appearence to please THE MAN, but the other part of me says that JENA'S boob jokes are getting a little OLD. >: (

And SPEAKING of Jena, she's been annoying the shit out of me. I'm serious. I understand she's going threw something with her parents and stuff, but if she really thinks I wont put her in her place, she is sadly mistaken. And ONE wrong move from her this weekend will force me to make an ELEPHANT of a joke.

Jena's party is tomorrow (goodie-goodie) and we're going to Rolling Hills. I hope its better than I think it will be.

SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!! Jena (as I have just been notified by Rachael--yes,yes. We're friends again) is coming to Michelle's sleepover party!! Damn it!! Really, I don't want her to go. *despair* Its sooo not cool having to (possibly) deal with her shit two days in a row.

I was even pissier when I found out she (Jena) didn't invite Hannah or Rachael . . . to her party. *tear*

I'm really depressed Hannah and I weren't able to hang out . . . I should call her. I miss her SO much. Just wanna hug her. I love my Hannah . . .

Hannah, my love, will you call me to plan SOMETHING (anything!!)? If you need my number, IM me sometime. If you haven't seen POTC 2 . . . . would you like to see it with me? This weekend? Or This week? *Huggle*

--- Sayonara---