Thursday, September 7, 2006

Chapter 1; Part 1
Hey! ^^'' I'm glad everyone recongized the squrriel, lol. Well, enoy the half or quarter of a chapter today X3 *yawns*

Chapter 1:

As Jasmine walked, she wondered why her cousin would want to live I such a place. It was extremely crowded, smelled, and was yet again crowded. Living I the that dirty old hut looked pretty good right now. Though when she came upon a gate she smiled, glad to find what she was looking for. She climbed half way up th gate then smoothly jumped over the rest and landed on the other side gently. Then someone started to wave his hands like crazy and yelling “Hey you” Jasmine just let out a heavy sigh and began to run. The solider still in pursuit kept yelling to stop. Though she didn’t wan to explain her golden fox tail that was flowing behind her and here ears on top of head. Soon a pursuit of a about 20 soldiers were running after her. Now this chase was pointless in trying to lose them, even if she manage did find her cousin , she’ll l still have to
explain why she had a tail and ears.
Jasmine could go on like this for hours running , but eventually she would get blasted by a bomb or something. She decided to give up , but just then a group of their soldiers were running right towards her. Jasmine stopped, not because it was hopeless, not because she was trapped, but because at the front of group of soldiers was her cousin “Riza” Jasmine smiled happily and waved. The women titled her head then overcome with surprise put down her gun and shook her head slowly.
-lightingandbullet-

Jasmine knew her cousin was mad but not this mad, “What are doing here ? Why did you run away from the house Tell me that ” Riza Hawkeye paced back and forth shaking her head. “Plus you didn’t have the decicenty to hide you ears and tail.” Jasmine just sat in her chair ears down watching her cousin pace back and forth around the room. “Jasmine tell me, why didn’t you get contact with the family and tell about grandfather dying. You would’ve just been sent to another home to take care of-“
“That’s exactly ,” Jasmine interrupted hanging her head,”why I ran away.” silence fell over in the office they were in.
“Well, lieutenant I think you should let her stay at your place until you find another place for her to stay.” said a man named Roy or as many of them said Lieutenant Colonel, he didn’t seem like much to Jasmine.
Riza looked over at him and sighed “Fine, but your heading to some else house in two days. Okay?” she looked down at Jasmine.
Jasmine looked up happy shaking her head up and down, “ Okay, of course.” she stood up.”Thanks Riza’s boyfriend.” Liza hit her in the back of the head. “Ow What was that for, I said thanks.”
“He’s not my boyfriend.” she said, looking like she was on the edge of blushing.
“Oh, why then all you think about is ‘Roy looks nice today’ ‘ Roy that was a brilliant idea’ then all you do is talk about in your letters is that Roy this and Roy that or I’m so worried about Roy getting shot in the eye. Yuck, every time, ever letter there is something about him, it makes me sick..” Jasmine stuck out her tongue. Though when she looked up to she Riza about to explode she stuck her tongue back in “ Um, yeah, gots to go, nice meeting you Havoc, and Roy.” she laughed nervously and opened the door. “I mean Liza’s boyfriend.” she said quickly and left out the door. Then all you could hear was yelling and shooting and people telling Riza not to kill her cousin.

-lightingandbullet-

Once they got everything under control, they sent Jasmine outside to wait. They had put a bandana on her head too keep ears hidden, and her tail was wrapped around her waist. It looked sorta funny. Jasmine took off her bandana to listen in on Roy and Riza and the rest of them up there. Since they were three stories up and she was outside, her ears came in handy.
“Your cousin reminds me of another little bratty kid I know.” she heard Roy’s say. How dare he say she was bratty And compare her to Fullmetal Jasmine shook her head, how did she know that name. She had no idea who he was , but she suddenly know his name. His name was Edward Elric and he came from a small town named Resembol.... Jasmine shook her head again and took out her sketch book.
Around noon a shadow appeared over her, she looked up to see a boy with blond hair, his hair was put back in one braid. “Excuse me, your blocking my light,” Jasmine said squinting from the sun’s light behind his head, “and I don’t like people hovering over me when I’m drawing.”
The boy held out a plate, “It’s for you, from your cousin.” Jasmine stared at the plate, it had ham.
“No thanks I’m a vegetarian.” she said pushing the plate away.
The boy shrugged and sat down next to her on the bottom of the steps and began to eat, Jasmine continued to draw. After awhile the boy leaned over at glanced at her drawing, “Is that Roy?” he asked smirking.
Jasmine leaned away from him, “Um, yeah, he sorta has this sculpture face.”
“Um-hm” he leaned away from her.
“What’s does ‘um-hm’ mean?”
“I just saying that I agree with you.”
“You being sarcastic.”
“No I’m not.”
“There you go again ”
“What?”
“Being sarcastic ”
“Me? I’m not being sarcastic.”
“There you go again ”
“Um-hm.”
“Ugh ” she started to draw again, but with a pouting face. Then the boy took out a piece of bread and took a bite. Jasmine stared at him, “Where did you get that?”
“From the plate.”
“No it wasn’t there before, when you pushed it up to my face that wasn’t there.”
“Yes it was, you just didn’t see it.” Jasmine made a face and looked behind him, sitting there was a plate similar to the other but with two pieces of bread. Jasmine went back to her sketch book and started a new drawing, again the boy leaned toward her. He raised an eyebrow it seemed in surprise a wonder. “You know Winry?” he asked
“Who?”, Jasmine said looking up from her sketch book, “oh so that’s her name.”
“You mean you don’t know who you were drawing?”
“No,” Jasmine shook her head, “I didn’t he face just suddenly popped up in my head.” she stared up the sky, “Like when your name and the town you grew up popped in my head, Ed and Resembol ” she whispered.
“Huh? What are you talking about?”
“I think-“ she was cut off by a loud growl, they both looked down at her stomach, “I guess I’m hungry since I hadn’t had anything for a couple days.” Jasmine laughed nervously and smiled. The boy smiled back and then reached behind himself and shoved a piece of bread in her face. “Here.” he said. Jasmine stared at it for awhile then finally took it, eating slowly. Then she said in a faint whisper, “Thank you.”

That's all I have to say ^^v peace ( I'm late for the bus @-@ shit!!)

(I posted this pic up after school, lol)

.:*~obsseingalways~*:.
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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

My story!! >:D CHIBI!!!
Okay, my first story Ima complete on this site ^^ this is the proluge and it's short and kinda wierd O-o but, yeah, bear with me here. Adn it's a Fullmetal ALcehmist fic, it's called Falling Stars. Enjoy!!!

Prologue

As late summer wind brushed against my cheeks, warm and vibrant. Though the sun was almost down it still felt warm outside. I looked back at the old dusty house and smiled, it was sad that grandpa had died ,but being sent to one house to another was getting tiring. Everyone would find out eventually, wouldn’t they? Then again she would have to end up in another house with a sick person, and standing by their bedside as they slowly, painfully died. I shivered at the thought of seeing that happen again in front of my very eyes. I stared at the house one more time, before heading down the road.

As I started to walk a squirrel jumped in front of the trail, it standing on it’s hind legs and hands stretched out. “I’m sorry, heko(heh-ck-o) , but I have to go. You expect me too go on getting sent to each of my family’s houses? Like a present to be sent before they die, it’s unbearable and sad. I have to run away I’m sorry.” I said in chirps and squeaks to the squirrel . The squirrel still stood there strong , sticking out it’s chest, not letting my go pass. “Please.” the squirrel stood still for awhile longer as a gentle wind went by. Then the squirrel lowered it’s self and the ran up my leg then jumped onto my shoulder. “Fine then,” I squeaked , “you can come along , k?” The squirrel’s eyes brightened and then it rubbed against my face. “Okay I get it, I get. I’m grateful too.” The squirrel stopped and looked up with happy eyes. “Okay then let’s go,” I smiled, “I’m coming cuz.” I whispered . Then me and my squirrel companion departed down the dirt road.

That all I have to say, peace. ^^v



Qoute of the day:
C-P-J!! Go Eagles!! SCREEEE!!!!- Ricky (a guy I met in my new class)

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Saturday, September 2, 2006

   Okay, story time! >:D
Hey! Now, this is how Ima put my stories, I'll put up the summary and stuff before I but up the actual story. BLah,blah, blah. Anyway, I wil be fircing everyone to read my soties >:D I won't give you a choice like speellchecker does! You'll be forced to resd my stoires, good or bad! Ones you don't understand and ones that that make no sinse XP Okay, enough with my ranting. I'll probably only put orignal stories alot since most of you don't know all the animes I might use for fanfics. :P

Title: Falling Stars
Genre: Adeveture/Romance/Humor
Rated: T (that means everyone most of you people can read it)
Anime/Manga(?): Fullmetal ALchemist

And I don't feel like putting up a summary XP I'm being lazy. Well, Ill post it as soon as possible, I think spellchecker already read the Proluge but no one else didn't @-@

Well I'm glad ever one like my new theme (or is pretenidng to), and if the song gets annoying to you, just turn your speakers down, or tell me if it's annoying @-@ cause this them'll be up for a awhile. Well,
that's all Ihave to say, Peace =3



Qoute of the day:
I think it split in two- Me and cencen

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Friday, September 1, 2006

   What it's for
Ey, :P I'll start using this site for what's it for, VERY soon. That is, for posting my stories. considering how long my post already are on MewMewstreet, I can make my stories and life seprate :P easy.

I might stick with this theme for awhile since I'ms tarting school soon T____T I don't wanna. Though, I already know, we won't be having any homework the first week. The teachers were told not to ( my mom working at the school comes in handy sometimes to know certain stuff ^.~) so I will still probably be pretty much the same until the 11th ^^

Also, I haven't been updating on niether sites becasue I have a I had sore thoat and stuffy nose, and I wanted to write some of my stories a little more since all the people on fanfiction keep telling me " MAKE MORE CHAPTER!!! NOW~!!!" lol. SO, yeah. That's all I have to say,Peace =3



Qoute of the day:
When the fuck did you tell me you were going to Ohio!?O_o-Me

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

YAY~!! New theme
Ey :P Sorry for not posting once I got back form my sister's house and college XD Iw as too lazy.

Hiei: As always.
Me: I wam not!!
Hiei: Yeah, you are.
Me: Shud up Hiei!! XP I'm crazy about dirt, but I am lazy!! Ok!?
Hiei: -shrug- If you say so.
Me: XP

My new theme is Inida Arie :P personally, I think she's much better the Christina. My cousin nearly attacked the CD when we finally found it O_o I don't have a lot of India Arie songs on ym cpmputer though.

Kurama: *walks inw ith a aprom that pink and has a red rose on it* You guys aren't fighting again are you?
Me/Hiei: O___O
Kurama: What?
Hiei: Your wearing and apron. O____O
Me: Your wearing and aprom that pink. O____O
Kurama: ^^''
Me/Hiei: O___________O
Arieth: Hey guys :P
Me: O______________O Areith, I can not be more scared then I am right now so, just.....just sit right there on the couch until I get my nerves to jump becasue you appeared of nowhere.
Arieth: ^^ Kay. *sits*

Pic of the day:


Qoute of the day:
Hit and run!!-Me and Ace

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

   Stuck
Ey, I'm stuck with this Christina theme until Monday cause I'm over at my siter's house, and I really don't like changing my computer's theme on someone else's computer for certain resons. So, now I'm sleepy and can't put up pics * pouts*
Hiei: Told you that she would come back haunting you -___- Didn't I?
Me: SHUD UP HIEI!! DX YOUR GOING TO GIVE ME A HEDACHE!!!I'M ALREADY TIRED!!
Hiei: Then why don't you go to bed.....?
Me: No duh, that's what I'm going to do fter I out all my entires on sites and stuff.
Hiei: Ahy are you wasting your time on here?
Me: Why are you on here!? DX GAWD!! YOU GAVE ME A STUPID!!!
Hiei: Good question, why AM I here. *walks out*
Me: Good ridice or how ever you spell it DX
Kurama: *walkws in with laundary* -____- You both fight more then and od married couple.
Me: WERE NOT OLD!! maybe hiei AND WERE NOT A COUPLE!!! DX How could you say that K-kun!? UGH!! MY BRAIN HURTS!!!! *stomps off*
Kurama: So now Im reminded again that I'm living with physcos. -_____-'''

Qoute of the day:
Look at me I'm in a ipod commerial!8D-Me
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Site progress
Ey :P K, this site is getting more freinds so I'll start visiting sites with this one more often and if I get enough comments start putting up stories. And don't get freaked out about the new theme and about hiw some one HATe Christina Augilera you can say something like " ... well, I guess she's better then Britteny Spears.." or something like that, bu that's all. The only reason I have this theme up is cause the song I have up I'm obsessrd with X3 I haven't heard from Christina since I was at least 10 or 9.....? My ssiter Ek was a big fan while my other sister Le was a big fan of Backstreet boys XD so I was forced to liten to them batting over wihich Cd they were going to liten to first. So :D I am/was a slight fan of Christina.
Hiei: She's a whore.
Me: *slaps Hiei* SHAME!! X3 What if I said you were a midget?
Hiei: -__-*** Cause I am, exactly the point, she's a wh-
Kurama: *cover Hiei's mouth* ^^''' *laugh nervously*
Me: ^^ Thanks K-kun ^^ Well, that's it for this site. Oh, and for some reason on MewMewstreet I can't visit site with ActiveX....*sigh* Not this again >>

Qoute of the day:
"So your just going to play video games on your last day of Summer!?"~Me
"Yep"~ Cencen - Me and Cencen playing Sims


.:*obsessingalways*:.

P.S. Plz visit a good friend of mines XeroRadar. She's on my friend list so pl XP visit her, she's new.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

   PPPPPPPAAAANNNNNDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ey >:D Pandas still rule. I googled it. I looked up more Red Panda pics.



FEAR THE ADORABLENESS!!!! XXX3

Hiei: *backs up*
Kurama: Don't you think you're taking this overboard.
Me: You can never take pandas over board :P You just can obsess youself out. Though that'll never happen with my Pandas. NEVER!! >:D Like you never did K-kun ^^ My first obsession.
Kurama: ^^'' Uhhh.......Ima about to go to Lisha's *slowly slips away*
Me: *grabs him >:D No you don't you're looking at more pandas *deep , evil voice* Now.
Kurama: ^^'' I can't refuse and offer like that * laughs nervusly* *whispers to Hiei* Can't you cut her up or something.
Hiei: *whispers back* Can't you destroy her in under 2 second -___- you know what, it's not even me she wants, bye. *walk away*
Kurama: Hiei left me -_____-''' Fine then, WERE NOT FREINDS ANYMORE!!! >.<
Me: *clears throat* Now, pandas! >:D





Kurama: O_O Aren't you going to stop now!?
Me: Sure XD one more pic though plzzzz?
Kurama: You're going to get mad if I say no, so knock yourself out * sits down* -______-



Me: K, I'm done for now^^
Kurama: Thank god -____-
Hiei: *walks back in* Done?
Me: Yep.^^
Hiei: Why are so obsessed?
Me: Read the banner in my profile XP I love pandas with all my might.
Hiei: Why are you OBSESSDD though! >.<
Me: Cause they're adorable like dogs, kitten,birds * trails down a list of animal even snakes O-o*
Kurama: *me still going* Great you got her started -____-''
Hiei: -________-'' I see *sits next to Kurama* this'll take awhile.
Me: ...Oh, and you can't forget about peguins XD *countinues*
Kurama/Hiei: *sighs*

Qoute of the day:
I googled it bitch! >:D - Me

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Friday, August 11, 2006

On,and on, and on....
Ey, it seems no one like mie Ouran story XP but that's ok.I'll try to find smaller stories. Or I can keep this site unti I get 3 comments a day @-@ like I want as my goal.
Kurama: You think it's possble?
Me: O_O OMG!! KURAMA!! *glomps him*
Kurama: Mind getting off of me @-@
Me: Sure ^^ *gets up*
Kurama: -____- I just came by to say 'hi'.
Me: ^^ K, K-kun. Well, since my comments are mentally retarded right now ( I don't think comments can really be mentally retarded) I'm going to work on this site until it's back on @-@ And tomorrow ( today) Ima go to the libary to drop of books. Nothing much.....I don't want to bore everyone...... And I banned Daniel and Melody form here XP but now, I have K-kun =^-^=
Kurama: -___- Plz don't lock me in that stupid closet again.
Me: I won't ^^ I'll lock you in the basement.
Kurama: -______-'''
Me: Well, I'm obsessd with pandas, and I keep hugging my panda folder for school XD and my GB BG is a panda. It's so~ cute =^-^= How can you not like a panada?



Aww :P Baby Pandas! Aren't the Sorable =3 (SOrable....?)

Hiei: You mean those little black and white ballls of fur? Their ugly.
Me: Hiei your so mean X3, and where'd the heck you come from?
Hiei:.....
Me: ^^'' Umm, K..... More PANDAS!! ADORE THEM!! X3 NOW!!



XD ADOOOORE!!!

Kurama: I think she's gone insane with Panda fever.
Hiei: Is there really such a thing?
Kurama: Nope, but I think she's the first.
Me: LOVE THEM >:D OR DIIIEE!!


They look like their about to fight X3 Adorbale!

Aww ^^ Not real, but still XD cute!

AWW!! X3
And now for my fav Red Pandas :P So adorable.


Me: All the panda I love XD MWHAHAAA!!! LOVE. PANDAS.NOOOOOOOOOOWWW~!!!
Kurama: I think we should get out of here before she get any crazier, you agree Hiei?
Hiei: *nods* *about to walk out*
Me: *-* YOu guys aren;t going anywher, were going to look at more Pandas ^^ aren't we.
Hiei: -___-'' Help us.

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Chapter 2: Everyone , needs someone.
Chapter 2:

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.

Hikaru sighed as he sat in the twin’s study hall on the East Wing. He life was slowly disappearing, dissolving. He yelled at his only friends, his true friends, and now he was left with nothing. They probably were furious.

Probably already starting a cult agaist him. “Kill Hikaru He called us who we truly are Destroy the evidence ”

Hikaru sighed again, more louder and deeper then the first. He was bored, he had no homework for a week because of his “lose” and he just got in a argument with his friends. His twin was dead, and his parents were insane. Hikaru banged his head on the table. His life was slowly falling apart.

What now? Become a outcast of the school? He couldn’t. Even if he was one before, he was with Koaru then, and you if you were spit out of the popular circle, you were spit out pretty hard. Hikaru closed his eyes and chewed on his lip. Maybe he would become goth, yeah, and then he could sulk all he wanted. Plus, committing suicide would be more of a social raising for that group......he thinks.

Hikaru then thought out what he said the Host Club members......wait. He hadn’t said anything about Haruhi. Why? She must have plenty of dirt spit at her. Like she was poor in a rich school, the fact she dressed up as a boy for “fun”. Though those wouldn’t break her down, more so that her father is a cross dresser, still not hitting it yet. Ah, yes her mother. He could’ve hurt her, bad, but he couldn’t.........Haruhi, she was........what was she? She was a best friend, who probably partly understood since her mother died. She was..........

DING DONG

Hikaru swore he had no idea why his mom had put a church bell in the house for a doorbell. It was annoying, loud, and annoying. Hikaru slumped in his chair, whoever’s here it better be a good reason, that bell is annoying. Hikaru deiced to go check and see who it was. He walked down the hall, winding through various hallway, up some stairs, own some and finally to the main stairs. He stood staring at the door, a butler had just come to the door.

He wondered who it was for this time his mom, or his dad...? Either one, he would give whoever came through that door a death glare, and when the person wasn’t looking slip away unnoticed. Yeah, that would creep the person out, just something to entertain himself.

Though when the butler opened the door, and Hikaru was ready to send the most deadly death glare he could, his mouth nearly dropped as he saw who came through the door. There, Haruhi stood with a dress decorated in a flower design. For a commoners’ clothes, they weren’t half bad.

Just when he was going to go down the steps, smiling, and probably even hug Haruhi, the dream ended as the self absorbed bastard and his followers came through the door right behind. Hikaru knew that Tamaki only came to see Haruhi in a dress.

Pervert.

But what was Hikaru talking about, Kaoru and him were almost the same, but they only did it to mess around and annoy Tamaki. The butler announced them as if they were the most important people in the world. Hikaru rolled his eyes, and began to turn and walk away, maybe they hadn’t seen him yet. Fat chance.

“ Hey, Hikaru,” Tamaki said, more sad then proud like he usually did.

Hikaru, his back still turned to them shrugged and murmured a silent “Hey.” then he walked towards the his study, because now Kaoru was dead, and it didn’t belong to two anymore.

“ Can we stay,” he heard him ask.

Hikaru sighed and shrugged again, “ Whatever,” the walked back the library. No, they weren’t going to destroy his peace. Never He would pretend to study, they will get bored, they would leave. Simple.

Walk. Walk.

Follow. Follow.

Sit.

Stand.

Stare.

Blink.

Study.

Blink.

Hikaru hated this, they were just standing there doing nothing, he hated to see sad faces, to tell the truth. They had probably came all that way just to make sure he was okay and they could cheer him up or convince him not to commit suicide. Either one, they still came, Hikaru sighed and looked at the worried faces and stood. He left the room as they followed and he came to door not far from the library and opened them, making Haruhi gasp. Behind the door lay a room full of games, snacks, and a high collection of music.

Are second sanctuary.

Hikaru smirked, this place, he and Kaoru almost stayed most of there days with nothing to do. Soccer, Basketball, Go, Chess, Sorry, anything, you name it they had it. None of their friends had known that the Hitachiin twins had such a room n their mansion. Of course they had game rooms too(except Haruhi ,no duh) , but not like this one it was.....beyond belief.

“Knock yourself’s out,” he said in a dry tone as the first to run in was Huuny, followed by Mori. Hikaru was almost on the verge of smiling. He turned around ready to leave them to their happy place, when he felt someone grab his wrist her turned to Haruhi. He wanted to smile, but couldn’t. He stared big brown eyes as they both stared at each other for awhile. Finally she let go of Hikaru’s wrist.

“Aren’t you coming too?”, she asked.

Hikaru recognized they were the only one’s in the hallway, “No thank you, I rather not.” going into that room was risky. Memories like to overflow your mind and become painful, usually causing someone to faint, fainting Hikaru didn’t do, “ I’d rather go back to the study hall.”


“K,” she said, “ then I’m going back with you.”

Damn, was this girl stalking him? Oh well, couldn’t stop the all powerful and mighty Haruhi, might as well. “ K.”, he said and began to walk back towards the library. Hikaru expected to hear Tamaki soon, running down the hallway screaming about something and that Hikaru was a pervert, and then hug Haruhi and say father’s protecting you. Though it didn’t happen, it was strangely, quiet.

“I sort of know how you feel Hikaru”, Haruhi said softly.

Hikaru blinked and waited, what was she talking about.....? Wait...he had been thinking about it earlier, right? Now what was it.....?

“ I know how it is to lose a loved one, even if I didn’t know her too much, it was hard.”, she tightened her hands into fist, “hell, you’re probably going through worst then me, I mean your twin.” she sighed, “ I’m sorry I brought this up I really should-“

Before she could finish lips met hers in a deep kiss and soon pulled away. Haruhi blinked a few times to realize that Hikaru had just kissed her. She smiled and blushed then turned her head, did one of her best friends just kiss her? Though before she could finish the though he pushed into another kiss, this time tongue. Haruhi gave in completely as she hit the wall behind her. She wrapped her arms around him.

Just then a noisy Tamaki came through the door of the game room, he saw he awkard scene and the hallway and without hesitation he screamed, “ RAPER ” and pushed Hikaru from Haruhi.

Hikaru was about to punch back put just shook his head and headed for the library, but didn’t get there with out hearing Tamaki ask if Haruhi if she was alright her answer: No.

**************

Hikaru laid his head down and replayed the scene over in his head, what had he been thinking? Nothing, that’s what, his brain told his body not to do it, it begged for his body to stop, but.........Hikaru wanted to scream, he certainly lost one or two friends now, he was sure.

Later on they all left, some smiling, some (one) glaring at him, some giving him a sad look and smile. Hikaru only frowned back at all of them, what else was he supposed to do? Smile back? No way, now it didn’t like showing off fake smiles at the moment. He headed up to his room, making maids and butlers crawl against the wall, trying to not to get in his way. Even if the hallway was wide enough to fit 6 people across.

When he got to his room he plopped down on his bed, and buried his face in a pillow. He took a deep breath and screamed into the pillow, it was still loud even with the pillow muffling the sound. When he stopped, he kept his face in the pillow hoping that some how he would suffocate himself.

There was a knock on the door.

Ignore it. Just ignore it.

More knocking.

Just your mom trying to get you to forget, you can’t forget.

Banging.

NEVER hisssss

The door swung open as the person walked beside his bead and turned Hikaru over to see his face, his cousin Atori. Atori was Hikaru and Koarou’s best friend, even when the were rejected at school, when they really had no friends.

“You not glad to see me?,” Atori said sitting on the edge of the bed.

Hikaru turned over and sat up, but didn’t answer his cousin.

Atori sighed, “ You know, you should give it a try, what your mom says. You don’t have to make it so difficult.”

Hikaru had a feeling his cousin had only came to do this, “ Atori, what’s wrong with you? What’s wrong with everyone? Why is everyone acting like this sis no big deal, huh ? Tell me ” Hikaru said, “ You, out of all people, should know what I’m talking about. You almost knew Koaru as much as me.....” Hikaru looked at his gigantic window.

Atori sighed then took out a cigarette.

“No smoking in my room.” Hikaru said, coming up with the new rule.

“ When did this become your room?” Atori said sticking the cigarette into his mouth.

“When......” Hikaru began, he was going to say when my brother died, but he couldn’t say it.

“Ha, there you see, you can’t even get the words out when you want to, can you? You can spit it out at people with anger, but not a casual conversation.” Atori said taking out a lighter and lighting his cigarette.

Hikaru looked at his cousin in disbelief , “When I talk about Koaru, it’s never going to be casual, I also thought you’d understand because of your father.” Hikaru said bringing his knees to his chest like, the commoner’s way of saving space. Though this time he did it out of grief.

A white cloud of smoke poured from Artori’s mouth, “ I do understand.....you just don’t understand that you need to grow up. You and I know good and well that Koaru wouldn’t want you sad like this.”

“ Well, he wouldn’t want everyone to just get on with their lives, just like that.”, Hikaru said, he was Koaru’s twin, he knew.

“ Yeah” Atori nodded, “ but, he would also want you to be happy, you don’t have to forget to be happy Hikaru.”

The words poked him hard in th arm. Hikaru was speechless.

“ And also, a ‘ It’s better to have loved and lost, then to have loved at all’ a quote from America from this guy, I think.” another trail of white came form his mouth, “ plus don’t ever bring my father in any conversation again, got it. If you going to be such a brat, stop acting like I’m not right.”

A jab in the stomach.

“ Also, you need to move on sooner or later, like of not. You don’t have to forget, but you have to get over your twins death and move on with your life, like any other person. Even if it takes years, your going to have to move on you know.”

A powerful slap across the face.

Atori stood up and walked towards the door, “ Oh yeah, it’s not your room until you get over it. So, smoking rule, doesn’t even exist to me.” with that he walked out the door.

Atori had spoke the truth, and Hikaru didn’t want to believe it. Maybe he wasn’t going get over it......maybe.

.:*obsessingalways*:.

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