Tuesday, August 8, 2006

Hey
Haven't poste here in awhile ^^'' Urmm, like I said on MewMewsteet, Ima post my Ouran story here. Also do you like my new Shika theme? X3 I worked hard on this. Okay, first chap. (also if anyone can tell me how to out italics in your post plz tell me).

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Chapter 1

Why?

Rain slid down Hikaru’s face as he stared of into some other world.

Why him , how come not me?

Hikaru didn’t pay attention as the priest talked about Kaoru as if he knew him, he didn’t know Karou like he did, no one did.

Is this really happening?

Yes, it was, his twin, his brother, his best friend was being lowered into the ground meeting his eternal grave. This wasn’t happening, no way could he survive with out him.

This is only a dream Wake up Hikaru

Hikaru’s fist tightned s tears rolled down his face mixing with the rain.

No I’m more evil, I should of died Not him, not innocent Kaoru

People soon began to move walking over to Hikaru and his mother and father saying they were sorry, and hope they could get through it. Hikaru heard none of them.

The “Guess who’s Hikaru game?” wouldn’t be fun without someone who looked exactly alike. Haruhi wouldn’t be fun to play with anymore if his brother wasn’t along beside him.

Tamaki and the others stood at the grave, devastated, but not as much as Hikaru. Hikaru couldn’t take it anymore, and before he knew it his expensive pants were sloshing in mud, and before he could hold them back tears flowed form his eyes. He didn’t even recognize when he slumped against a tree, crying. Kaoru was gone, forever, and there was nothing he could do about it.

Forever. Nothing.


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“Hikaru Breakfast is ready ”, his mom called at the bedroom door after the maids tried several attempts to get him out of bed. Hikaru rolled over in the bed built for two, she expect him to eat a day after his own twin’s funeral?

“ Hikaru dear Hurry up before your food gets cold”, how could his mother do this? Her own son died And she was acting like nothing happened, like it was a regular morning. She use to call both of us if we didn’t get down stairs on time for something important.
Hikaru blinked, he had hardly got any sleep last night , how could he? He had already cried himself dry and he had hurt both of his hands ( destroying half of the house and it expensive art) so all he had left to do was sulk. Just sit and become a empty shell. Become extinct.......

“ Hikaru ” his mother banged on his door. He closed his eyes.

Empty.

The door bust open with his dad nearly shooting flames, he pulled the covers off Hikaru and swung him out of bed. “ When your mother says is time for breakfast get up ” he said. Clearly he was annoyed by his mother, not Hikaru, or maybe he was...? His father lifted Hikaru over his shoulder as Hikaru just became a limp rag doll, life was pointless, why struggle?

His father sat Hikaru down and shoved a plate in front of him and marched up the long stairs. Hikaru blinked, and blinked, and breathed, blinked, pumped blood, blink, blink, pump blood........

A maid came in walking cautiously towards Hikaru, she seemed almost scared to even get close to him. You never know what will happen when someone’s twin dies. It could make them crazy or even make them go all emo. The maid dragged her feet feeling as if they had did this on purpose to her.

“M-master H-“ he maid stuttered .

“ No.” he said, the first word he had said the moment Kaorou died.

The maid jumped and ran out the room, ‘no’ meant in crazy people language “ I’ll kill you if you don’t step back in five, four, three......”

Hikaru’s mom walked in, brave as she could be, “ Hitachiin Hikaru, you are going to school today like it or not, understand?”

Silence.

“Good,” his mother fidgeted then sighed and slowly walked over the long dinning table to the chair closes to him, “ look , I know it’s hard but you have to move on. You can’t hold onto forever, just erase it from you mind. Go to school, it will help, hang out with your friends, it’ll cheer you up. It’s what Kaoru would want....“

“You wouldn’t know what he would want, mother ” Hikaru said standing up sending the chair behind him to fall, “ No one would know, but me ” With that Hikaru stomped up the stairs, he was going to have to hurry to get to school, he was already late.


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Some people stayed clear of him, some people tried to cheer him up, some even went to offering tickets and free visits to spas and islands their parents owned. Hikaru rejected and declined all. It seemed weird not to have a person next to him, a mirror image walking at the same pace, same style.

Everyone stared, and those who didn’t know what exactly happeded whispered. Did they get into a fight?Isn’t there another twin? What happened to him? I heard he murdered his own twin. Hikaru heard them whisper those questions and so much more, how could his parents send him back to school, as soon as his twin dies.

Hikaru even drove off his fellow Host members, Hunny challenged his dark aura by offering him his cake. Hikaru glared, Hunny cried, Mori picked him up and comforted him. If only Hikaru had some there to comfort him.........

After school Hikaru somehow dragged himself to the fourth music room. He was late. About an hour late more so. Never, ever had he and Kaoru been late, but this time Kaoru wasn’t with him. Hikaru passed by the fellow ‘freinds’ and then pass the ‘Hitachiin twin’ fans/customers, and then sat at a table, by himelf, next to a window. People stared, he didn’t care.

“H-h-hikaru,” a girl said with her head down who was brave enough (or stupid enough) to approach him, “ I umm..” she began fidgetting and shifting her wieght from one side to the next.

Hikaru looked up at her with a frown, “ Say it.” he said, getting impatient.

“ I a-am sorry for you lost, I just wanted to know if you will still be in the Host Club?” she finally got out, slightly relived.

Hikaru never thought of this, “ Don’t know,” he said put his head own and stared out the window. He listened to the girl walk away, nearly tripping before returning to her group of friends. Was he going to quit? The Host Club had been his and Kaoru’s sanctuary, a blessing from Tamaki. A chance to fool around with Haruhi and the lord. This place had put the smallest space between him a Koaru, and soon the had even been able to set apart awhile during the day. It was probably the reason why Hikaru hadn’t already committed suicide.

Hikaru sighed and closed his eyes, but it still didn’t answer the question. Was he staying or going? No purpose here anymore, but it was the only place he actually had only a few people who understood. Yet again, they were already starting up the Host Club again, like his parents.

Forgetting.

No, they couldn’t forget his twin, the unseperateable duo. The two musketeers. The devil twins.

Then heard a loud booming voice, more so Tamaki’s. Hikaru ignored it, self absorbed bastard. Hikaru thought, and that exactly what the guy was. Then he heard a shuffling of chairs and chatters of girls slowly fade away.
No, he didn’t.
They were going to talk to him now, he was going to, no those people who actually tried to continue their lives like nothing happened, fools.

“Hikaru,” Haurhi’s gentle voice said as she approached the table. “ are you alright?”

Of course he wasn’t alright What the hell were wrong with these people Do they not understand that his brother, his twin just died ?, “Eh.” was Hikaru’s only reply.

“What’s wrong?,” The self absorbed bastard said. Okay, this was getting on Hikaru’s nerves.

He stood up and this time made sure not knock over the chair, “ You want to know what’s wrong ” he demanded more then asked anger flew them him, “fine then look up in a dictonary, because it seems like no one around here seems understand the word ‘death’ My twin just died, and everyone is still happy as can be, Tamaki ‘the king’ is still flirting with every single girl he sees, Kyoya just keeps caring about his money, Mori has no feeling, Hunny is an idiot, and Haruhi......” Hikaru trailed off and sighed, grabbed his bag and pushed passed the jaw dropped friends.

“You know what, forget it.”, he said and then walked out the third music room.

He was definitely quitting.
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Hope you enjoyed the the story :P and if you don't know Ouran, or planned to watch it, it his small spoilers later on. K ^^ Well, SNHIOWNIN IN AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! WAKAKAAAAAA!!! =D

Pic of the day:


Qoute of the day:
What the heck is that!?-Me

.:*alwaysobsessing*:.

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Wednesday, August 2, 2006

Impossible
Ey, *sigh* >> I'm in this sulky mood right now -_- What's the point trying to get this site started up! *sigh* It's so hard to keep up wit two sites XP and then my sister and Soul Alchemist and my mom are here so it's like a countinueing battle between us all, I trying to kick Soul ALchemist off as much as possible though >> Well, making this a rush post. If I can get 3 comments day by Sat ^^ I'll keep this site, if not I'll have to destroy my baby T-T *hugs site* NOOOO!!!
Pics of the day:





I feel sort of Gaara-ish ( if there is such a word).

Quote of the day:
That's nice- Me

.:*obsessingalways*:.


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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Heh.....
Ey.........I got three book from the libary the other day, one was The Lost Wings of Merlin ( I love this series) it was the last book and when I was finished I curled up into a little ball and started rock back and forths XD

Melody: Point?

Me: I love the book ,ok the other one I'm readin right nwo is Harley like a person. I like the book so far. I hoep it's not one of those book that are so good but has a crappy ending.

Melody: So?

Me: I hope it doesn;t a crappy ending XP The other one...I an't remeber the name and what it's about XD

melody: And?

Me: WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!

Melody: >> No one want sot hear you ramble on and on about books.

Me: Fine Cue a old me and Kurama stories.......

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
First story-

Me: Hey where the Dang peanut butter Kurama!
Kurama: You had it last!
Me: No I didn't! It was you who had it last! Don't think I didn't heard you come into this kitchen last night.
( Kurama gives me a dirty look)
Kurama: You know that was you.
Me:I know

Second story-
Hiei singing Desdent Days&Nights)
Me:Hiei turn down your radio!
( Turns it up louder. I go and hit him in the head.)
Hiei: Hey what you do that for!
Me:Cause! You Know why!
Kurama: What's all that *beep* racket!
Me: Ohh, Kurama is that the firt time you cursed?
Kurama: ...
Me: it isnt is it! Ha Ha
Kurama: That's not funny
Me: I know, And I still haven't found that * beep* peanut butter

Third (and last) story-

(Kurmais reading a book while I'm making faces behind him)
Kurama: Stop doing that.
Me: Doing what?
Kurama:Making faces behind my back.
Me: Why, me? I'm not doing anything.
(Kurama slaps me)
Me:...
Kurama: No I'm not gay and I'm still not telling you where the peanut butter is.
Me: Ah ha! So you ddo where the peanut bitter is! And you were the last one to have it!
Kurama: No and no
Me:But-
Kurama shush, I'm trying to read my book.
Me:...??
- - - - - - - - - -- - - -

melody: *yawn*

Me: Ntohing itnrest you?

Melody: Nope >>

Me: *hold up a bunny with a eye oatch and gun*

Melody: O_O AHHH!!!! Mr. SNIglLES IS BACK!!!! *runs away*

Me: * shakes head* *pulls string on back os stuffed animal*

Stuffed anima: IMA Kill YOU......BITCH!!

Pic of the day:


Qoute of the day:
No ,kitty! That's my pot pie- South Park

.:*obsessingalways*:.




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Friday, July 28, 2006

   Teh power of teh kun fu

Ey all :D I feel sort of random XD and hyper and yet it's like * looks at time* 3:10am int eh morning XD god, I'm going to be exhausted. *sigh* Nothn's nuch cept I need to sign mroe Gbs.......well I'm off to bed ^^ *salutes* Pic of the day: SHIKA!! X3 Quote of the day: Mr.Snuggles is back, and you can kiss my fluffly, pink *** - Mr. Snuggles .:*obsessingalways*:.

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

   WAKKA WAAKA!!!!
Ey, I'm posting this later then my other post >> Oh well ^^ *dances* Let's do the dance of the Leperchun or whatever.

Daniel: Have you been hanging around your uncle again?

Me: What's that supposed to mean?

Daniel: He smokes.

Me: Oh, ^^ NOOOOOOOOOoooooOOOO ehheh *damces and trips* *falls on face*

Daniel: ......

Me: *gets back up* ^^ *starts dancing again*

Daniel: -_-'' Errr....

Pic of the day:



Quote of the day:
You kill me and then just walk away?-Miikun

.:*obsessingalways*:.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

   SOOOOOOOO.......boredem -____-
Ey,

*sigh nothing to say *sways* and my hyperness has sudden;ly disappeared XP I need to sleep. I'll proabaly start putting my short funny stories on here.

Daniel: Your hopeless.

Me: Shut up -___- I'm no tin the mood to argue. Anyway,... what was I goin to say XP AUGH!!!! Whatever...... *sigh* I need to reach my goal X3

Pic of the day:


Quote of the day:
I gotta poop-Mom
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Monday, July 24, 2006

   WHONKA!!!
Ey *sigh* I won't post on my other site today casue I'm taking my "random day of the week" off,but I'll post everyday I can on this one. I'm trying to figure out how to get a sperarte BG for my posts, but x3 I can't. I've got the codes, but I don't get it!! RAAAAAAAARRRR!!!!

Daniel: *peeks from behing me* Is she gone?

Me: She was never her.....and who the heck she?

Daniel: *whisper* melody.... *shifty eyes*

Melody: THERE YOU ARE!!!! * aims gun at us*

Me and Daniel: SHIT SHE FOUND US!!! *runs to my other sute MEwMewstreet*

Meldoy: YOU GUYS CAN"t RUN BACK AND FORTHS FOREVER!! >;D and when I catch you, your dead!!

.:*obsessingalways*:.
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

   Ey, no I'm keeping both sites, so you must sufer hearing me twice everday XD MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!! Now, which site do you visit fist. MewMewstreet, cause M goes before T...

Daniel: No duh.

Me: Yeah, and were still running away from Melody >> This is where we run. She's serously going to kill us, isn't she?

Daniel: I think so my frein -_- I think so.

Me: *clings to Daniel* I'M TO CUTE TO DIIIIEEE!!! T-T

Daniel: You wish -_-

Me: Your fan girls are slowly dis appearing, like Jazz.

Daniel: O_O No.

Me: *smirk* She deleted her site ( just found a minute ago).

Daniel: NOOOooOoOO!!! *faints*

Me: lmao XDDDD

.:*obsessingalwys*:.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

   I have decied
Ey *sigh* being me, I can't earse a freind from a list, so you should know I can't even earse this site *sigh* ^^ so I'm going to work hard on it. And if I don't get at least three comments a day by 2 weeks I'll earse it. I think I can hanle this.....right? Well, my other site is MewMewstreet, so this is my fanfiction site. Like some ppl have separte sites for their clubs, I have a separte site for my storyies ^^ K, now, I'm off to visiting sites and signing Gbs........*thinks* should I visit my site......

.:*obssesingalways*:.

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

This is Chapter 1, Part 1 of my story, "Falling Stars" Enjoy. ^-^

As Jasmine walked, she wondered why her cousin would want to live I such a place. It was extremely crowded, smelled, and was yet again crowded. Living I the that dirty old hut looked pretty good right now. Though when she came upon a gate she smiled, glad to find what she was looking for. She climbed half way up th gate then smoothly jumped over the rest and landed on the other side gently. Then someone started to wave his hands like crazy and yelling “Hey you” Jasmine just let out a heavy sigh and began to run. The solider still in pursuit kept yelling to stop. Though she didn’t wan to explain her golden fox tail that was flowing behind her and here ears on top of head. Soon a pursuit of a about 20 soldiers were running after her. Now this chase was pointless in trying to lose them, even if she manage did find her cousin , she’ll l still have to
explain why she had a tail and ears.
Jasmine could go on like this for hours running , but eventually she would get blasted by a bomb or something. She decided to give up , but just then a group of their soldiers were running right towards her. Jasmine stopped, not because it was hopeless, not because she was trapped, but because at the front of group of soldiers was her cousin “Riza” Jasmine smiled happily and waved. The women titled her head then overcome with surprise put down her gun and shook her head slowly.
-lightingandbullet-

Jasmine knew her cousin was mad but not this mad, “What are doing here ? Why did you run away from the house Tell me that ” Riza Hawkeye paced back and forth shaking her head. “Plus you didn’t have the decicenty to hide you ears and tail.” Jasmine just sat in her chair ears down watching her cousin pace back and forth around the room. “Jasmine tell me, why didn’t you get contact with the family and tell about grandfather dying. You would’ve just been sent to another home to take care of-“
“That’s exactly ,” Jasmine interrupted hanging her head,”why I ran away.” silence fell over in the office they were in.
“Well, lieutenant I think you should let her stay at your place until you find another place for her to stay.” said a man named Roy or as many of them said Lieutenant Colonel, he didn’t seem like much to Jasmine.
Riza looked over at him and sighed “Fine, but your heading to some else house in two days. Okay?” she looked down at Jasmine.
Jasmine looked up happy shaking her head up and down, “ Okay, of course.” she stood up.”Thanks Riza’s boyfriend.” Liza hit her in the back of the head. “Ow What was that for, I said thanks.”
“He’s not my boyfriend.” she said, looking like she was on the edge of blushing.
“Oh, why then all you think about is ‘Roy looks nice today’ ‘ Roy that was a brilliant idea’ then all you do is talk about in your letters is that Roy this and Roy that or I’m so worried about Roy getting shot in the eye. Yuck, every time, ever letter there is something about him, it makes me sick..” Jasmine stuck out her tongue. Though when she looked up to she Riza about to explode she stuck her tongue back in “ Um, yeah, gots to go, nice meeting you Havoc, and Roy.” she laughed nervously and opened the door. “I mean Liza’s boyfriend.” she said quickly and left out the door. Then all you could hear was yelling and shooting and people telling Riza not to kill her cousin.
-lightingandbullet-

Once they got everything under control, they sent Jasmine outside to wait. They had put a bandana on her head too keep ears hidden, and her tail was wrapped around her waist. It looked sorta funny. Jasmine took off her bandana to listen in on Roy and Riza and the rest of them up there. Since they were three stories up and she was outside, her ears came in handy.
“Your cousin reminds me of another little bratty kid I know.” she heard Roy’s say. How dare he say she was bratty And compare her to Fullmetal Jasmine shook her head, how did she know that name. She had no idea who he was , but she suddenly know his name. His name was Edward Elric and he came from a small town named Resembol.... Jasmine shook her head again and took out her sketch book.
Around noon a shadow appeared over her, she looked up to see a boy with blond hair, his hair was put back in one braid. “Excuse me, your blocking my light,” Jasmine said squinting from the sun’s light behind his head, “and I don’t like people hovering over me when I’m drawing.”
The boy held out a plate, “It’s for you, from your cousin.” Jasmine stared at the plate, it had ham.
“No thanks I’m a vegetarian.” she said pushing the plate away.
The boy shrugged and sat down next to her on the bottom of the steps and began to eat, Jasmine continued to draw. After awhile the boy leaned over at glanced at her drawing, “Is that Roy?” he asked smirking.
Jasmine leaned away from him, “Um, yeah, he sorta has this sculpture face.”
“Um-hm” he leaned away from her.
“What’s does ‘um-hm’ mean?”
“I just saying that I agree with you.”
“You being sarcastic.”
“No I’m not.”
“There you go again ”
“What?”
“Being sarcastic ”
“Me? I’m not being sarcastic.”
“There you go again ”
“Um-hm.”
“Ugh ” she started to draw again, but with a pouting face. Then the boy took out a piece of bread and took a bite. Jasmine stared at him, “Where did you get that?”
“From the plate.”
“No it wasn’t there before, when you pushed it up to my face that wasn’t there.”
“Yes it was, you just didn’t see it.” Jasmine made a face and looked behind him, sitting there was a plate similar to the other but with two pieces of bread. Jasmine went back to her sketch book and started a new drawing, again the boy leaned toward her. He raised an eyebrow it seemed in surprise a wonder. “You know Winry?” he asked
“Who?”, Jasmine said looking up from her sketch book, “oh so that’s her name.”
“You mean you don’t know who you were drawing?”
“No,” Jasmine shook her head, “I didn’t he face just suddenly popped up in my head.” she stared up the sky, “Like when your name and the town you grew up popped in my head, Ed and Resembol ” she whispered.
“Huh? What are you talking about?”
“I think-“ she was cut off by a loud growl, they both looked down at her stomach, “I guess I’m hungry since I hadn’t had anything for a couple days.” Jasmine laughed nervously and smiled. The boy smiled back and then reached behind himself and shoved a piece of bread in her face. “Here.” he said. Jasmine stared at it for awhile then finally took it, eating slowly. Then she said in a faint whisper, “Thank you.”

I hope you enjoyed ^-^

.:*obsessingalways*:.


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