Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Chapter 2: Everyone , needs someone.
Chapter 2:

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.

Hikaru sighed as he sat in the twin’s study hall on the East Wing. He life was slowly disappearing, dissolving. He yelled at his only friends, his true friends, and now he was left with nothing. They probably were furious.

Probably already starting a cult agaist him. “Kill Hikaru He called us who we truly are Destroy the evidence ”

Hikaru sighed again, more louder and deeper then the first. He was bored, he had no homework for a week because of his “lose” and he just got in a argument with his friends. His twin was dead, and his parents were insane. Hikaru banged his head on the table. His life was slowly falling apart.

What now? Become a outcast of the school? He couldn’t. Even if he was one before, he was with Koaru then, and you if you were spit out of the popular circle, you were spit out pretty hard. Hikaru closed his eyes and chewed on his lip. Maybe he would become goth, yeah, and then he could sulk all he wanted. Plus, committing suicide would be more of a social raising for that group......he thinks.

Hikaru then thought out what he said the Host Club members......wait. He hadn’t said anything about Haruhi. Why? She must have plenty of dirt spit at her. Like she was poor in a rich school, the fact she dressed up as a boy for “fun”. Though those wouldn’t break her down, more so that her father is a cross dresser, still not hitting it yet. Ah, yes her mother. He could’ve hurt her, bad, but he couldn’t.........Haruhi, she was........what was she? She was a best friend, who probably partly understood since her mother died. She was..........

DING DONG

Hikaru swore he had no idea why his mom had put a church bell in the house for a doorbell. It was annoying, loud, and annoying. Hikaru slumped in his chair, whoever’s here it better be a good reason, that bell is annoying. Hikaru deiced to go check and see who it was. He walked down the hall, winding through various hallway, up some stairs, own some and finally to the main stairs. He stood staring at the door, a butler had just come to the door.

He wondered who it was for this time his mom, or his dad...? Either one, he would give whoever came through that door a death glare, and when the person wasn’t looking slip away unnoticed. Yeah, that would creep the person out, just something to entertain himself.

Though when the butler opened the door, and Hikaru was ready to send the most deadly death glare he could, his mouth nearly dropped as he saw who came through the door. There, Haruhi stood with a dress decorated in a flower design. For a commoners’ clothes, they weren’t half bad.

Just when he was going to go down the steps, smiling, and probably even hug Haruhi, the dream ended as the self absorbed bastard and his followers came through the door right behind. Hikaru knew that Tamaki only came to see Haruhi in a dress.

Pervert.

But what was Hikaru talking about, Kaoru and him were almost the same, but they only did it to mess around and annoy Tamaki. The butler announced them as if they were the most important people in the world. Hikaru rolled his eyes, and began to turn and walk away, maybe they hadn’t seen him yet. Fat chance.

“ Hey, Hikaru,” Tamaki said, more sad then proud like he usually did.

Hikaru, his back still turned to them shrugged and murmured a silent “Hey.” then he walked towards the his study, because now Kaoru was dead, and it didn’t belong to two anymore.

“ Can we stay,” he heard him ask.

Hikaru sighed and shrugged again, “ Whatever,” the walked back the library. No, they weren’t going to destroy his peace. Never He would pretend to study, they will get bored, they would leave. Simple.

Walk. Walk.

Follow. Follow.

Sit.

Stand.

Stare.

Blink.

Study.

Blink.

Hikaru hated this, they were just standing there doing nothing, he hated to see sad faces, to tell the truth. They had probably came all that way just to make sure he was okay and they could cheer him up or convince him not to commit suicide. Either one, they still came, Hikaru sighed and looked at the worried faces and stood. He left the room as they followed and he came to door not far from the library and opened them, making Haruhi gasp. Behind the door lay a room full of games, snacks, and a high collection of music.

Are second sanctuary.

Hikaru smirked, this place, he and Kaoru almost stayed most of there days with nothing to do. Soccer, Basketball, Go, Chess, Sorry, anything, you name it they had it. None of their friends had known that the Hitachiin twins had such a room n their mansion. Of course they had game rooms too(except Haruhi ,no duh) , but not like this one it was.....beyond belief.

“Knock yourself’s out,” he said in a dry tone as the first to run in was Huuny, followed by Mori. Hikaru was almost on the verge of smiling. He turned around ready to leave them to their happy place, when he felt someone grab his wrist her turned to Haruhi. He wanted to smile, but couldn’t. He stared big brown eyes as they both stared at each other for awhile. Finally she let go of Hikaru’s wrist.

“Aren’t you coming too?”, she asked.

Hikaru recognized they were the only one’s in the hallway, “No thank you, I rather not.” going into that room was risky. Memories like to overflow your mind and become painful, usually causing someone to faint, fainting Hikaru didn’t do, “ I’d rather go back to the study hall.”


“K,” she said, “ then I’m going back with you.”

Damn, was this girl stalking him? Oh well, couldn’t stop the all powerful and mighty Haruhi, might as well. “ K.”, he said and began to walk back towards the library. Hikaru expected to hear Tamaki soon, running down the hallway screaming about something and that Hikaru was a pervert, and then hug Haruhi and say father’s protecting you. Though it didn’t happen, it was strangely, quiet.

“I sort of know how you feel Hikaru”, Haruhi said softly.

Hikaru blinked and waited, what was she talking about.....? Wait...he had been thinking about it earlier, right? Now what was it.....?

“ I know how it is to lose a loved one, even if I didn’t know her too much, it was hard.”, she tightened her hands into fist, “hell, you’re probably going through worst then me, I mean your twin.” she sighed, “ I’m sorry I brought this up I really should-“

Before she could finish lips met hers in a deep kiss and soon pulled away. Haruhi blinked a few times to realize that Hikaru had just kissed her. She smiled and blushed then turned her head, did one of her best friends just kiss her? Though before she could finish the though he pushed into another kiss, this time tongue. Haruhi gave in completely as she hit the wall behind her. She wrapped her arms around him.

Just then a noisy Tamaki came through the door of the game room, he saw he awkard scene and the hallway and without hesitation he screamed, “ RAPER ” and pushed Hikaru from Haruhi.

Hikaru was about to punch back put just shook his head and headed for the library, but didn’t get there with out hearing Tamaki ask if Haruhi if she was alright her answer: No.

**************

Hikaru laid his head down and replayed the scene over in his head, what had he been thinking? Nothing, that’s what, his brain told his body not to do it, it begged for his body to stop, but.........Hikaru wanted to scream, he certainly lost one or two friends now, he was sure.

Later on they all left, some smiling, some (one) glaring at him, some giving him a sad look and smile. Hikaru only frowned back at all of them, what else was he supposed to do? Smile back? No way, now it didn’t like showing off fake smiles at the moment. He headed up to his room, making maids and butlers crawl against the wall, trying to not to get in his way. Even if the hallway was wide enough to fit 6 people across.

When he got to his room he plopped down on his bed, and buried his face in a pillow. He took a deep breath and screamed into the pillow, it was still loud even with the pillow muffling the sound. When he stopped, he kept his face in the pillow hoping that some how he would suffocate himself.

There was a knock on the door.

Ignore it. Just ignore it.

More knocking.

Just your mom trying to get you to forget, you can’t forget.

Banging.

NEVER hisssss

The door swung open as the person walked beside his bead and turned Hikaru over to see his face, his cousin Atori. Atori was Hikaru and Koarou’s best friend, even when the were rejected at school, when they really had no friends.

“You not glad to see me?,” Atori said sitting on the edge of the bed.

Hikaru turned over and sat up, but didn’t answer his cousin.

Atori sighed, “ You know, you should give it a try, what your mom says. You don’t have to make it so difficult.”

Hikaru had a feeling his cousin had only came to do this, “ Atori, what’s wrong with you? What’s wrong with everyone? Why is everyone acting like this sis no big deal, huh ? Tell me ” Hikaru said, “ You, out of all people, should know what I’m talking about. You almost knew Koaru as much as me.....” Hikaru looked at his gigantic window.

Atori sighed then took out a cigarette.

“No smoking in my room.” Hikaru said, coming up with the new rule.

“ When did this become your room?” Atori said sticking the cigarette into his mouth.

“When......” Hikaru began, he was going to say when my brother died, but he couldn’t say it.

“Ha, there you see, you can’t even get the words out when you want to, can you? You can spit it out at people with anger, but not a casual conversation.” Atori said taking out a lighter and lighting his cigarette.

Hikaru looked at his cousin in disbelief , “When I talk about Koaru, it’s never going to be casual, I also thought you’d understand because of your father.” Hikaru said bringing his knees to his chest like, the commoner’s way of saving space. Though this time he did it out of grief.

A white cloud of smoke poured from Artori’s mouth, “ I do understand.....you just don’t understand that you need to grow up. You and I know good and well that Koaru wouldn’t want you sad like this.”

“ Well, he wouldn’t want everyone to just get on with their lives, just like that.”, Hikaru said, he was Koaru’s twin, he knew.

“ Yeah” Atori nodded, “ but, he would also want you to be happy, you don’t have to forget to be happy Hikaru.”

The words poked him hard in th arm. Hikaru was speechless.

“ And also, a ‘ It’s better to have loved and lost, then to have loved at all’ a quote from America from this guy, I think.” another trail of white came form his mouth, “ plus don’t ever bring my father in any conversation again, got it. If you going to be such a brat, stop acting like I’m not right.”

A jab in the stomach.

“ Also, you need to move on sooner or later, like of not. You don’t have to forget, but you have to get over your twins death and move on with your life, like any other person. Even if it takes years, your going to have to move on you know.”

A powerful slap across the face.

Atori stood up and walked towards the door, “ Oh yeah, it’s not your room until you get over it. So, smoking rule, doesn’t even exist to me.” with that he walked out the door.

Atori had spoke the truth, and Hikaru didn’t want to believe it. Maybe he wasn’t going get over it......maybe.

.:*obsessingalways*:.

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