Friday, May 25, 2007

   Boredom/No recognition
As it may be, I apoligize if the poeple who read this think I'm some drama-seeking, think thw world is against me, emo, but I'm not. It's well...I'm sick in the head and don't know what's going on half the time. Anyway...

Honors and Awards Day was today. Surprising enough, (I thought I wasn't getting anything) I got a certificate for an A' average in art. (tch...) I hate going on stage...makes me sick yo...And today is also my older bro's (D remember? marriage anniversary. Yes, I'm happy and all, but how much do you want to bet I'm gonna get stuck watching that hell demon of theirs (my niece and I still do love her) all night while they have their fun and come tomorrow (my birthday) I'm not gonna get a single 'Happy birthday!' Why? Because I probably don't deserve it and two my family stops really caring as soon as you're old enough to realize that they really don't care. They don't have to tell me though, and neither do you. It doesn't mattr, but thanks. Just wish I'd get a little noticed, is all.

In my art class now, the teacher is watching her niece. Her niece is nice, and well, she though I was the opposite sex I am. =___= Besides that, she's fun but sick and I can't get that close. (contagisousicness-OMG I can't spell) Heh, I think I'm gonna spend the whole day in here, just me, one of the only teachers that dignify me for myself and her niece. (not going to the end of the year party-grabbin' my stuff and leaving, not like anyone wants me there...) I'm not a social person, and not a party goer. Just don't see the fun in them...As all, I leave with this noton: The grass is always greener so long as you don't fart on it.
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

   Bullshitin' School Blocks...No internet...
Damn...dammit...Shit. Excuse my content, but I have problems. I would've put a mad smiley face, but I can't get that mad. So...now to explain.

I have no internet at home, so I am forced to use the internet at school. This is good an all, but the school blocks damn near all the sites I go on. (besides this one and another, and I'm lucky for that) But...another problem. Thanks to information and proxy surfing, I am able to get on those sites, but it gets blocked eventually. So now the end of the school year is ending, this is stopping my usage of the net over the week. At least my older bro' (who shall be known as D) has a comp at his house and internet as well, but that's only weelky. As in weekends. And i'm not even guaranteed that. So now I must be in complete boredom ALLmost all summer. (I know what I typed) But, here's something that people think I should be happy about. My b'day's Saturday, and whoop-de-frieken' do. Not really that happy becoming fifteen, why? 'Cause I'm one year closer to dying, that's why. Besides that, if anyone knows a good proxy that I can acess without Border manager alert-HTTP error coming on denying me, I'd love it if you could tell me. In the meanwhile, to wean my mental pain, I'll draw weird things that make my family wonder if they should take me to a psyciatrist. There's the bell, so now I have to leave my rant and all.
<('.'<) <( '.' )> (>'.')> (watch Kirby dance in my pain...)
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

   Prettty...Jail cell?!
Yeah, I'm roleplaying on another site and...my character's in jail. Next to my (rp) little brother whom hates me with all his might 'cause I got him in there with me.^^ We're basically shouting to each other back and forth. But...


Me, I'm... ... ...posting? Oh my GAWD! Heh, hello! ^^ Feel free to do as you wish, to the very few that looks at this.
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