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1988-09-02
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Somewhere where Twitchy doesn't exist
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2007-10-22
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Sam
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Annoying the hell out of my brother
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Reading, Writing, Music
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Writing, so I've been told.... And talking really really loud
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Monday, January 28, 2008
Depressing Things
"The world isn't walking away." He said.
"Psh. Sure seems like it." I shot back at him, angrily.
He simply gave me a look.
I sighed. "How do I know you won't?"
He held out his hand for me. "You'll just have to trust me."
"And how do I do that?"
"You just remeber that I'll always be there to catch you when you fall. I promise."
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"What is it about me that irritates you so?" He asked me.
"Well," I began, looking for the right words to say, "I guess it's the way you make me laugh when I don't even want to smile."
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I wake up every morning to the sound of the radio. I gently turn it off, and sit back down. I put my hand over my chest, another day to live. I look outside my window, and know there must be something more. I listen to my heartbeat, its the only sound I hear. I know today is a blessing, and I must hold it near. My mother always told me yesterday is gone, today is a blessing, and tomorrow is a gift.
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"So, what did you do?" She asked me, plopping herself up on her elbows.
"The one thing I know how to do," I looked down,"I ran."
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I wrote another letter to you today. You know, the type of letter you would never read because I'd never send it. Mostly because there are no words on it. Just tear stains that have recently dried and hardened the papper. And now here I stand, and I'm standing tall, trying not to show the world how much I'm really hurting inside. I'm blocking the world out because there's no one to trust. I'll never fall in love again, and if I do it will take a while. Just a pathetic letter. A letter you'll never read. I letter that only has four little words written elegantly on the bottom. I still love you.
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More soon.
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