Thursday, November 2, 2006

   KÄÄÄÄÄÄSE!!!!
These last few days have been weird. I have to memorize/recite a poem for English, so I've been working on that, and I also had to memorize a poem in 9th grade (two years ago), one of Shakespeare's sonnets ("Shall I Compare Thee to a Summer Day?") and now every time I try to think of my new poem, I always end up with "Inside the veins there are navies setting forth/Tiny explosions at the waterlines/Rough winds do shake the darling buds of may/And seagulls weaving in the salty wind of the blood." Quite obviously, the darling buds of May don't belong among a marine poem about waking up.

Then we had our German club photos yesterday, so while we were waiting for the photo, a bunch of us started saying "Well, we can't say cheese since we're German students, so we'll have to say "KÄSE!" ". Then we got ona huge conversation about how we'd have such weird expressions in the photo, and then how the Spanish students would have to say "TACOOOOOO!!!!" and the whole thing got really weird...Then we had entire conversations all using "KÄSE!!!!" except with various intonations and body movements....and turning the pronunciation from "KAY-zuh" to "KAY-zuuuuuuuuuuuuuh!!!" and random other forms...Then we thought it would be awesome if we could figure out how to say "Can't go to sleep. Cheese will eat me." in german...so a few of us actually spent the time to do so before homeroom today....it's

"Ich kann nicht schlafen, denn Käse wird mich essen." (I can not sleep, because (or maybe that's the...help me out Brandie) Cheese will me eat. that's correct German as far as we know)

On a darker note, I'm mad at the gym teachers...we had to do our gym midterm today, and we had to read yet another inspiring article (this one was about how this boy had a "disability" and his parents never told him about it and he managed to do things the doctors never thought he could do) and answer some questions on it. Nothing wrong with that, except the one question got a little personal "Has any adult inyour life (parents, teachers, etc) ever told you that you couldn't do something? What was it? How did you feel/react?" I'm sorry, but that's personal business, and it's rigged up in the way that you HAVE to talk about a time, because "No, that never happened to me" won't cut it. And as I searched my soul to find the memories I wanted to erase, I had to write about them on paper, and it seems so "trivial" in my description, and now I'm rethinking my "conclusion" from what that person told me (origninally, what they said bothered me, but I was ok with it and didn't blame them) and now I'm starting to get angry. I've been very touchy lately, and I feel really bad because I snapped at this sophomore in gym because she was making "beats" on the bleacher seats by slamming her feet down on them, and I absolutely can't stand "beats" to begin with , and the fact that I was SITTING on the bleachers and it was loud and completely moved my seat....I turned around and I snapped. Bang. It didn't help that I didn't like her to begin with (luckily, she's just a person that I don't know that well whose personality clashes with mine) and she glared at me, stopped, and then resumed later. I kne wthis would happen. I never express my anger, except on the internet or to some close friends. I keep it all inside, I seethe and rage, and then I blow up at some random person. Feh.

(This next line is a random funny quote I made up that fits along with this situation. Please do not take this seriously, I would not actually do this, this is just random)

You may expect me to snap and come in someday with a sawed-off shotgun, but you're wrong. I'd rather use a flamethrower.

I'll probably end up using that as a signature on deviantart...lol...

Jess

oh, go to my art website: http://apocalypse-song.deviantart.com and then click on "gallery". You'll find some of my world domination/destruction plots and my real artwork too.

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