Birthday 1989-10-16 Gender
Female Location Somewhere in the contental United States Member Since 2004-04-10 Occupation High School Student Real Name Sam, short for Samantha
Personal
Achievements Hmmm.....I'm so close to graduating, I can almost taste it..... Anime Fan Since Forever!!!!!! Favorite Anime Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Inuyasha, Wolfs Rain, Fullmetal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club, Loveless, Sukishyo, Lemon Angel Project, and many more….. Goals To become either a Choir teacher, a Professional writer, or a famous singer....or maybe all three..... Hobbies Reading, writing fanfics, drawing, playing my Flute, and singing. Talents Html, drawing, fanfic writing, singing.
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Hey guys!!! Sorry I haven't updated in sooooooo long!!! I've been really busy!!!
Atton: Yeah, touturing me!!
I've been writing a 'Knights of The Old Republic' fanfic, and I've grown addicted to writing it. I spend a lot of time writing it!!!
Atton: Yeah, too much time.
Anyway, last week I went camping and I got a sunburn and I got stuck on top of a rock.
Atton: That was funny!!
Was not! Anyway, I don't have much else to say, so I'm going to post some song lyrics and then I'll be going!!
A*Teens - Slammin' Kinda Love
The days that I've spent apart from you
Have been really hard for me
I wanted to be so close to you
And to live my fantasy
Now you've got me climbing on the walls
I can't wait to put down my books and run to you
And now I'm just waiting for your call
Let's go driving down by the sea tonight, baby
Cause all that I've got
I wanna give you
Over and over and over again
Baby I am down
With the games you wanna play
You have got me going now
In every single way
I know you can give me
The things I'm dreaming of
You and me baby we've got
A slammin' kind of love
The way that you're moving to the beat
It's impossible to not look at you, baby
I wanna stay closer to your heat
There's a fire burning inside my body girl
And all that I've got
I wanna give you
Over and over and over again
Baby I am down
With the games you wanna play
You have got me going now
In every single way
I know you can give me
The things I'm dreaming of
You and me baby we've got
A slammin' kind of love
I will give you the world give you the world
Give you the world, give you all my loving
Baby, baby let me give my love to you
I will give you the world give you the world
Give you the world, give you all my loving
Over and over and over again
Avril Lavigne - Take Me Away
I cannot find a way,
To describe it,
It there, Inside,
All I do is hide,
I wish that it would just go away,
What would you do?
You do?
If you knew,
What would you do,
All the pain I thought I knew,
All these thoughts lead back to you,
Back to what was never said,
Back and forth inside my head,
I can't handle this confusion,
I'm unable,
Come and take me away,
I feel like I'm all alone,
All by myself,
I need to get around this,
My words are cold,
I don't want them to hurt you,
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand,
Cos no one understands,
All the pain I thought I knew,
All these thoughts lead back to you,
Back to what was never said,
Back and forth inside my head,
I can't handle this confusion,
I'm unable,
Come and take me away,
I'm going nowhere, On and on and....
I'm getting nowhere, On and on and....
Take me away,
I'm going nowhere, On and on and....
Off and on, and off and on,
All the pain I thought I knew,
All these thoughts lead back to you,
Back to what was never said,
Back and forth inside my head,
I can't handle this confusion,
I'm unable,
Come and take me away,
Take me away,
Take me away,
Take me away.
Good Charlotte - Young and the Hopeless
Hard days make me
Hard nights shake me
I don't know this soul must save me
And i know im making something out of this life they call nothing
Take what i want
take what i need
they say it's wrong, but its right for me
I wont look down
Wont say im sorry
I know that only god can judge me
CHORUS
And if i make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am i just running in pace
And if i stumble and i fall
Should i get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same
Cause im young and im hopeless
im lost and i know this
im going nowhere fast thats what they say
im troublesome im falling
im angry at my father
its me agaisnt this world and i dont care
i dont care
And no one in this industry
understands the life i lead
when i sing about my past
its not a gimmick, not an act
These critics, and these trustfront kids
trying to tell me what punk is
but when i see them on the street they got nothing to say
CHORUS
And if i make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am i just running in pace
And if i stumble and i fall
Should i get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same
Cause im young and im hopeless
im lost and i know this
im going nowhere fast thats what they say
im troublesome and falling
im angry at my father
its me agaisnt this world and i dont care
i dont care i dont care...and now i dont care
oooooo ooooo oooooo
im young and im hopeless
im lost and i know this
im going nowhere fast thats what they say
that im troublesome and falling
im angry at my father
its me agaisnt this world and i dont care
i dont care. i dont care. i dont care.
Well, that's all!! Oh, if you want to see some really great KoToR II art, go to:
http://www.aimostudio.com/index2.htm
And:
http://aimostudio.com/swkotor/index-k2.htm
Aimo's a really great artist, so go see her stuff!!!!
We didn't have another tornado after my last post, but on Saturday, we almost had another one. I'm kinda scared about what's going on though. When I was really little and I lived in South Dakota, I was in a Tornado, but I don't remember that 'cause I wasn't even One yet.
But, enough of that.
Anyway, today is the 4th of July!!! Yayayayay!!!!! It's Independance Day for America!!!!!! Hope everyone who's celebrating is having a great day!!!!
Well, I don't have anything else to say, so I'm just gonna post a bunch of stuff!!!
Oh. Wow. I've just had the biggest scare in my life.
My parents saw a funnel cloud form above Hill Air Force Base,(which is right across the street from my house, so I'm in path) and made me and my siblings get in the tub and they had a matress in there and my dogs were in there too!!!!! I don't think I've ever been that scared in my life!!!
My dad gave me the phone and said "If I yell call 911, call 911!"
I started freakin' out and said, "Dad, I think I need a paper bag!!!!"
He said, "You should be fine."
But I'm still far from fine!!!!!!!!!
My Adrenaline has like, gone beserk!!!! It's raining and thundering and lighting right now and my parents are watching the clouds just in case!!!!!!
Hiyo!!!!
How longs it been since I updated? A while. I don't have a lot to say, So heres some new lyrics!!!!
Roxette - Listen To Your Heart
I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes yea
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide yea
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams
Listen to your heart...
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart, there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
Oh, and if you can figure out this puzzle, you'll get to see what one of my neighbors looks like.
Anyway, I've had alot go on. I'm graduating from the ninth grade on Thursday!!!!! I can't wait!!!!
I really wanna see the new Star Wars movie that's out!!!! I dunno why, but I just want to!!! I think I've been playing to much 'Knights of the Old Republic II' though. It's a really great game though!!!!!! Mesa loves to play it!!!
I also got a new dog, again!!!! His name is Scamper and he's alot smaller than Tige was!!!! But he's twice as hyper!!!
Well, that's all I've got to say!!! Sorry this post is so short, but I don't have a lot to say except, if you wanna read my fanfic's, go to www.fanfiction.net/~kuramasgirlangel to read them. I didn't try doing the whole html thing 'cause its giving me grief. I'll have a Star Wars ficcy posted as quickly as I can get it typed up so yeah!!!
Meh, it's way too hot right now!!! It went from being really cool to really hot!!!!
But, enough of my complaining. In September, I'm going to start Karate!!!! The style is Ken Po!!! I'm really excited!!!!
Well, I graduate from the 9th grade in a week and three days!!! I'm excited, but I don't know if I'm ready for High School. Oh well, what happens happens!!!!
Well, that's all I have to say for now!!!! I'll write more later!!
I'm sorry, but if I had to go to another class today, I would have screamed.
Sorry, we started our EOL'S on Monday, and it won't stop for at least another week.
But anyway, what did you think of Friday the thirteenth. It's my good luck day.
I didn't acomplish much today. I got one of my fanfic's on FanFiction.net updated!! If you're on there and you want to find me, I'm Kuramas Girl Angel.
Well, other than those things, I don't have anything to say except don't expect me to update on Monday. We're susposed to have a really big Thunderstorm, so, you probably get the picture.
*Yawns*
Wow, sorry I didn't update sooner. My computer decided to be a turd and not let me on MyO. It'd let me on every other godforsaken site but MyO. But as you can tell, I'm back.
It. Won't. Stop. RAINING!!!
Sorry, had to get it out. Yesterday, (5/11/05) It snowed. Yes, I said SNOW!!! I had been up for two minutes when my dad said,
"Guys, you need to be ready early so we can leave early because it's snowing."
I had my head stuff under a pillow on the couch because the light hurts my eyes and I'm really groggy when I get up. I was like,
"O.o What the- It's May!!! It doesn't snow in May!!"
Yet it did.
But yeah, Thats my Life in a nutshell. Heres some quizzies:
the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin' miserable. You constantly look over your shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even when you are alone. So naturally, you have become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your personality can be one demensional but confusing. You are constantly bored with life and wish that something could spice it up. You have a unique view on life and have identified the problems with school society (Ex...what makes popular people, how the student mind works...) You would rather be alone because you hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one understands you, not even your parents / guardians / friends. But that is just the opposite! The people who love you want to help, but they don't know how because they have a feeling that they will say something wrong and turn you away. You have to let them know that you are willing to hear what they have to say...and it might do some good to listen to them.
Some fields you might consider going in when you are older...Judge, author, songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist, philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a job where you can express yourself and your views on life. Or you need a field where you can judge others and predict what is going on in others life. Either way... you have the personality to get you a good job that will support you throughout life.
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you... You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems... But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say. You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an endless river flowing... You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :)
Heavenly.....
Ohmigosh!!!! Things could not be better right now. Heres why.
My best freind Kujata,(Not her real name) moved to Virgina after school let out last year. I haven't seen her in almost a year. On Saturday, she called me and gave me some of the best news I've ever gotten:
She's moving back to Utah.
I have been flipping out ever since. Me and KaibasGirl54 can't wait for her to get back!!!! My prayers have been answered!!!!
Well, other than that, theres not a lot to tell. I started my End of Levels, or EOL's as we call them. It's just English, but it's not hard, so yeah.
Well, nothing much left to say. I'll leave you with some junk!!!
.:You live your life: ~disturbingly~:.
You are utterly sad. You see only darkness but you are aware of a light that lights the people around you and you long for it as you long for a break from life itself. There is only one thing for you.. snap out of it because once its too late, there's no turning back. You will never have true friends.