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Birthday
• 1989-10-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere in the contental United States
Member Since
• 2004-04-10
Occupation
• High School Student
Real Name
• Sam, short for Samantha

Personal

Achievements
• Hmmm.....I'm so close to graduating, I can almost taste it.....
Anime Fan Since
• Forever!!!!!!
Favorite Anime
• Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Inuyasha, Wolfs Rain, Fullmetal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club, Loveless, Sukishyo, Lemon Angel Project, and many more…..
Goals
• To become either a Choir teacher, a Professional writer, or a famous singer....or maybe all three.....
Hobbies
• Reading, writing fanfics, drawing, playing my Flute, and singing.
Talents
• Html, drawing, fanfic writing, singing.

myOtaku.com: TheWolfDemonMizu

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Still sick.....
I swear I'm not getting any better, but I'm also not getting much worse. As long as I keep taking Dayquil and Nighquil, I can keep the coughing under control. But the problem with Dayquil is it only lasts four hours. So, even thought today was my last day of school for the year, I still really needed it, and it wore off half way through the day, and I couldn't take more because we're not allowed to have stuff like that on campus.

But anyway, I think I know the reason why I'm not getting any better.

You see, I have these two friends, Ashley and Gwen, and well, I'm considering not being friends with Ashley anymore because she's treating Gwen like(Please Pardon my language when I say this) Shit. And she's being a real asshole too.(This really doesn't sound good comming out of me considering I'm a Preachers Kid, but we'll forget that bit of info for the moment.)

Ashley, now that she can't complian to Gwen, takes all of her problems out on me. And with me being tired and sick all the time, I can't handle it anymore. Both yesterday and today, there were times when I either a.) Nearly yelled "Shut the fuck up!!!" at her or b.) Nearlly smacked her. But as I told Gwen, I exhibiting an extreme ammout of self control, a whole lot more then normal.

The thing that scares me the most though is that I hardly ever want to hit anyone. You have to piss me off really badly to get me like that, and I'm not really someone who can control their feelings if their sick or already in a bad mood, which yesterday I was both.

Ashley also says that Gwen is controling me, which I swear on the Holy Bible that she isn't. I'm making all of my choices on my own. And I told her exactly what said. She told me, "Sam, you can do what ever the hell you want, but my advice to you is to just disasociate with Ashley." And I'm at the point of doing that because I can't stand listening to her talk crap about Gwen in front of me to other people. Especially when most of it's not true.

What do you guys think I should do? She's putting me in a really bad spot, and I'm afraid of ruining my friendship with Gwen, who has already stopped talking to Ashley, because of this.

I'm sorry for going off on y'all like that, but I really need the advice.

I'll be looking for an answer.

Hugs,
TheWolfDemonMizu
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