myOtaku.com: TheWolfDemonMizu

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Birthday
• 1989-10-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere in the contental United States
Member Since
• 2004-04-10
Occupation
• High School Student
Real Name
• Sam, short for Samantha

Personal

Achievements
• Hmmm.....I'm so close to graduating, I can almost taste it.....
Anime Fan Since
• Forever!!!!!!
Favorite Anime
• Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Inuyasha, Wolfs Rain, Fullmetal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club, Loveless, Sukishyo, Lemon Angel Project, and many more…..
Goals
• To become either a Choir teacher, a Professional writer, or a famous singer....or maybe all three.....
Hobbies
• Reading, writing fanfics, drawing, playing my Flute, and singing.
Talents
• Html, drawing, fanfic writing, singing.

myOtaku.com: TheWolfDemonMizu

Thursday, February 16, 2006

And it just keeps getting worse......
......I feel stupid......

......I feel like I can't help.......

......I want to cry until I can't anymore.......

......And yet I keep going.......

Sorry....Had to get that out...stuff just keeps happening....and it doesn't seem like it's getting any better.....

Pretty much the only question I can really ask myself right now is "Why me?"

I want to know why god is putting me through this. I know he loves me, but does he know how much it hurts to go through this....the torment it's causing me.....

I haven't told my parents this, but I'm constantly sick to my stomach from worrying, and I haven't been sleep very well, and I can no longer concentrate. I'm also very close to have another nervous breakdown like the one I almost had on yesterday, and I just want it all to end. I don't want to keep thinking what if this and what if that! I can't take much more!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry you had to listen to this.....I can't help it though....life is really starting to suck....

TheWolfDemonMizu
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