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Sunday, March 19, 2006


   I'm too god damn insecure......
Well....I know that I've been in a good mood lately....but the good mood never seems to last long anymore......

I'm worried about what's going to happen to me after next school year. Most of my friends are juniors, going to be seniors next year, and I'm only a sophmore, going to be a junior next year.

I'm afraid of losing them all. They're some of the best things that ever happened to me. I love them all so dearly that it hurts to think about what's going to happen after they graduate. I'm pretty much going to be on my own after that. I have Courtney and Sammie.....but that's it....

I had a hard enough time after I left Northridge. I miss my friends from there every day, and I haven't heard from any of them in a few days, so now I'm worried about them.

I also can't help but wondering if I'm slowly being forgotten by them too.....I know that I don't always have to be with them, but a little phone call to ask how I'm doing would be nice if they can't get ahold of me on msn messanger.

Am I just being selfish, or are all of my feelings justified? Can someone help me? Maybe give me some advice or just some words of comfort? I'd really, really appreciate it if you could.

~Angelic Alchemist, your less than happy friend~

Ps. Here's a really good FMA Video for you....probably one of the causes of my sad mood.....

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