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Tuesday, March 21, 2006


   I feel a lot better now....But with more problems.
Well, I actually got to talk to my friends!!! *smiles* So I'm feeling happier than I have been.

But now I have something that could be considered a new problem. And it's kind of complicated too.

There's this person at my school, and this person thinks I'm hot, and I can tell that they've been hinting at me to hook up with them.....

Problem #1: I don't date. Period.

Yes my parents said that I had to wait until I'm sixteen, but it didn't bug me much because I wasn't really all that interested when they said that. And now that I am sixteen, I'm still not interested. I don't really have the need to have a signifacant other.

Problem #2(This ones the one that's buggin' me): The person is a girl.

I'm not a lesbian, and I have nothing against them, but I don't think I'm bisexual either. I'm pretty sure that I'm straight. But part of me is also kinda curious about it.

This girl has made it painfully obvious that she wants me. I mean PAINFULLY. And I don't know what to do becasue of this wierd curiousity. We're friends, but she's told me straight out that when we first met at all girls party/sleepover that I went to over at Gwen's, and we were all talking about boys and kissing and stuff like that, she was being what she called "Shy". She said that she wanted to go over and kiss me, and that, with me being me, made me turn bright red, but part of me wondered what would of happened if she would've.

Gwad.....Why does High School have to be so confusing. I really want my first kiss to be with a boy....but part of me, (And this is the horomones talking) really just wants to kiss someone, just so I can know what it's like......

If you guys don't mind, could you give me some advice on this dilemma too? I love the advice you guys give me!!!!!

Other than that....I watched the final episode of FMA on Saturday....It was a tear jerker. But I won't ruin it for those of you who haven't seen it yet.

Well, that's all for now! Hope y'all are having a great day!!!

Yours,
~Angelic Alchemist~

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