Monday, May 22, 2006

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr its a good day im just a little ticked about something

Mood: happy but a little hurt Time:1:41 Music:………………. Sorry I haven’t been able to post a lot lately my boyfriend kinda broke his computer when we were goofing off last thuresday he cracked the computer screen when it fell off the table but we’re finnaly getting it back tonight so all will be well tomarrow plus I’ve been extremely busy with work and school and Michaels been feeling kinda abandoned lately with me being busy all the time so I took a brake from the computer it was really werid on to things that are really bothering me ok I think most of you understand how it feels to have a friend who you thought highly of and was always there when you were needed but come to find out other things not so nice things are being said about you when you’ve done absolutely nothing to them but be a friend and the only time they talk to you is when they want you to do something for them im sorry I love all my friends and would do anything for them but when they say mean things about you when they need a reality check them selves im sorry but it causes me to not trust a lot of people except for my real friends and they know who they are as for this person I cant say much all I can say is my feelings are being deeply crushed because I have done nothing to you but be there when you were all alone and no one was there for you and you turned around and stapped me in the back about the things you have done sorry but you need to wake up and stop being a BITCH to the ones who care and love you and would do anything for you im sorry but I don’t like it when im being used for other peoples benefits the only reason your doing this is to make your self feel better so stop abusing the ones who care about you and pretending no ones there and your all alone in this world so on and so on CAUSE YOUR NOT there are people here who care about you but you don’t take the time to open your eyes and see all you care about is your self and a love that only wants you as a friend their not going anywhere so STOP IT WITH THE PETTY DRAMA its getting rather old im sorry I love you as a friend but as of right now I despise you for your fake friendship im tired of it when you really want me to be your friend and really need help let me now or even if you have something to say about me tell me not other people they don’t want to hear your negativity cause that’s all there is about you your negative and a drama queen who thinks your all alone and now one care well im done with you don’t talk to me anymore I don’t want to hear your lies cause im tired of it and so is everyone else anyways sorry everyone this does not apply to you well today seems to be turning out to be a good day I’m gonna go and apply at this one restaurant down town it’s Italian the waiter from last night dinner when the band directors treated the seniors to their dinner he told me they were hiring and I told him everything he need to know and at the end he told me to mention his name and he would help me so lets hope I get it and get away from ihop yes for those you who don’t know I work at ihop and it sucks monkey balls well im done the bell is gonna ring soon so I need to go hope you guys have a good day bye

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