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Achievements
• Junior High Grad, and I beat the giant monkey man and saved the 9th dimension, or was it the little monkey man and saved the 8th dimension...
Anime Fan Since
• 1995 . . . I think. . .whenever Sailor Moon came out and Toonami was on during the week.
Favorite Anime
• FLCL, Samurai Champloo, Full Metal Alchemist, Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebob, Trigun, Dragonball/Z/GT, Ghost in the Shell, Zoids, AniMatrix, Invader Zim, Ronin Warriors,GetBackers,G-Gundam,Gundam Wing, FLCL, Zatch Bell, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Megas XLR,Outlaw Star, Initial D
Goals
• To get out of this hell-hole of a town, make a living, and be an awesome musician
Hobbies
• I listen to alot of music, and play alot more too. I play Punk music in my own band "Weekend Nights" and have a jazz band named "Lucky 7"
Talents
• I play trumpet, guitar, and am overall a nice person in a mean world.

myOtaku.com: ThisGuy

Friday, August 10, 2007

I feel
Why do I feel this way? I know everything is gonna be better...

but me and Stephanie broke up today, for the reason of her. She needs to find herself. She says there can't be an "us" if there isn't "her" first. I love her, I love her so much I have to let her go. But I feel funny. I feel so cold and empty inside right now. Like something isn't right. What if the pastor who told her this was wrong? What if something someone else said fucks up the greatest thing I've ever had, what if I lose the one person I love because of some guy who thinks he knows what he's doing. The thought makes me sick.

and it makes me wonder who's against me

I feel like I've worked hard to get what I've wanted, but everytime it always gets messed up and something bad happens.....

why me?

This isn't a suicide note by the way, it's just venting.
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