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Saturday, April 21, 2007


hey, sorry im posting this late..
anyways,
about other days post..
I didn't mean my friend died..
sorry if it seemed that way..
gah, im stupid..
I meant, me and her aren't friends right now..
Im still upset...happy on the out..crying on the inside..
I can't take this anymore..it's all too much!
First, I lose my uncle, the FIRST person to actually UNDERSTAND me!! Someone I could go to for ANYTHING!! He died 2/15/07...I will always miss him..
NOW, I lose a best friend..
the SECOND person to understand me..
the next person I could go to for anything if I couldn't get to my uncle..and she's gone too!!
I now have no one...
I'm more alone then ever...
I really don't see a point anymore..
Im done..(im not suicidal..>_> someone asked me that...)
I can't take..losing the TWO MOST CLOSEST PEOPLE TO ME!!!
It's just..ahh!!
I just want to scream until my lungs give out and I die!
im going to go now.
you can PM me if you want..
bye
-DeAndra(
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