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Monday, June 12, 2006


haha this is the song to my dad my bro got it for me..and i always play it just for Dave..me and my bro have been alot together

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Thursday, June 8, 2006


daddys abuse-poem
My name is Shelby
I am but 13,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see.

I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me

I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse,
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.

I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says it's my fault
That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.

He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my dad's abuse continues
With more bad words spoken...

"I'm sorry!", I scream
But it's now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Shelby
And I am but 13,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

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Tuesday, June 6, 2006


here is a pic my friend krow666 drew for me thank you
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Sunday, June 4, 2006


im sorry-poem
I'm sorry for the hair in my eyes
I'm sorry for the tears i cried

I'm sorry for anything
I'm sorry for everything

I'm sorry for the life I ruined
I'm sorry for it was yours

I'm sorry for the way I find salvation
I'm sorry for the self-mutilation

I'm sorry for anything I didnt do
I'm sorry for everything I did

I'm sorry for making you mad
I'm sorry for not knowing what I did

I'm sorry for the thoughts I had
I'm sorry for being bad

I'm sorry for being here
I'm sorry for still being alive

I'm sorry for waiting one more day
I'm sorry for not doing it today

I'm sorry Mom
I'm sorry Dad
I'm sorry Jason
And I'm sorry friends
Please forgive the life i had

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Saturday, June 3, 2006


hey u ppl out there sould really....
u should message me im like rally bored and im still waiting for like 5 phone calls and like 4 ppl that are "going" to call are on here so call me u idiots lol
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this is me have a problem then leave
the one who is madly in love with Jason((and gets his complete love in return))// the one who is happier than youll ever be yet the one who cries herself to sleep for no reason at all//who is hated without recognition//who will steal your heart then break it//who hates herself for what she is//who loves jason without regret//the one who forgives without question//the one who all the girls dont trust//the girl your parents hate//the dark artist//the girl who hides her face//the one who loves another unconditionally//the one who wears the diamond engagement ring//the one who stands out at prom//the one you look towards in disdain//the one who longs to be unique and different//who doesnt care what you think//the one who begs for friendship//the girl who wears her heart on her sleeve//the one who thinks of the darkest thoughts known to man//the one who will marry her high school sweetheart//the one who dreams of forever//the one who feels the safest when tucked into his arms//the girl who sees only him// the dieing poet//the one you will all forget as tomorrow comes into sight//the center of attention//the one you hate yet secretly love//the girl you want but you cant have//the one who stole him....twice//the one your girlfriend hates//the girl you run to when your drowning in sorrow//the one you call even though you have nothing to say//the owner of the window you find yourself knocking on at three in the morning//the girl you run to when you have no where else to go//the shoulder your crying on//the one you miss//the girl who steals your thoughts//
Love me
Hate me
Take me
Keep me
Lose me
Deceive me
Honor me
Humor me
Eat me
Envy me
Pity me
Kiss me
Scare me
Heal me
Protect me
Fuck me
Respect me
Cherish me
Fear me
Need me
Punish me
Cut me
Kidnapp me
Bruise me
Penetrate me
Frighten me
Slaughter me
Shatter me
Torture me
Enslave me
Be with me
Lick me
Caress me
Idolosize me
Bite me
Anger me
Touch me
Hurt me
Trust me
Shape me
Despise me
Beat me
Teach me
Leave me
Break me
Lust me
Loathe me
Want me
Scratch me
Save me
Hit me
Murder me
Protect me
Adore me
Follow me
Do What You Want With Me
It doesnt matter what you think of me.
Any way you look at it I'm still on your mind and you might as well get used to it. Because I dont plan on going anywhere.

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Friday, June 2, 2006


brown and green well there really Hazel eyes
Blue eyes-

People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. kind, pretty, or handsome very good kissers.They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.


-Green eyes-

People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

-Brown eyes-

People with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up.A WONDERFUL playmate!! Loves to please the one they care or love for,greatest kissers of them all seriously, repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days.

-Hazel eyes -

People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS.They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed. If you have hazel eyes and repost this you will learn your new favorite technique of catching someone special


REPOST THIS WITH YOUR EYE COLOR AND YES THIS IS ABOUT 97% TRUE

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Sunday, May 28, 2006


well thats great but for the one under the bar...

Does he/she love you?(only if your not already going out) by tinad253
Your Name
Is It A Guy Or A Girl?
His/Her Name
How Much He/She Loves You: 99%
Why?They don't really, they like your 'pretty' friend
First Date:August 9, 2005
You Will Break Up On:June 24, 2011
What Will You Do When You Two Break Up?Get back together a week later.
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Friday, May 12, 2006


i must be emo lol this is so kewlz

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this song is so freaken kewlz

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