Birthday • 1992-12-21 Gender •
Female Location • were i was born in the pits of hell Member Since • 2005-04-26 Occupation • Student Real Name • Shelbz
Personal
Achievements • uh im a mess up at everything Anime Fan Since • 5th grade Favorite Anime • All anime Goals • to be a model Hobbies • drawing, hanning out with freinds oh ya reading too and Snowbording ,how could i forget dancing i love it Talents • i love archery and im pritty good at it and im prety good at singing and righting poems and songs
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my evil little poems
Laying face flat on the floor,
It rains on me,
My eyes are closing slowly now.
I hear the whispers of them all around.
Bloods dripping from my lips,
And I'm trying to tell you.
My eyes are fogging now as I try to open them,
I want to see you one last time.
Are you still there?
Are you still by my side?
Even in the rain are you there?
I see you face,
I smile softly.
And all I whisper tonight is,
"I love you..."
~~~~~~~
let me get high,
i'll cut open my stomache,
let me bleed.
i wanna feel this pain,
cause you're killin me inside.
this is to much,
how can you bare it?
can't you feel me?
i'm waiting for you.
come love me.
it's gettin cold outside now,
i need your warmth,
i need your sweet intoxicating touch,
i need you to touch me here and now,
i don't want to wait any longer,
come love me...
~~~~~~
I'm laying on the floor,
wreathing and gasping for you,
I'm waiting for you,
Come love me.
It's dark outside now,
The only thing I can see now is your face and the moon,
Your eyes glowing in the distance,
Are you staring at me?
Or is there someone else?
I'm rolling in this mud and dirt,
I'm dirty and sinned,
Red tears dripping down my face,
All I want now is you.
~~~~~~
push me in the dirt,
roll me around in the mud,
hit me and torture me,
give me bruises and cuts,
abuse and harrass me,
do whatever you want,
it's only skin deep,
you're only killing my body.
laugh at me now,
yell at me,
tell me you don't love me..
now you're killing my soul...
and i don't think i could take it if you didn't love me anymore....
~~~~~~
let me be your angel,
i'll fly to you in nightmares and dreams of tears and rain,
i'll be there when it's storming down upon your gental soul.
you're the light that holds me up,
so let me carry you further up than these heavens and hells that we walk upon. Comments (1) |
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love-poem
What is the world without true meaning?
And what is meaning without true love?
For what shall love become of us?
How shall we know when love has befallen upon us?
Where art thou, tis not just a sentence,
For even great Shakespeare once declared;
For what the window breaks; tis the east, and Juliet is the sun;
Thou God himself shall shout to the very mountains;
God shall shout in the ears of all;
God will shout before you, You have found your other soul,
For your true love is the other half of your soul,
And even in death, you shall see no solitude. Comments (0) |
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in meh dream-poem like all the others
Dreams are an escape from reality My reality especially... I don't want to love them, but I know I do But I can hate them in my dreams
to nite is the nite
I lay there waiting
Barely breathing
Listening for you
I know you'll come
You always do
Even when I don't want you to
Reassuring metal in my hand
I know you can't hurt me then
I curl my fingers unconsciously
The cold blade against my palm
My smile goes unnoticed
While I think tonight's the night Comments (1) |
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
HUGZ I LOVE HUDZ ...i like them alot but not from perverts like most of the guys at meh school but some arnt like that so ha
i stil this from OhSoAlone cuz i really like this one and i cant find another one like it so ill just use it till i find a good one wit this song haha..I WIN
one touch of you will make my crimson heart bleed for eternity,
whilst a stake is driven through my deathly soul,
as i watch you walk past my deathly sins apon the grave,
as i rest in my grave of darkness.
2nd poem
the blade is my past, preasent and fueture,
where the crimsonness enters my corsp bodie,
while the presence of your deadly spirit brings me to live in the unknown world of hatred.
i see you above raping me,
necrophiliac's are entering my deadly corsp bodie,
as your crimson blood is placed on me.
i watch you following my spirit,
as i haunt your deathly ways.
3rd poem
my pain is my reverty,
where my crimson soul is placed on my memories forever,
where it wont get lost in my dreams of death apon pain.
For the sake of our lives,
this pain isnt real, for the lost of my love is gone for eternity.
where my crimson blood is still dripping for pleasure,
where everything shall remain death through broken hearts.
why does everything takes shape through this unpleasurable peaice of trust?,
every layer of my pain shall repay soon in moment of time,
as the mist in the air sweaps down on my corsp bodie,
as im standing on the church,
everything starts to become unreal,
as my pain becomes my reverty,
my love becomes my suicide,
you made me do this,
as i hold the blade to my sorrow skin,
i watch my crimson blood dripping through my skin into the glass,
watching you drink the blood,
i become veminous,
i fall toward your bodie, lieing next to you,
i lie next to my grave as it is my sanctuary of death.
As you remenber me ,
i haunt you in your dreams,
so you know im there waiting for you to set my crimson soul free.
im there remenbering u raping me,
tourchering me,
im am waiting next to my grave,
haunting your mined,
im waiting at my santuary of death.
4th poem. Me and You!!
Why does everything got to be about you,
does the world have to evolve around you,
Im your pain,anger and your depression,
im your love, heart, soul and pleasure.
Ive always cried blood for you,
still dripping two by two,
Im your hatered, your death that you inflicted pain on,
am i your only ghost hiding in the shadows to torment on.
Why carnt you see,
that your the only one for me.
Every step that i take towards you,
you always get further and further away.
you carnt run nore you carnt hide,
from all the pain we feel inside.
Our bodies connect one by one,
as im standing at our graves waiting to see the sun.
whenever im with you,
my heart surrounds the midlight sky,
with egles flying around above.
As the blood still dripping two by two,
our passionate love remains with me and you !!
5th poem
Spending time with you,
will make my dreams come true.
Sitting in the sunlight thinking about you,
makes me smile all night through.
Im your desire,pleasure and love,
when you look at the stars above.
Your love is warm it sets my soul free,
your heart for me is the key.
Your tender touch sends my spirit flying above,
with your comapany your my true love.
when time flys when im with you,
I do not like being without you.
Your love for me is unbeleavbly new,
being with you is a dream come true,
But knowing you pete is a love just for me and you.
Blade Painted Red
the same day goes on and on,
with the thickness of blood in the air,
everyday life passes by,
with sadness and depression floating in the sky,
the world is sick theres nothing to do.
the pain is like perfume replacing the left over sent placed on the wrist and neck,
all i can see is sadness around the world,
with blades painted red,
the scars stays perminant,
with the scars on your wrist are left to bleed,
the blade that you used will always remain red Comments (1) |
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these are 2 of meh poems so ha i win
Spring winds blow wildly throughout the night;
A full moon shines down upon I.
A howl in the distance,
Brings shivers down my spine.
Foggy is my tanquil thoughts.
My blood runs cold.
A figure in the distance,
Hair sprouting from the creature's back.
Turning to run,
My shoe clinging to the muddy ground.
I trip,
Hands quickly moving to protect.
It's getting closer;
Salty breath rising.
Its footsteps stomping closer every moment.
I feel claws digging through my thin shirt;
Flesh breaking apart.
The hair on my neck is rising;
I feel a sharp pain in my neck.
I'm bitten,
Now what am I?
My clothes start to tear,
Hair growing all over.
I howl.
The werewolf is born....
The Homeless
Between the stones
The girl she lies,
As if waiting
Just to die
A single tear
Rolls down her cheek.
It turns to ice
As she seeks.
She seeks to find,
The special cure.
To make her young,
And so more pure.
It now is night.
She still lies still.
As if in wait,
For the kill.
She lies here
Between the stones.
Ever so still,
On a grave of bones.
The night is cold,
She's almost dead.
Oh what she wishes
To sleep in a warm bed.
The key is found,
We finally know why.
Why she lies
On graves and cry.
For she is homeless and hear her plea:
"Please, oh help me!"
No one answers to her call.
People leave her, so she sees.
She's grown so cold,
Her tears are ice.
She wishes for the sun to rise.
The sun to melt the slippery ice.
But mostly is her biggest wish,
Is to stay alive till sunset.
The sad part
About this girl's wishes read,
Is that she never lived till sunrise,
Now she's dead.
My Plan For Life
Quietly sitting,
Rocking too and fro,
Wondering things.
Why did you have to go.
I've thought many things.
Should I live or should I die?
Ever since you left us,
We've all thought to cry.
Working on my plan,
Throughout the day and night.
Planning my death,
Throughout our many fights.
To slit my throat,
To take some pills,
Hanging myself;
Whatever kills.
Sitting on the porch;
Looking down at the rope.
Hesitating before I decide.
I stand, not wanting to cope.
I somehow tied,
This rope to hang,
Upon this tree,
Before I hear a BANG!
Someone's here,
Following me.
For whatever reasons,
They may be.
Maybe they're here,
To stop my fun,
But they'll be too late.
The deed's almost done.
Climbing the tree,
Sliding my neck in like before,
I jump.
Sorry friends, I live no more. Comments (1) |
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i am-poem
I am here, I am there
I am everywhere why dont you care?
By your side, beck and call
You are the one, the one for I fall
Thick and thin, through and through
Forever after I cannot fall
Away you puch, back unto me
Away from it all, it kills but haunts me
You infected my life, my mind, my eyes
Im at your feet, became your bitch
You control me unfairly, unjustly as well
But by your side I do not care
The abuse you gave me
The neglect you've shown me
Makes me always wonder
Why still I love you
But by your side I have no choice
I cant leave you, or you will die
A fragile flower, in my garden of Eden
You are my poision, my potion, my deviotion
I love you, I hate you
I will leave you
But rest assured
By your side I will be for you. Comments (1) |
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Forever in ur arms-poem
Forever in your arms, your dreams, they beckon me call me.
Like a plague you haunt me, un-relentlessly I cry.
Fall for you, unto me I die.
Like a sin I am carried away, forgotten in the memories of my remedies.
I cannot find my way, your way my light, my night, my flight.
For you I dream, a better pass time a bitter life time.
The unsuspecting for who I am, the unforgetting for what I am.
The tears I cry, they dry, they die.
Like a wilted flower gone back to the Earth, I wilted to you for you because of you.
You hear my sobs, my sobs of what, you fill me you touch me.
I scream forever in your arms.
What I say now and what I do to then tell I am forgotten unforgiving is your way.
You took me in, you made me cry.
One night to soon, forever you to took my time to waste my lines.
A passion I please, I try no lies.
You take from me, everything that I wanted.
What can I do, I’ll thank you, I think not.
For in another the arms of mine still grow weak.
Empty as they are now and still forever I will dream a dream I have to dream.
She’s in another’s, what happened to me? Why can’t I begin to see?
That forever in your arms is an impossibility to me?
You find another to hold in your arms when I gladly gave you mine.
What I am saying now I know not of nothing.
Just words of a remix of a mix of feelings that have been torn asunder.
So I will end it here and let it marinate on your corpse.
