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Birthday
• 1992-12-21
Gender
• Female
Location
• were i was born in the pits of hell
Member Since
• 2005-04-26
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Shelbz

Personal

Achievements
• uh im a mess up at everything
Anime Fan Since
• 5th grade
Favorite Anime
• All anime
Goals
• to be a model
Hobbies
• drawing, hanning out with freinds oh ya reading too and Snowbording ,how could i forget dancing i love it
Talents
• i love archery and im pritty good at it and im prety good at singing and righting poems and songs

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Alone-poem request by OhSoAlone
Alone
Feelings are useless
I am forever lost in sorrow
Words escape me
Slipping through the cracks of tomorrow
My tears are dry
and My voice is hoarse
My eyes are empty
and My scars are coarse
Evil has poisoned me
Eating away to the bone
I've tried to run, but fell
I can't face myself alone
Scars, My permanent reminder
They mark my whole arm
Caught in the rugged winds
I can nolonger stay calm
They have abandoned me
I have to fight myself alone
I'm to afraid to turn out the light
Because in the dark, the fight is My own.

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Enemy-poem
Enemy
My heart and soul
That make Me whole
Are hard and cold
Decaying as though were old.
Destroyed by My Enemy.
My inner-self destroyed by selfish youth
It's evil spreading throuhg every tooth
Yet even as I scream and moan
It eats Itself through every bone.
Set upon me by My Enemy.
As every mask I try to wear
Gets washed away by every tear
I try to fight away the dark
And wear down It's permanent mark.
Given by My Enemy.
I cry over every blow
And suffer My forever woe
I slit My wrists and hit my head
Wishing that I were dead.
For I am My Enemy.

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Torn-poem
torn
Who needs this damn day.
I know I wont need it any way.
I swallow my pain and act as if nothing is wrong.
For I know it wont be long.

When you finally see me.
What will you want me to be.
Everything you want me to be is somehow more than i can become.
With that one word you say my world comes undone.

With every moment i am alone.
I feel as if i am becoming what you wanted me to be,a clone.
I close my eyes and drift away.
When I open my eyes i will not delay.

With the very knife you left with me.
Take back the pain that has to be
With the feeling gone i will be free
When i speek my final plee

Will you let me be
Or will you haunt me
NO one else will know of what all that occured
In our past of solitude that re-occurs

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i cant stand it

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

thats nasty eeewwwww *puckes*

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eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwww

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this is a odd poem its one of her old ones ...this is Crystal lol
I'm sorry for the things ive done
for the big bright sun
and for what the worlds become
and that i couldn't pop me with a gun
I'm sorry for who i've been
and i know you wished i was dead
and to the fishes be fed
as i slept on my eternal bed
I'm sorry i'm not best
and don't have a golden treasure chest
and that i don't have million dollar crests
that i'm sometimes a pest
I'm sorry for being me
and not what you want me to be
for loving the ocean and the sea
for loving you eternally
I'm sorry for caring for you
cause without u i don't know what id do
without u my world's turned blue
i'd trade it all for you, because I do love you
I'm sorry that i am this way
so weird, acting dumb everyday
watching you from far away
what can i say

I guess i'm sorry i can't let you fade away....cause i love you

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poem -emotions too deep- this is an odd poem but of some what true....i think
Emotions too deep

I feel so empty
like this hole is getting
bigger, growing inside of me

why do I feel this depressed
like nothing going to lift this weight off my chest the
pain rushes faster with every breathe

I can't stop this eternal heartache
I just need a break
a break from life
a break to get my life back
and make it right

this shit is so intense
& yet all this pain that bothers me so much,
makes no sense

I'm my own bully
destroying myself mentally
until the only part left of my personality is self-insecurity

a friendship lost,
a self-esteem dropped
it ached with a passion
so secured it throbs

why can't I be happy
no one can understand me,
I might just need some therapy, home schooling, and some counseling
so I could find myself to stop this constant ache this pain
from driving me insane

The worst part is my
shame none to blame, but my self
I could have just let it go,
but it's broken loose now
now it's out a control

I reach for a hand that is not there
a guy to say let down your hair
to jump from my window into his arms
to not just anyone
but my truelove
that makes my heart feel lifted just float there above

I need to talk to someone
I've separated me from the world
now i'm lonesome
but I have too much pride
I don't wanna let people see me cry

life shouldn't be this way
not for anyone, not for me
just leave my pain
before I go insane
Let me be free
let this anxiety be gone from me

the solution must be somewhere
within myself maybe with some help
I can find it till then I should
try and put these sad thoughts behind and treat myself more kindly

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i got boered so i do poems when im mad,sad,boered,alone,scared,and feeling happy
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
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i love u all ;
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
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