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Tuesday, February 21, 2006


another song


"Note To Self"

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!...

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how fare will it go on
They think my emotions is a plaything
Something they can manipulite
To trasform move around and do as they please
Lego blocks they build me up to my highest point
Then break me to see how far I can scatter
They use my emotions as plaything
To play with to their wicked hearts desire
They think I'm a rubberband stretch me to see how far I go till I snap
Use me to shoot their poison about
Well guess what I'm not a plaything
No matter how hard you hit me I wont scatter
No matter how hard you stetch me I wont snap
No matter how hard you try me I wont trasform
You will not use me as a plaything so SCREW YOU GO TO HELL!

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Monday, February 20, 2006


What would if i.....:plz answer this for me
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:? Please do this for me.

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:



WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:



[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

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this is a odd song/story i made so if u cut out the "i said" "u said"its a song ether way but ...ya its odd
I picked you out
Of a crowd and talked to you
Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you?
So it's up the stairs
And out of view
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name you asked the time
Now it's two o'clock,
the club is closed we're up the block
Your hands on me
I'm pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth
Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know
Who else may have been you before
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure
I got the money if you got the time
You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try
Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers
They just play tragic
And the phone's ringing
And the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you
You write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt me?"
"I do! I do!" you said
"Then hurt me."i cryed out

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IM SSSOOO STUPID
Im sooooooooo frickin stupid

i messed it up

i Fucked it up

every time i have something good i fuck it up

why cant i be smart for once?

I hate myself forwats happened

its not cuz im clumzy or random but cuz im stupid

"Break"

i am soooo scared

of whats to come

is this the end for me?

i cant deal wit this

its the last thing i need
but i dont want to give up the chance

for someone i <3

*sirs and cries*

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Sunday, February 19, 2006


ok...this is odd but i was bored

What would your Anime life be like? by hearthlight
Name:
Gender:
Your looks:Very colorful and winged.
Your best friend:An ackward schoolboy.
Your powers:Everything.
Your beloved:A sexy vampire.
Your occupation:Bounty hunter.
Your ending:Moving and life affirming.
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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well....
Confusion
You are a dream about confusion.Life has made you

this way.Either by

rejection,heartbreak,both,or some other

reason.You don't know where life is going to

take you and sometimes don't know where you

belong;and just when you think you've found

your place,you get lost again.Most people

think you just exaggerate your pain,but they

don't understand how deep some cuts can go.


What kind of dream are you?(Cool music,background,fun cursor,and anime pix as usual)
brought to you by Quizilla

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Thursday, February 16, 2006


i like to skate

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i really dont care

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IM SSOOO CUTE =*_*=
HASH(0x8c3b9c8)
Lovable Cutie!


Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)
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