myOtaku.com: Thorn98

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1992-12-21
Gender
• Female
Location
• were i was born in the pits of hell
Member Since
• 2005-04-26
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Shelbz

Personal

Achievements
• uh im a mess up at everything
Anime Fan Since
• 5th grade
Favorite Anime
• All anime
Goals
• to be a model
Hobbies
• drawing, hanning out with freinds oh ya reading too and Snowbording ,how could i forget dancing i love it
Talents
• i love archery and im pritty good at it and im prety good at singing and righting poems and songs

myOtaku.com: Thorn98

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Sunday, December 25, 2005

the pic. goes with this pome but i cant get it so if u would like to see it then help me
prick the skin
break through
bring the blood
flowing above

well in my eyes
slide down my face
bringing soft caress
of a lovers touch so care

the day my love went away
the day my heart
I chained away
deep in the depths of my soul

the night
I felt your fingers
glide across my face
the night you gave me my first kiss

when I couldnt trust a soul
when I walked just around school
the time I just went away from everyone
the times I cried each night as a child

the night you sent shivers
up my spine
when that one solemn night
you asked me
will you be mine

when the time I feared
to come home from school
the time I feared
to go to school from home

the night you proved all fears wrong
not every soul is like that way
the way that makes me fear
every night I stay home alone

time I saw
those monsters afar
the time I saw
all ghosts along

the time you held me in your arms
when I felt all was right
when the world fell silent that night
when I felt your lips above mine

each ache in my heart
pang and sting
when all those times
my love just walked away

the look in your eyes
the hint of a gleam
when you stare straight at me
I just know you love me

when I drowned in all my fears
in all my childhood tears
locked in my mind
lost in a world

poetry I read
written by you
your artistic ways
show me the truth

thorn of a rose
the petals so beautiful
mislead by the beauty
you dont notice the thorn

caress of a tear
cooling wetness
that slides down your face
just like your emotions
feel as if their just being flood out

the blood that slides down
your arm so silently
beauty crimson
drop so as it lay

tears falling down
stick to the phone
when all I thought that night
was my fear of losing you

so thorn of a rose
and caress of a tear

seems as if life
goes in one soluem way

in bad ways
or good ways

just like the thorn of a rose
mislead by its beauty

the caress of a tear
beauty but pain
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and onother pome[i dont really hate u pacificly]
I'm all on my own!
just another reject!
I can't take it!
It's not fair!
Nothing I do is good enough for you!
I'm not perfect!
Deal with it!
I try and try but I just can't do anything right!
I hate you!
All you ever do is tell me I'm wrong!
Or that I can't do anything right!
Everything I do is wrong to you!
You shove every little thing I do wrong in my face!
You're such a disappointment!
That's what you say to me!
About everything I do good or bad!
You just can't go on without letting me know how much of a failure I am!
I hate you!

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u were never there ,ud never lisen to me know look what hapend[pome]
You never listen to what I have to say Would you even care if I died today? I work and slave and am talked down to, I don't understand, why is the boss you? You laugh at me and mock my pain Well one day you'll never see me again I will win with the ultimate sacrifice I will end everything, even my life Mock me now, go ahead It won't matter because soon I'm dead Bleeding on the floor Cause I can't take it anymore Sitting here crying Because I know that I'm dying And you never gave a damn, About who I am I hate you you stupid bastard Today was it, that was the last straw So here's my Christmas gift to you: Discover my body, drenched in blood, icy blue I'm leaving you to clean the mess, I hope I stain the carpets, I do confess Bleeding on the floor Cause I can't fake it anymore Sitting here crying, Because I know that I'm dying And you never gave a damn, About who I am I hope you're happy now You piece of shit, don't ask how I did not die for you This much I know is true You may think that you have won But you didn't, and I'm done Bleeding on the floor Cause I can't take it, no I can't fake it anymore Sitting here crying Cause I know that I'm dying And you never gave a damn, About who I am, No you never gave a damn Never gave a damn, About who I am
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only some of this is true [pome]
Im sick Sick and tired Of living this life want to get away Find new people People that understand Understand how I feel And accept who I am People that agree And dont just laugh at me right to my face Do you know how it feels to have no friends?(well thats not true i have great friends) Do you know how it feels When even family makes fun of you When you are sitting right next to them? They all pretend to love me They all pretend to care But as soon as I try to tell them how I feel They either laugh or just dont care They dont want to listen Dont give me a chance Do you want to live a life like me? Do you want to feel it as I feel? Did you ever think that a simple laugh Could make a person want to die? Or at least run away! Away from this life Start all over! Thats how I feel Thats the story of my life I want to get away from here Find people who understand Its Christmas I should be happy but my dad is yelling and yelling at me and my Family he should just die my mom is thinking of Divors (thank god for divorse)But instead im just complaining, My moms life is a liveing hell because oh that thing im suposto call me dad is nothing but a person that likes to distroy your life, and he makes fun oh me and Laughed right to my face, My brother keeps annoying me And hes older then me hes 19 I know its just a joke, But it hurts It really hurts Here I am Christmas eve Crying about my life! Do you understand? Do you know how I feel? Or are you one of those who laugh and just make fun of different people? I want to escape! Can someone tell me where the door is? The door to happiness The door out of this hell This hell that I live in and suffer everyday I keep all this locked up inside Away from everyone My family wont understand And I have no friends I trust! My life is just so miserable I should be happy now Its Christmas time, Time for fun and cheer But do you se a smile on my face? Well, I tell you, it is fake, Cuz deeper down Though not that much deeper, All the pain is, the pain I no longer can bare I have to tell someone Let someone know I just cant stand it Cuz I want to live my life! I have the right to keep on living And thats what I want to do, But if anyone wants to see me again I need someone to help me! So take my hand And make sure to help me Because if you dont help No one will And I just cant make it on my own So please if you want me to live I cant take it one more second Just listen to what I say Some one has to know! And i found 3 people to help me and there names are Jason,Joey and Samantha.Its because of them i wont die not now not for another 80 years (i hope) Because i love those guys more then enything not like love love like Romio and Guliet (not spelt right)well acualy Jason i like that much but thats it . BUT Joey and Samantha are like family i talk about Tabi all the time but there my true Friend. i love u guys! *wink*And without them im just a lost soul ,lost and never found.And if we ever part ill never forget u guys.(starts to cry)
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im probebly going to do some more but here is a cutters pome [its kinda about me but im not dead.or am i ?]
AS I LAY ON MY BED BLEEDING, I START TO STARE AT THE CEALING, BUT MY WRISTS CONTINUE TO BLEED, AND THE PAIN GROWS LIKE A SEED, I FEEL MY LIFE SLIPPING AWAY, SOON IT A COFFIN I'LL LAY, I SHOULD HAVE THROWN THIS KNOIFE AWAY SO, I COULD HAVE STOPED CUTTING LONG AGO.
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Dark tear yet another pome [its sad]
Dark tear cascading blue sad eyes, she looks at you and then shes gone, when shes dead and when the sheets run with red then you regret it, you thought she lied before her death, she softly cried Dark tear and life a new oh, how she fell from you her flowing gown hits the bed a memory alive, a soul dead you hold her close, she is embraced her flawless soul is disgraced you close her eyes, hold her head Dark tear now shes dead.
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my pome it might not make sence but u get my drift
Let me go and let me be From now until eternity Let me live my life alone While my heart is turned to stone Let me suffer from my past Leave me now and leave me fast I warn you, never tell You do, and Ill send you straight to hell If you still love me, well you should Let my death be caused by my own blood
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i did not try to get this but ok

the bat is your true demon form.you are
cool,mysteries,sensitive and sometimes cold.you
sure have the devil inside you.^^deep inside
you still cares for the one you love.you are
always clear-headed,and knows what do to.

What is your true demon form?girls only(with anime pics)
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i tried to get this one

the wolf is your true demon form.you are the
stronge,loyal, brave and the trustworthy
one.you knows how to make up the right mind,and
you sure do have a bunch of good friends that's
always by your side.

What is your true demon form?girls only(with anime pics)
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this is beeing honest the other two i tryed to get

the fox is your true demon form.you are smart and
sexy,you do grab a lot of attentions!you are
generous and people likes you.you know well how
to deal with different situations too.^^

What is your true demon form?girls only(with anime pics)
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