myOtaku.com: Thorn98

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Birthday
• 1992-12-21
Gender
• Female
Location
• were i was born in the pits of hell
Member Since
• 2005-04-26
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Shelbz

Personal

Achievements
• uh im a mess up at everything
Anime Fan Since
• 5th grade
Favorite Anime
• All anime
Goals
• to be a model
Hobbies
• drawing, hanning out with freinds oh ya reading too and Snowbording ,how could i forget dancing i love it
Talents
• i love archery and im pritty good at it and im prety good at singing and righting poems and songs

myOtaku.com: Thorn98

Sunday, December 25, 2005

only some of this is true [pome]
Im sick Sick and tired Of living this life want to get away Find new people People that understand Understand how I feel And accept who I am People that agree And dont just laugh at me right to my face Do you know how it feels to have no friends?(well thats not true i have great friends) Do you know how it feels When even family makes fun of you When you are sitting right next to them? They all pretend to love me They all pretend to care But as soon as I try to tell them how I feel They either laugh or just dont care They dont want to listen Dont give me a chance Do you want to live a life like me? Do you want to feel it as I feel? Did you ever think that a simple laugh Could make a person want to die? Or at least run away! Away from this life Start all over! Thats how I feel Thats the story of my life I want to get away from here Find people who understand Its Christmas I should be happy but my dad is yelling and yelling at me and my Family he should just die my mom is thinking of Divors (thank god for divorse)But instead im just complaining, My moms life is a liveing hell because oh that thing im suposto call me dad is nothing but a person that likes to distroy your life, and he makes fun oh me and Laughed right to my face, My brother keeps annoying me And hes older then me hes 19 I know its just a joke, But it hurts It really hurts Here I am Christmas eve Crying about my life! Do you understand? Do you know how I feel? Or are you one of those who laugh and just make fun of different people? I want to escape! Can someone tell me where the door is? The door to happiness The door out of this hell This hell that I live in and suffer everyday I keep all this locked up inside Away from everyone My family wont understand And I have no friends I trust! My life is just so miserable I should be happy now Its Christmas time, Time for fun and cheer But do you se a smile on my face? Well, I tell you, it is fake, Cuz deeper down Though not that much deeper, All the pain is, the pain I no longer can bare I have to tell someone Let someone know I just cant stand it Cuz I want to live my life! I have the right to keep on living And thats what I want to do, But if anyone wants to see me again I need someone to help me! So take my hand And make sure to help me Because if you dont help No one will And I just cant make it on my own So please if you want me to live I cant take it one more second Just listen to what I say Some one has to know! And i found 3 people to help me and there names are Jason,Joey and Samantha.Its because of them i wont die not now not for another 80 years (i hope) Because i love those guys more then enything not like love love like Romio and Guliet (not spelt right)well acualy Jason i like that much but thats it . BUT Joey and Samantha are like family i talk about Tabi all the time but there my true Friend. i love u guys! *wink*And without them im just a lost soul ,lost and never found.And if we ever part ill never forget u guys.(starts to cry)
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