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Birthday
1992-12-21
Gender
Female
Location
were i was born in the pits of hell
Member Since
2005-04-26
Occupation
Student
Real Name
Shelbz
Personal
Achievements
uh im a mess up at everything
Anime Fan Since
5th grade
Favorite Anime
All anime
Goals
to be a model
Hobbies
drawing, hanning out with freinds oh ya reading too and Snowbording ,how could i forget dancing i love it
Talents
i love archery and im pritty good at it and im prety good at singing and righting poems and songs
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Thursday, June 8, 2006
daddys abuse-poem
My name is Shelby
I am but 13,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see.
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse,
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says it's my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my dad's abuse continues
With more bad words spoken...
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But it's now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Shelby
And I am but 13,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.
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