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Birthday
• 1989-08-04
Gender
• Male
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• Lost and Confused
Member Since
• 2004-08-27
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Kevin Howell

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• SWAC, Good Grades
Anime Fan Since
• I was about 7, and I saw my brother's Voltron tapes
Favorite Anime
• FLCL... just so insane :)
Goals
• Get C.D. (not real initials) to date me
Talents
• singing, being depressed




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My name is "Thurston" Howell. (nickname) I am a very complex person, mainly because of my tendency to exaggerate my emotions to the point of confusion. I am going to write in this journal to help myself keep track of what is going on in my life. If you really want to talk to me, Private Message me.


Wednesday, September 1, 2004

   Still No Luck
Part 1: Obsession?

You ever get the feeling that someone is obsessed with you? Like maybe they began to want you since the first time they saw you. There is this one girl that I think is changing her look to be more like my current image. I'm probably wrong... but what if I wasn't? (P.S. I wonder if I haven't begun to do the same towards C.D. lol)

Part Two: No Progress

Well, still no progress... I haven't even said hi. I'm such a big loser. I get this weird feeling that we will date, but that she is not the one... just a feeling... I'm so lost and confused. I keep thinking if she really is the one I like or not... so confused...
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Friday, August 27, 2004

   First entry
Well... here goes. Life is a drag. It wasn't a few days ago, but it is now... I like this girl named C.D. (not real initials). Anyways, here birthday was on Wed. I gave her a letter with a poem, and $1 lol. I almost exploded with butterflies, which I haven't felt since 8th grade... (I'm in 10th.) She is the only one who causes me to feel butterflies too... Since then, I've only talked to her once, and I keep drawing "evil butterflies." I want to talk to her, but I have troubles... Perhaps within the next week or so, I will overcome this obstacle.
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