Saturday, May 7, 2005

Family
a couple of nights ago my mom and my big brother had an argument well before that she left her boyfriend which she lived with for acouple of years and well she broke up with him cuz he treats her like garbage and they moved down here then she brokeup with him and she cant get her stuff because hes selling it then she came to my house for a couple of hours she was talking about how he cused her out every waking hour of the day and even the freakin buttcrack of dawn how everythings her fault her it was her fault for him telling his friend that they can barrow the truck and its her fault for letting get banged up and she wasnt even there when it happen (i mean for christ sake man youve got to have more common sense then that i mean youre a freakin idiot) well she came here then she says she wants to get back together with him and my brother calmly talks to her about not going back to him and states the reasons why she likes starts to get all fussy and somehow they get into this conversations about her exs being the same way and she starts screaming then he hits the wall saying i will beat the crap out of you if you wont listen to me and shes like hit me why dontcha hit youre mother youll go to jail that way and he says yeah im going to jail IM GOING TO JAIL yeah where were when we were groing up where were you when we needed you when we were hurt where were you when (tiger) went to the hospital huh where were you!?!
no doubt screwing youre boyfriend and running from the law youre NOT my mother , and shes like, i gave birth to you didnt i , and hes like , youmay have given birth to us but you were never there to put a roof over our heads and put clothes on our backs and feed us and everything nor was dad but hes teying to get to know us you arent but he is , by that point my mom was crying i was just watching her cry i didnt want to say anything because i would have made it worse i didnt even cry or hug her i just stood there and watched noone asked if i was okay i think that im drying up on humanity its takes alot now to make me cry i cant show any emotion if i do i might make someone get cross with me so i just stick with the no emotions face since ii was six since the accident and my brother says that i could even make Edgar A. Poe feel more depressed , it hurts ya'know i cant feel much know i just feel like ive given up on life ya'know ive seen stuff that would even make the devil feel pity on my poor soul well not that much but eveything is getting worse every time i see dawn and it hurts just as much as seeing youre whole family beeing tortured and you could do something you just feel like you dont want to or youre to scared of what might happen if you do........

TIGER
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