Tuesday, August 29, 2006

   Ernesto's canceled school... WOOT!
I was helping out with the picture day thing (Journalism), but there weren't many jobs, so the teacher stuck me with two other girls (upperclassmen) to stand by a stair and make sure nobody tripped over this wire. I'm serious! It was fun, just being completely insane again since I moved ^_^ I felt like the whole gang was with me again!

That guy I mentioned before asked again. I told him I'm going with some friends (that may be considered a lie cuz I don't know who's going) and he asked to tag along. I didn't say no, but... ack! It's too long a story! Half the things he says to me he's not really saying to me, but to himself about me, so I hardly understand or tell the difference!

I can't call Tish/Dyene anymore cuz her mother gets mad to see her on the phone. At first she would just make sure Tish was on for less than half an hour if she'd done all her chores, studying, etc., but now it's NADAAAA! Well, I'm just hopinbg we can at least stay in touch through e-mail...
gonna go now! Thx mucho Kry+Nicky!!!!
ja ne!
PS=no ps today!
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Monday, August 28, 2006

   Konnichiwa
In coherence with yesterday's post, I must be psychic, cuz da dude asked me to the homecoming. I was all like, "What?!" HE thought I couldn't hear him. I was glad he did, cuz now I'm fretting over what to do!!!! I just want to go alone or to hang out with some ppl I know, so I guess I'll just tell him that.

On another subject, today when I was walking down the hall, the simplest thing happened that made me so happy. There's a guy in most of my classes named Carlos. I'd miss my friend in the PR so much whenever I saw him, cuz he's so much like all of them! (especially KY and Justin, Nicky ^_^) He's walked by me in the halls so many times, but today he stopped and just said, "Hey!". I smiled and said hi back, but both of us weren't sure whether the other heard, so we said the same things twice and started laughing. I couldn't help[ but just feel so happy by sucha little thing... I guess I can't deny how much I miss my friends and how much he reminds me of them.

Well, gtg now!
ja ne!
PS=hm... who read yesterday's post ^_^? (me=NOBODY -_-U!!)
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

   Still want to sleep
Wow, nearly every1's gone. I'm still trying to come up with some reason as to why theO's abandoned, but there's gotta be other ppl; I think I'm gonna go around signing guestbooks ^_^ It's been a while since I do that, and the other day, I got my first signing in months!

Well, yesterday I spoke to one of my old friends for the first time in years. He was the one with the whole "you're my girlfriend" thing and told every1 that. He's taller now and looks older (hello, he IS older!) I saw him in school and then at a pizza hut, but then his dad was there, so basically he's gonna try and bring up the friendship again.
But truth be told, the only reason I spoke to him at school again was for old time's sake, not really because I was desperate to see him. I honestly didn't want to... his dad almost got him to ask for my number, but we left before he got the chance. I was wearing my specs, so maybe he won't recognize me again (we don't have any classes together.). It's bad to think like that, but I have reasons, and nothing's changed over here to make me see things differently.

Rambling ^_^U
ja ne!
PS=SATURDAY! WOOT! WHO'S EXCITED?!
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Thursday, August 24, 2006

   I'm tryin' da brite side today!!!
Hello!!!!!
High school's long, and attacks me with Gimle's hammer; I got sick yesterday cuz of stress and was keeling over in pain cuz my abdomen started cramping up. It was stress, and nothing feminine. I'm sure of that!

Anyways, I joined a poetry club today; we meet on Thursdays, and I'm hoping that'll help me adjust.

I face a problem. There's a boy at school named Abner. He's fun, but I see him as more of a friend than a guy. I'm older than him by a cpl months, not that it matters, but I can't help seeing him as a kid. He's been asking me if I have a boyfriend, and he refused to tell me why he wanted to know. The day I told hinm I didn't, he started to sit next to me on the bus, and I noticed his brother would bug him the moment they got dropped off. Today he asked me if I was going to Homecoming with somebody. THEN he asked me if I was actually going. Besides those things, the way he's been acting and such... I don't want to hurt one of the few friends I've started making here!
Being liked by somebody and wishing you were in somebody else's gaze sucks terribly. Especially in the eyes of an almost friend.
Well, I've rambled enough.
ja ne!
PS= I've been singing whenever I get the chance lately. And I mean WHENEVER. I've never sung so much, but I feel I may be improving. I sing "Fields of Hope" from Gundam Seed Destiny very often ^_^U You guys ever done stuff like this before?
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Friday, August 18, 2006

   Well...!
Wow, no comments or visits ^_^U I guess every1's been busy lately. There's nobody around; I'm really surprised. Is theO being filtered or something? I just don't get it. Soooo many of my friends here have disappeared!

Well, today was cool. The day before yesterday I switched to the Journalism elective, and I'm really enjoying that class. I was nervous because the class is made up entirely of upper classmen, but now I feel better about walking in. I got a dogtag saying:
This is BIG!
2grt2b4gttn
That means too great to be forgotten. I'm a member of staff07! *cheers*

Well, I'm gonna go and see if any1's alive here ^_^U

ja ne!
PS=I normally present a question here, but the stink bomb smell is gone, for those of you who might've been wondering (I'm not sure who would be cuz no one read the post, but...! ^.^)
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

   Hihooo!!! (I love dis emicon...!)
Have started high school. Am in the community I lived in 5 years ago, but that doesn't really make a difference ^_^U. I pretty much left everything behind, and had recently decided I never wanted to come back, but hey! Life's stuck me here at such a time for a reason. I'm trying to keep my chin up, but high school's hard; they expect me to know certain terms and procedures, but my other school was smaaaall! No IDs or anything!

Well, I saw my childhood friend, the one that spread around that I was his girl; but there's some1 else that looks just like him, so the two times I saw him, I wasn't sure whether it was him or the other guy.

I keep looking for Adam; he was my first love, but moved unexpectedly the same year and same way that I did. However, thaat was so long ago, all I can do is hope to hear his name somewhere! Why I'm looking for him, I'm not sure, especially when I'm trying to get over the love I left in the PR. I doubt either of them felt the same for me when I think back on it, but... ^_^ What can I do? Just look on the bright side, even though it can sometimes be tiring :)

Well, I've bored y'all enough with my rambling, so
ja ne!
PS=How's the new school year? (me: hard. But exciting too, I guess; I walk from one side of the school to the other daily!)

OH OH WAIT! I just remembered there was a stink bomb in da 600 hallway at my school! I'm not sure if it was something else, but one of my three biology partners said it was a stink bomb. I nearly passed out, lol!
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

   Hey all
I need to sleep... Sleepy... Can't stay awake... The comfy bed calls... *notices ppl are reading* *laugh nervously* Uh, hi! On with da post!

Currently in da PR again, I am writing to you on an empty stomach with no sleep while I should go eat something and take a nap. But, I am a bit of a massochist ((sp?)), so I won't ^_^. This is my last week in da PR, and I'm trying to see if I'll be able to say g-bye to every1 bfore I go. Also, I brought souvenires, so you must claim yours, Nicky!

My mood's been alternating between depression and airheadedness, but I've been like that for a while, so it doesn't really matter ^_^U Sometimes I feel that places like theO are the only things I'll be able to take around with me without worrying; but then I pinch myself to wake up and force on a smile :) Must keep positive!

Ah... positive: I spoke with the guy I um... -XX-like, but it was pretty quick; I'm sad that I won't see him anymore, but at least I can call him and whatnot as a friend! (As if we were ever anything else) But... it made me happy, what he said. Tryin' to keep my head together; being with him was nearly impossible from the beginning, and now that I'm moving, forget about it.

Well, gtg now!
ja ne!
PS=You guys seen the Superman Returns movie? Is it good? Do you want to see it? (me=haven't seen it, still deciding)
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Friday, July 7, 2006

   Happier Today... Zzzzz....
Hey every1! Talked to Tish last nite. Started crying. Again. Cuz I'm a girl. She didn't notice, so I was upset/relieved. Don't like ppl knowing I cry during phone calls, even though it's natural when you're sad. Yet I'mm writing down I did here.... hmm.... there's no sense in that, is there ^_^U? Actually, I just don't like crying. Period!

Well, I'm feeling better today. I'm sleepy cuz I... well... couldn't sleep ^_^ Nite lite was on cuz it had air-freshener and dad insists we leave it there. I only sleep in darkness... MUWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

Starting a new story, but it's gonna be hard to get on paper. Just need to take the time. I think I'll do it today; at the truckwash today 'til seven.

Anyways, almost nobody's on, so I'll just go... already visited those that updated today! Just like yesterday!

ja ne!
PS= heard the song "Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan? It's a saddish song, but I like it.
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

I kinda liked this quiz




What Personality Do You Have?


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I got the same one last year. Some guy in Colombia said I was too mysterious. But that was just because I wouldn't go out with him ^_^U (he was an idiot 20-year-old) I agree somewhat with him, but that doesn't mean I said it ^.^! I punched him instead. But he'd built up immunity. Curses...:)
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I'm moving. First chance I get to say it. I'm moving to Florida, where I was born and used to live. I'm going to go to the PR to say g-bye soon, but I get the feeling I'll break down over there. *sigh* Life tends to feel lke crap sometimes.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't "the girl that's always moving", cuz then every1 classifies that as, "the girl that can't get attached". I do get attached, da***t! That's why I hate moving so much!! *simmers down* ^_^ Overload... over!

Heehee... I e-mailed my friend Krys today. That was nice; I'm gonna miss her. I'm gonna miss every1...

But maybe goin' back to my hometown, I'll see some of my old friends! (Then again, one has every1 convinced I'm his girlfriend. That'll suck ^_^U) Not that I really want to see them... only a cpl ever really cared, and the greatest left without a word when I was living over there. Gone like the wind...!

Bro's actin' like I said before. Gonna go before he reads something. I'm gon' try to be on more, but moving and bros and all tends to pile up.

Gomen.
Honto arigatou.
For everything, guys. Luv y'all.
ja ne!
PS=any of you ever moved?
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