Thursday, December 29, 2005

   Hey ppl! Here's the card Nicky sent me:


Thnx! N-E-ways... I finished a picture. It is me. Anime-ish. I started it last night, and finished it this morning, so gomen nasai if it has shaky lines.


My avatar isn't finsihed yet... ,-_-, but it will be soon ^_^!
I seriously need to get my next story out soon... well, gotta go, hope y'all have an awesome Friday--or Thursday-- I'm not sure what day it is ^_^U I know, I'm an idiot, Amber tells me that all the time... ^_^U (I love that face!)
sayounara!
PS=I feel so stupid...I seriously thought Yukiro Sugisaki (creator of DNAngel) was a guy. I kept reading, and I kept thinking, "a guy couldn't have done this!" You can tell the difference when a guy makes romance in his stories, and when a girl does. Well, I convinced myself that she was just a bunny-obsessed guy, one that paid careful attention when his sisters had boyfriends or something... I get the Borders newsletter, look up DNAngel, and find a biography of the author. They said "she" a hundred times. -_-U Why must I be so confused...?
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Hey ppl! How are things? I'm doing better than yesterday, thanx, but my arm's hurting again *looks at arm* ...What's wrong with it...?
Well, don't have much to say... I'm working on CG a bit more often, I think I'm gonna make myself a new avatar with one of my more recent drawings. Maybe I'll use the picture of Aidan... (no, Nicky, not Hayden...) dog-person! Okay, yeah, I'm gonna use her. She was the last picture I drew in my old sketch book, she was a milestone in my drawing carrer!!!!! *sparkles* Okay, it's not much of a career, but it will be someday! If I don't become some sort of doctor, I'm gonna go to an arts college.
BTW, I'm really sure I'm movin' to Texas. I had a dream last night where I saw my second-cousin, Anthony (aka: Tony) and he was sooooo short! But he's fifteen. N-e-ways, Mom says he's five foot three, so I'm just an inch taller than him! Well, I'm reviewing my Japanese again...it's hard to remember all those kanji! I'm recognizing the Hiragana syllables easier now, so I know I'm getting better! It's really nice to be able to make a new sentence and not actually forget it...!
Hafta go now, but I'll visit all of yous who updated!
sayounara!
PS=I really like Satoshi now. I'm just upset he has to like such a prissy girl like Risa... she's not bad, it's just frustrating that she has to act so stupid to Daisuke sometimes.
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

   MERRY X-MAS!!!!!!!!
Hey, y'all! Wassup?! Tell me how you all are doin'! I love to hear 'bout you guys!
Me, well... I guess I could say I'm good... but let's not talk 'bout that yet! How were all your Christamses?! My dad couldn't be here for our CHristmas, but it was all good, he had fun and didn't get all depressed, which made me feel safe to enjoy it! My bro gave me a HARRY POTTER POSTER!!!!!!!!!!!! I screamed so loud, mom started laughing and took the Scotch Tape out for me. ^_^U Oh, how I used to mock the screamers... and now look what I've become...! My dad sent me some money, and my mom was all like this -_-U "No, I'm not driving all the way to Borders tomorrow..."
But I got four more DNAngel volumes....0_0!!!! That was me ^_^U can you belive I showed my mom this face: ^_^...and she didn't know what it was?! I kept showing her different ones, and she didn't see them!! I think she was slightly embarrassed 'bout it... but I didn't tease her! That would be cruel...*grins evilly*
My dad's on a seven-day trip from California and back to Florida, where I was born. That's why my mom didn't get her Christmas bonus this year, and we couldn't get gifts for my grandfather or his kids...
...This Christmas... scratch that:
...This whole week, I feel I'm relivin' my past all over again. I had a dream the other day that I was in Florida with Tish and Amber, and I was showing them my old house. They took one look at it, and then went on ranting about how cool the other houses were. I wanted them to realize just how much it meant for me to be back there again... to be standing on the ground where I once felt so safe, without a clue I wouldn't ever see things the same way again once I left... but they didn't get it. So I let them go on talk to the owners of the other houses, and I went into my home for the first time in five years. That's the only place I could ever truly call home... Home is where the heart is, ne? My heart's with that house.
I went in, and it was different from how I used to know it. It still had the same "nature" and "earthy" theme my mom had put, with everyhting shades of brown and beige... nothing except for the stairwell was white. But to me... because it wasn't the way I knew it...it was as plain as if there were black sheets over everything. I wandered in farther, searching for my room, or something I knew... to never find it. I kept looking, and looking, and looking... I started to cry silent tears, and the new owner of the house walked in. She told me that there was a curse upon the house, that there was a child screaming and opening and closing boxes and clocks, trying to get her out. I called the woman stupid for being afraid of something like that, because all her box flaps were open, and it was windy season. As for the child screaming... she didn't have to say anythin for me to know that all the years I'd been gone, I'd been cursing her in my mind, and that it had become a reality. I left her in her panic and climbed up the stairs to the office until I saw a clock turning on and off, blinking different hours each time. I smiled and placed my hand on it, and it stopped; I was the only one able to do that. "I think... I would rather let memories be memories, and the present move on without them." that broke the curse, and I went back down to the woman. She was hysterical, and told me to keep the house for myself, that she wanted to move to the PR, and live in my house instead; I shook my head, and told her to keep the house, and to make a new home out of it. I would stop her no longer.
That was my dream. Long, but I woke up on the verge of tears... to top it all off, I just had to tell mom about it, and my bro overheard us, and keeps reminding me of the things that happened back there... I told him to stop reminding me, that I did live there, and he still hasn't stopped. It's not like I expected it to work, I was just very upset and all... Enough about my past. I don't like to talk about it much, because tlaking about it doesn't help. The only way I would relive the past would be if it would help me get over it. My home's changed so much... I wish I could've left my memories the way they were, but my bro convinces my dad every time we go over there to take us to see the house... I don't want to see it again. It hurts...
What's made me depressed is that...I'm worried it's gonna happen again. It will happen again. Because I'm leaving the place I made my new home, and we're leaving... no, not to another city.
I'm moving to Texas.
sayounara.
PS=I like Satoshi now! I liked him from the beginning, he just left me o_0?
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Monday, December 19, 2005

   Babysitting.......
Hey, y'all. Once again, I was stuck babysitting. Only this time, it was my little bro...he was acting like a little demon -_-! I got fed up and called my mom to ask when she'd be geting back, and she blames me that he gets all wild whenever she leaves. "Why is it that he only acts this way when I leave?!" >:I It's not like I fed him sugar pills!!!!!!!!
My mom's gonna be gone until tomorrow, but she's leaving a friend of hers to stay with us. She's bringing her little sister (10) who has a crush on my brother--it's so cute, how she follows him around and laughs at absolutely ANYTHING! ^_^!
Oh, I said I'd say what world of manga I'd like to live in...um...I have to agree with Miss lemons: I like the world of Naruto! If not that, Fushigi Yugi!
Want to see something I drew today? Once mom got home, I had to relax, so I started drawing:

Do you like it? Rate from 1-10, plz!
Oh, want to see what I did for three hours yesterday? I'm having fun with my scanner ^_^! Here it is:


Lots of hands! And don't ask me why some of your names are written down there... I was stumped and just started writing things ^_^U there's even the alphabet underneaththe guy to the right's chin!
Gotta bo now--I know I didn't say much, but I hafta do some things!
sayounara!
PS=what animal do you identify yourself with? (me: the wolf. For more reasons than one!)
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Hey, y'all! Thanks for the comments yesterday, I really appreciate it! *hugs*
Today's pretty good! I went to Borders!!!!(I've been lucky this week--I've gone two days in a row, and I've gotten a book each time!) ANd I got...my first DNAngel manga! It was AWESOME I know I say that a lot of htings are awesome, but that just means I like a lot of things! I feel so sorry for Daisuke T-T poor guy jusrt has no luck... Dark ROCKS!!!!!!!! And Satoshi...is pretty cool, but he leaves me wondering...darn mysterious boys! I love them, but it's still kinda irritatin' *twitch*...he reminds me of someone...*thinks*...I'll get back to y'all on that one. I don't like Risa. At least not at the moment; she seems like a come mier*a, for those of you who know Spanish and please excuse the curse word: it fit her. ^_^U
I'm still goggling at the cover they made for the book--it's so nice! Sparkly...@_@ I love the wings! And the chibi pic they put on the back of volume one is adorable!
Well, gotta go (mom) have a great Sunday, everybody!
sayounara!
PS=If you could live in hte world of ONE manga and partake in the adventure that goes on in the story, which one would it be? (me:I-I-I-I can't decide! I'll post my answer next time I update! >.
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