Thursday, November 24, 2005

   HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING, EVERYBODY! MY CAPS LOCK IS STUCK ON THIS POST! LOL I BARELY ATE BREAKFAST, AND I'M SKIPPING LUNCH TO LEAVE ROOM FOR DINNER ^_^ THERE'S NO TURKEY, BUT THAT'S OKAY. WHAT ELSE WERE WE SUPPOSED TO EXPECT, DOING THE FOOD SHOPPING THE DAY BEFORE?! LOL BUT IT'S ALL GOOD. I'VE BEEN CALLING MY FRIENDS, SAYING HAPPY THANKSGIVING, AND THAT I'M GLAD THEY'RE MY FRIENDS, BUT ONLY ONE'S ANSWERED LONG ENOUGH: AMBER! WE TALKED FOR HALF AN HOUR UNTIL MY MOM MADE ME HANG UP. tISH HAD TO LEAVE TO HERE GRANDMOTHER'S, MIREILLE WOULDN'T ANSWER, AND I DON'T HAVE ANYONE ELSE'S NUMBER. NICKY, I'M SENDIN YOU A PRIVATE MESSAGE. I DON'T WANT YOU TO HANG UP ON MY AGAIN ^_^!
WELL, EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT THANKSGIVING, AND...WELL...ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS!
SAYOUNARA!
PS=SASUKE'S SPENDING THANKSGIVING WITH ME!!! SO WHAT IF IT'S JUST A KEYCHAIN?!
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

   Thanksgiving's Eve!
Hello y'all! My mom's out getting the food for thanksgiving dinner, and I'm stuck watching the squirts. They're okay today, but the little girl is with me as I write this, and she's been singing the same song for a year now. She's constantly trying to make me sing it, but I can't learn it, and I can't concentrate with her squeaky voice in my head! But she's okay today. (I'm not much of a little kids person. No PATIENCE!)
Well, it's the day before thanksgiving--the day we give thanks for what we have and forget what we're missing (like Tohru!). I feel kind of sad that my dad can't be here, but it's okay... I'll be alright as long as he's happy! Unfortunatley, he's been rather depressed lately, so I'm kinda on the edge of it. But not today or tomorrow--I'll make myself happy one way or another! Lol My Sasuke keychain broke! T-T but I used two different kinds of crazy glue, and I fixed him! (for now...)
Well, I don't have much more to say, except, I hope everyone has a wonderful Thansgiving, and I'm grateful to every sigle one of you for being such good friends to me!^_^
sayounara!
PS= and I'm greatful to Shonen Jump for creating someone as cool as Sasuke!^-^ my fangirlness never dies... Oh! I saw FMA today! Scar's getting on my nerves...*twitch*
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

   I'm stuck in the twilight zone again... not that I actually ever left, so I can't actually be stuck again if I never got out, can I? Whatever.
Well, my mom and I didn't fight today; we haven't spoken to eachother that much. She has a friend and her kids over for thanksgiving. You know, the one that I talked about before, with the two brats? My throat hurts from yelling at the girl so much (is this how Uo-chan feels after fighitng with Kyon-Kyon?') she's a little brat! I literally had to kick her out of my room because she was getting on my nerves! Her mom and my mom were out, so I had to make sure she didn't get herself killed; lucky me. *note the sarcasm*
But, on the upside, today I went ot Hot Topic! It's like, 45 minutes from my house, but last Monday my mom had promised to take me on Friday, and didn't. So we went today. Only thing is... well, a while ago, I'd asked her if we could go to the mall (where Hot Topic is), and she'd kept saying, "No, how can I take you if we're going to that other store?" and I told her, "But that store is in that mall!" but guess what? She IGNORED me! And called someone on the phone when I was trying to explain! Bleh... by then I'd given up hope of ever going, but when she asked me on Monday, "Hey, what ever happened to that store you told me about?"
"You didn'take me there." (I was kinda sleepy and down because of my dad leaving, and she was looking for conversation)
"That's because you were asking me to take you to the mall!"
"Where it is." She didn't believe me, but after I described it and everything I'd said, she promised me (PINKY PROMISED! YOU CAN NEVER BREAK THOSE!), and we didn't go. I got over it easily, but still...
Forget it, I finally got to go! I got a t-shirt (there were some really cool hoodies) and a SASUKE KEYCHAIN!!!!!!!!!! *looks at keychain again with sparkling eyes* it's sooooooo cute! I saw a Fruits Basket calendar, but Mireille made me swear not to get it, because that's my Christmas present from her. Oh, well! The t-shirt I got is black with Sakura on it, but NICKY HAD BETTER NOT TELL TISH! I want to see her surprised look next Civil day!
I have to go now, but everyone have a happy Tuesday! ^_^
sayounara!
PS=Today...SASUKE!SASUKE!SASUKE! (back to my old ways!^-^) Oh, the "problem" I mentioned yesterday...nobody go thinking I'm on something like crack or anything, alright?! I just thoguht about it last night, and I freaked out! No, and it's nothing serious! Just a fight! Okay, bye-bye!
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Monday, November 21, 2005

   This icon means I'm in a sorta subdued mood...
Hi, y'all. How is everybody? My mom and I sorta had an argument...she said something like "You have a problem, Bianca. How long is it gonna take for you to realize that?" I just stood there listening, but at the same time just nodding my head off...
She left me wondering things like, "Is there really something wrong with me?" and "Are my friends really just acting? Like I do sometimes? Do they really not want me around?" It sucked... ajorlymay. I've been speaking pigme latin alot lately. Tish and Amber and I speak that when a CERTAIN SOMEONE WHO WILL REMAIN ANONYMOUS IN CASE SHE ALL OF A SUDDEN DECIDES TO VISIT MY SITE (it not you, nicky!) IS GETTING ON OUR NERVES AND FOLLOW US AROUND! Sorry if it's harsh, I'm kinda upset... She just...doesn't understand! Doesn't she get that I do not like having someone trying to live like me?!
Happy thoughts.... okay, I feel better now. I can't visit many people's sites today (sorry!) but I'll try my best!
sayounara!
PS=today...I'm not in love!^_^ change can be good!
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Sunday, November 20, 2005

   The movie was greeeattt!!!!!!!!!!!
Omigoodness, my heart is still beating from how exciting it was!!!!!!! I cried ^_^U my bro didn't notice though, so I'm fine!!!!! I laughed soooooo much, my cheeks hurt!!!!! And it was so cool, knowing what was oging to happen, yet getting scared anyways! They changed so many things, though.... and it was too short!;-; I didn't want it to end! That was the only thing... the end left me like this: 0_0...it's over?
I almost took the cardboard cutout they have of Daniel Radcliffe... I'm sure they have hundreds in the storage room and they aren't sharing! Of course, there were guards and cameras, so... (lol, just kidding. I'll buy my own poster.)
It felt like Monday today because we didn't have school on friday! That was okay, 'cause it felt like I was missing school without mega homework and lame excuses ^_^!
Let me see... oh! Tish has Simple and Clean!!!!!!!!!!!!! Techno version, Japanese version, and-and- *sob* i want it.... heheh, I'll just beg her the 27 when we go back to school ^_^ I just want to hear it a couple of times! (I'm evil...)
sayounara!
PS=today, I do not adore Sasuke...
but rather, Daniel! I loooove you!!!! ^_^
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

   Okay, today I was stuck wakin' up early and sittin' in the car in a two-hour drive to my mom's friend's house. On a Saturday... With a cold... She's such a pain (the friend) and the way she treats her kids and acts around them is just sad. My mom tries to make it better by taking the kids for the weekend and all, but you can see that their mother is starting to rub off on them... the boy acts like a brat at times, and the girl (6!) is always in these tiny skirts and high heels. I don't know if that's normal (she's the only little girl I see besides the ones at my bro's school, and they're al in uniform when I see them), but it just seems weird to me....
Oh, and Nicky! I'm changing the test to dark blue. You said you hated orange, so...
I don't have much to say, except...
ON WITH THE VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FALL BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sayounara!
PS= I want to see Sasuke tonight on Toonami... but I can't, 'cause if I do, I'll sleep until noon again, and I'll be too late to see Harry Potter in theatres! Any fans out there?

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Friday, November 18, 2005

   Hello y'all! Today is going pretty good! For once I don't have much to say ^_^U! Lol today I was supposed to go to Borders, but my Mom's ex (my youngest bro's dad) wouldn't have watched him while we were out, and it would have sucked for him to tag along with his cranky attitude and all... I've erased a couple of stick figures in my sketch book, so now I won't have to spend any money to get a new one for now. I have about five pages...that should last for a while! I'll stop boring you all now...
Oh, I'll miss you, Ra-chan!!!!!come back soon!!!!
sayounara,
BB
PS=Sasuke!!!!! Come to life! He's soo cool!!!!!
Oh, and I didn't write the questions from my previous post; I got them from a friend.
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Thursday, November 17, 2005

Please answer! I did, and it was fun!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. Would you want to meet me?
4. Do you want some ice cream or cookies?
5. Would you kiss me if I let you {odds are I wouldn’t!!!}
6. Explain why you picked your username.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. If I were to move next door to you. What would the first thing you would do?
13. When did you last read my post
14. What are you thinking of now?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. What is the first thing you would do if I were to stand in front of you?
18. What would you do if a cute or pretty boy or girl would to say hi to you?
19. What would you do and say if I was feeling down now?
20. Should I change my color scheme?

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Major deja vu...
Okay, my internet was busted...again. My secret friend di'dn't send me anything... again. And I've gotten sick... again. Deja vu,eh? Sure seems like it. Today was okay. I made a note on my computer for my secret friend, and gave him a couple of chocolates (He reeeally liked those ^-^), but my secret friend's forgotten about me for the second week, and it really was a put-down, because the only reason I didn't give last week was because I was absent. Amber (Mast-chan) got NERDS and a note, and Tish-san got a picture of Yuki (Haru is sooo much better!^_^), and Mireille got a note and chocolate. It sucked, seeing them all enjoying their gifts, and I was the only one not able to enjoy it as well. I mean, I was happy for them, and acted pretty well, 'cause nobody noticed, and I got over it kinda quickly. I think it's a boy, because the boys in my class are pretty much airheads. Carlos and Luis are okay, but even they are airheads most of the time.
I wanted to play basketball soooo badly!!!!!!!!,-_-, But we played dodgeball (I won a couple of times!) and that was very fun. I wore a shirt to Civil day that said, "Stay Single" and my teacher Ms.Gianninni said, "haha! That's what I've been doing for the past twenty years!" I started laughing...
Dare or Die:
I had to hold up a huge branch and shout, "I AM BIANCA! HEAR ME ROAR! ROOOOARRRRR!!!!!!" but 'cause of my throat, it was more like, "HERE ME ROAR! AAAAAAH!!!!!!!"
Harry Potter has arrived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*drools, then quickly stops herself and keeps on writing*
sayounara!
PS=any Harry Potter fans out there? I'm a fanatic!^_^''
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Monday, November 14, 2005

For some reason I've been caught up in love poems... it's not dedicated ot anyone in particular, I just sorta... wrote it. well here it is:
I wish I could change all the moments spent thinking of you.
I wish I wouldn't see yo smiling face everytime I closed my eyes.
I wish you wouldn't see me I was feeling my worst.
Then again... not all wishes are granted.
Every night I cry, and pray that I won't hear you say "I love you"
...to her.
That I'll never have to see her in your warm embrace, with your eyes gazing into hers.
Of course...
Not all prayers are answered the way we'd wish them to.
Just as some battles are fought to be lost,
And some hopes are arisen to simply die away.
For as much as I've tried,
Prayed,
Wished,
And fought,
I can't seem to erase you from the bottom of my heart.
Your smile still brightens my day,
Yet hurts me like a hundred swords when I see it's really for her.
There aren't anymore ways
Left for me to say
Left for me to describe
How much I want to see you every day, yet don't.
For you're the only one my heart will always beat for,
And the only one whose words will make it stop.
You're the one I want to hold,
The one I want to go to when my day's gone cold.
You're the one who's my purpose for holding on in this world,
You're the one I dream of at night,
The one I'll fight for with all my might.
Although it's something you may never understand,
For not all people always can,
The feelings will always be there, As will your name in my life,
Heart,
And soul.
I could never forget,
I will never more regret,
The way I've always and always will feel for you.
There is only a single word that fits,
A single word that works.
I love you,
And no prayer,
Wish,
Fight,
Or any amount of words can ever change that,
Whether we want them to or not.

Okay, I know it sucks... but I worked on it for a while.
Sayounara!
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