Thursday, January 11, 2007

   Hilo...
Hello!! It's me again ^_^!
Conscious= Who else could it be?
Me= 0_0 I thought I'd banished you from here!
Conscious= -_-U You couldn't do that if you tried.
Me= But-But--! But I did try! *brandishes stick* Begone with you, sarcastic one!
Conscious= -_-U You're sarcastic too, y'know.
Me= Yeah, suuuuure! *sarcastic*
Conscious= Did you not see the action presented in asterisks?
Me=*looks back*...... *sigh* I have been defeated by myself. *points to conscious* Everyone, meet my Jiminey Cricket. Jiminy, meet my fellow Otakuites/Seniors/Legend. (Only one legend comes here, lol)
Conscious= So, what has happened today?
Me= *still reaping defeat* TT.TT Trevor drove me crazy on the bus today and Cristina accused him of flirting. We had to create a baby using this chart thing 'cuz we're studying genetics in Biology. I almost made a scene 'cuz everyone was all irritated that our baby was coming out good. Apparently their's weren't. But you stopped me. *groans at self for not banishing Conscious earlier*
Conscious= Not overreacting was one of your resolutions you twit! *bangs twit on head* And what was up with that list...? Well, what about Poetry Club? How was that?
Me= You were there. Everyone was depressed! And Kassim did nothing to help. He only made it worse by instigating a confrontation with Joe. They both looked about to snap, but it seems both of them had bad enough days as it was to start a row. They all kinda wore me out--except for Rueff: he looked tired and was sad, but by the time everyone had worn me of my optimism, he cheered me up. He's really great.
Conscious=Then why're you still upset?
Me=*glares* No reason. Just tired of guys. Not males. When I say that, I mean... hm... how do I say this...? Normally that would mean a boyfriend, but I don't have one, (never have) so for me right now it means guys who WANT to be with me and/or are implying stuff I'm not interested in. Alan's gonna be the death of me -_-U.
Conscious= ....*looks around* WELL THEN!!
Me=Oh, right. I wrote a sonnet for English class. Here it is for you guys. Nobody copy it. It is my rightful property and creation, understood? You will kill me if you steal this sonnet. Okay...? Goood.
The intent was kinda hard to send thru, especially because I wasn't writing this for somebody... It was more something I hope to find reason to someday give to somebody. As in nobody in my life has done anything to receive this poem. Criticize if you wish (I'm open to anything), rate 1-10, comment, I dunno. It's not my best (again...I post one of my more hurriedly written poems) but it's not my worst. I will never show my worst, lol, but this sonnet got itself a loud round of applause, which was something I didn't expect ^_^.

My Dark Angel

You pierced my heart when you shot through my sky
And this love poured out as if it were blood.
Though you loved me back, you refused to try,
Ran without knowing that the deed was done.
You said to forget you: I would live on
Even fate said it wasn’t meant to work
But fate was wrong ‘cuz you’re back in my arms:
Your leaving would end with us more than hurt.
Even though the road may be dark and cold,
I know you’ll be there, holding on with me.
I’ll feel the warmth from your hand that I hold,
Your hand that reminds me to just believe.
For this, I’ll be there when you blink your eyes,
Make the bad alright, like you did for I.

~Bianca

ja ne!
~Kyra
PS=How are y'all? I read in the newspaper (don't ask why I was doing that -.-U) that it is currently break-up season. I have also found tha tit is depression season. It has been scientifically proven.
So, once again... how are you ^_^?
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

   I shall happily strangle soitsu if he raids my inbox again... HAPPILY ^.^ (can't you see the happy face?)
Today was really good. I lost my hat thanks to Trevor (a guy that sits at our table at lunch and rides my bus). He tried to steal it on the bus, so I took it off, and now I can't find it! I shall reap my revenge on him... *summons dark aura* *laughs evilly* *blinks* Oh, right. I forgot...

One of my New Years Resolutions was to stop being so violent. Well, I'm not thaaat violent...>.>... Shut up, Wilfred! I know you're thinking "Yeah, riiiiight!" but I will--I'll--- ARG!!!

Hmm, lemme see... we got an A on a group project we had to do for English on Shakespear's sonnets! Pretty good, considering we never practiced. I saved the presentation with amazing improv, so I'm proud... not to mention I got applause for the sonnet I had to write for it XD!! That was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But one thing made me sad. Very sad. There's a guy named Carlos in my first, fourth and fifth periods. His name's Carlos; we used to be in the same class in third grade, if not longer. Our fifth period teacher saw his phone and confiscated it... thing is, our school's policy is that when a teacher sees your phone, they take it to the front office and your parents have to pick it up at the front office. Well, like some of us, both of his parents work, and they're going on a trip tomorrow. Thus, they wouldn't be able to pick it up. He looked so... desperate. It broke my heart.
Whenever someone cries in class, it seems that every1 tries to support them, saying stuff like, "How dare she!" and all that stuff or ignoring them; but when we got into the hallway and I finished at my locker, I got up and saw him walking with his hand over his face to hide the tears.
It tore me up inside--to see my hilarious, cheerful friend crying like that. Ignoring only made things worse. I walked up to him and squeezed his arm lightly, smiling softly. When he saw it was me we had to keep walking, but he held onto my arm for a moment and looked so sad...
It was over a phone, sure, but you could just tell there was somethinng else--I can't get that last look on his face out of my head. I just can't--!

I dunno... I guess it's 'cuz I really care about him. He watches out for me sometimes and really cheers me up when I'm down. He's great.

Long post ^_^U Oops...
ja ne!
~Kyra
PS=Visit my good friend Wilfred's site, plz! He's new-ish :) soitsu. Sorry if you didn't want me to say that!!
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

   I can see!
I can see! *cheers* I have my contacts now, and it's still kinda strange for me to be using them again, but I'm getting used to it ^_^.

I don't have much to talk about right now... hm...

What kind of music do you guys listen to?
I like all kinds of music (from classical to reggae to jaz to hard rock...), but lately I find myself listening to more Spanish and Japanese music than I normally do. I mean, I LOVE Japanese rock and techno, but I hadn't listened to either genre for a while 'cuz it brought back memories I didn't want to think about. But I don't feel so sad anymore when I hear those songs, so lately I've been singing and listening to them more. "Angelito" by Don Omar is one of my favorite songs... it's funny. Jomar, when he heard a reggaeton song playing nearby, groaned and looked at me for an exlanation. "Why does all Spanish music have that beat?" he demanded. I started laughing-- I couldn't help but find his expression funny. He was clueless, but I couldn't blame him; he isn't the kind of person to try and understand cultures and genres outside of his own, and he's not Spanish.

I found myself telling him everythig I knew about my culture's music and the modern genres that have evolved from them like a curator would explain the Mona Lisa's history, and it surprise me just how much I love music. I've constantly tried to put the passion I feel for it into words, but I haven't been able to-- how can I explain that music is as much the rhythm of my life as is my heartbeat?

Wow, gonna go. Gonna work on Quizilla (my few readers are on the point of slaughtering me TT.TT) and try to start another chapter before I'm murdered.

Much love! *waves* *disappears into shadow*
~Kyra
PS= Is my avatar the one with the white background or is it the purple and black one? My dial-up doesn't let me see which it is or my bg. PLZ tell me if the bg is still there and if my avi's purple or white TT.TT
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Friday, January 5, 2007

   My fav. emicon will cheer me up ^_^
Hilo!!
First lemme say y'all made good points yesterday. Ppl just act like that, lol. Thx. Y'all are great ^_^.

All's getting better; life's only as good as you see it, so I'm trying to see it better. It's working; I feel better! (and maybe a good grade on my Algebra and Biology mid-terms helped ^_^)
And I got my eye exam! I shall not crash into walls! *cheers* My right eye got worse, lol, so now both my eyes are just as bad as each other, haha.

But so long as I don't forget my morals and where I stand, things will be okay... somehow. Sure, it'll hurt, but everything's told me one thing about how life is (even Kingdom Hearts told me this -.-U lol...): It's hard, and sometimes you won't be able to tell the difference between having your eyes closed and it simply being dark, but so long as you keep your eyes open, you'll eventually see a light, and with yor eyes closed, what'll you ever see?

I'm gonna visit you guys now. Much love!
ja ne!
~Kyra
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Thursday, January 4, 2007

   I'm goin' to sleep early today...
Well, today wasn't such a good day.
In reality... it kinda sucked.
And nothing big happened to make it suck.
I just... felt so depressed.
...*sigh*... I'm tired of pretending to be happy all the time. There are few ppl I let know how I'm really feeling, and none of them are around anymore. Either that, or they've changed so much...
I heard so many things today... I'm associated with many kinds of ppl from many different "social classes" *rolls eyes*, and I thought that there would never be a problem with it. But now out of the blue, it's as if each side despises the other! And you know what's the funniest thing?
Everything they believe about the other side is based on rumors or stuff other ppl tell them.
I don't believe it's right to entirely establish an opinion on somebody without giving them a chance first-hand, but I guess other ppl think differently.
What's up with ppl? I don't get it!!!
Maybe that's why I've remained single and have earned myself the reputation of "loner emo chick", lol. Still irritated by that title... but is it really so wrong to think, "Better alone than inn bad company"?
Judgment's not to be taken lightly, and nobody seems to get it... (I'm not referring to anybody here, 'kay?)... Doesn't mean I'm going to, tho. Fight!

Blue post, sorry, I'm just not in a good mood right now--upset with Poetry Club & Joe. It took me a while to see it, but the Club's ending up just like the anime club is: everyone irritated with the other and cursing the other out when their back's turned, but not getting the guts to do anything about it or work it out in their faces.
I'm worried I'll end up as the referree in this...
*snaps back to attention* Sorry, gonna go now. Sleepy.

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

   I nearly passed out third period...
Hello. How are you guys? Is all well so far in 2007? I hope so.

Well, I started school today. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but it wasn't necessarily... good... more like empty. Nothing good, nothing bad. Well, I saw a friend of mine, but with my bad eyesight I couldn't tell it was him until he came running at me. Didn't even see his face until he was about to hug me, lol.

Besides my 20-20 vision problem, I guess things are good. I've gotten farther in New Moon, and I'm starting to get over the way Edward's acting, but I still feel bad for Bella... I can understand how she feels, and it's no party. (Sorry if I'm confusing anybody ^_^U)

Funny what a friend of mine said at school today... I told her I was currently hooked on a book, but (quote) "With my eyes, it [being hooked] could turn out to be somewhat problematic." She smiled and said she loved the way I talked, that it was very articulate. I tried to define the word, but I got a vague idea and smiled.

Poetry Club tomorrow... I'm still dreading to find out if Joe lost his presidency during the sweep or not. I hope not. I was talking to that same friend about it (Annie) and she said it would be a good thing for me 'cuz I'd be promoted to v.pres. Thing is, the current v-pres. would be promoted to pres., and I doubt she'll keep it if she gets it. Her decision was slightly nonchalant, but when she filled in for him once, I could've sworn she was gonna tear her hair out of her head... lol... that's so sad. I'd be fine as v-pres. if that happened (Strange how the members of Poetry Club have been reporting to me lately... I guess htat's what happens when you keep tabs on the stuff and pay attention to the members. I love my job ^_^), but I really prefer Joe as president... I dunno why.

Well, gonna go now. Not feeling too good. I really think I'm catching something, and vision's been affecting EVERYTHING -.-U

ja ne!
~Kyra

PS= What are your New Year resolutions? Mine basically have to do with my emotions and individuality, not to mention dealing with this heartbreak that doesn't seem to fade, but... besides that, I want to work harder. Push myself. That's what I'm always doing; tires me out, and Jomar keeps going on and calling me "emo-girl". That one kinda stuck, but I'm not idntifying myself as anything. I refuse! Lol...
Take care.
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Your Inner Power(anime pictures, detailed results)

You have the ability to control the wind
With this ability you are one who may create the tornados that plague the mid-west in America. You have changing styles, much like those of transforming abilities, but the part that makes you so unique is the fact that you have been given the ability to fly. Yes, we know that everyone can fly in an airplane, but you are the type who has those dreams that you can fly. Im not saying to go jump off a building to try, but that power is within you. Like those of water, you are creative and skilled when it comes to being among others. However swift your movements, you are prone to moments of clumsiness and that simply makes you laugh. If you concentrate enough air-wielder, you may just be able to feel the wind surround you and take you to where you have always wanted to be.
Animal: Hummingbird
Song: Bohemian Rhapsody Queen
Quote: My spirit can not be chained to this hell named Earth.
Symbol: Wings
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2007!!! WOOT!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR ^O^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pardon my absense, but I have been bbusy with my mom and have currently started the sequel to Twilight, a book called New Moon. This book's more dramatic than the first, and though I'm thoroughly enjoying it, I find myself frustrated with the male lead (he leaves within the first chapters). He says he's leaving and that it's for her own good, but... I dunno. I can understand that it's necessary to be worried 'cuz he's a vampire and she's a human, but it's really not doing anyone any good with the two of them apart...

Either way, I'm somewhat addicted to those two books, and am frustrated 'cuz of my eyesight.... It's either gotten worse or gotten better 'cuz the prescription on my glasses was what was giving me all those headaches. The contacts worked fine, but I ran out, and it seems like it changed over time. I only recently figured it out.

Thus, I am goinng to the optometrist to get another eye exam, and hopefully they'll have the right contacts in stock.... *looks up hopefully* Everything kinda passes in a foggy blur, thus my already-sensitive hearing goes more acute, and everything's loud, and I can't concentrate. *shakes head* This is like last year, only this timeI'm not worried my head's busted, and this time it hurts more... lol. This is confusing...

Well, I start school tomorrow, and thus my New Year's resolution actually begins... I swore to not let myself forget who I am, to sstay strong and gain better control of my emotions. They're dangerous; I do... "abnormal" things when they're out of control (it has to do with auras and hearts, but I'm not gonna get into that in this post. If you want to know, you can pm me. I just don't wanna bore anyone here, lol....).

I've had to take a break from writing 'cuz of my eyesight, but not writing tends to be a strange thing for me; I'm always writing. Poetry Club is the day after tomorrow, and I'm awaiting important news from Joe then. That has me anxious, but I'm gonna refrain from calling him (another New Years resolution -.-U Even if it's just as friends, I wonder if it'll be easier to get past him if I don't look for him... it just hurts so much sometimes and I'm tired of hurting.)

So I'm gonna go. Hope y'all are good, and hope to be back soon ^_^!

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Monday, December 25, 2006

   Merry Christmas Otaku!
Hello!!! I am sleepy for I stayed up late last night trying to get my iPod to work--my dad gave me an IPOD! I'm so happy!!!

If only it would work... iTunes is supposed to start up, but it doesn't. Instead I see a whole bunch of folders! I checked out da apple help site and all, and nada... It'd help if maybe iTunes were already installed, but I'm gonna ask my uncle for help first chance I get ^_^.

My mom started crying when she saw the picture I drew for her; she's a midwife, so I drew a pregnant woman and made a mini-portfolio to show her how the picture progressed until the final product, which was a card. She loved it so I was happy ^__^. (she also loved the CD's I gave her I might add, lols)

Mom and Dad were fighting yesterday. The were in the kitchen so I went to my room, put on music and started to write.
The fight ended "peacefully", as in they didn't break anything and the day went on smoothly.

Oh, oh! My fanart was loaded ^_^!! Lemme see if this thumb-nail thing works, so if you wanna see it, click there...


Erin Character Design
Hosted By theOtaku.com.

Please comment and vote if you want! I really appreciate it! (BTW... she's a Firenebder in disguise; I kinda forgot to mention that and caused a bit of confusion, lol)

Hope y'all have a great Christmas!

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Sunday, December 24, 2006

It's Christmas Eve... ^__^
Hilo! Well, not much going on here. I feel like I'm gonna pass out from drowsiness, but besides that, all's pretty good. I just submitted a fanart two minutes ago; currently waiting 48 hours like it said, lol.

And look: I got Christmas cards! Woot!!

http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c337/Harupia/AMerryChristmas.jpg

http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/7/5/110423/bleach%20xmas.JPG

Thanks Harupia and Midnight shadow ^_^!

BTW, check out my poem in my last post, okay? Plz? I wanna know what you guys think! It's not my best, but it's one of the few I have typed up...

ja ne!
~Kyra

PS= I'm adding this a cpl minutes after I typed up what's above...
Who am I kidding? Sometimes I feel like such a fool for even trying. It's like... you love somebody. You decide watching from a distance is only gonna kill you, so you try to create a friendship. You know nothing can and nothing will happen, but you still want to at least talk... and then you end up just making a fool of yourself. Not the whole "fall flat on your face" kind of thing, but when you think back at night, you remember their expression and it just... pierces you inside.
It's like... I don't try to be something I'm not. I'm many things, but I'm not a liar, and I'm not one to place a guy over friends, but nowadays... it's as if my friends don't care anymore. My best friend doesn't even talk to me, and it's a selfish reason as to why she doesn't, and now, it feel like he's the only one I can talk to. He listnes and cares, but every time I unnecessarily speak to him, it's a risk of everything going to the pits and me losing him forever.
I dunno... I'm rambling again.
Merry Christmas.
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