Saturday, December 23, 2006

   It's almost Christmas Eve... ^___^
Happy Holidays Otaku! I don't know if any of y'alls celebrate something other than Christmas, but whatever holidays you have going on this season, I hope it all goes good!

I haven't heard much from my dad, but I feel kinda better about all that happened. I mean, I still can't trust him to hold back and I don't want to forget what he did, but I'm the kind of person that forgives with time.

Well, besides that, I've been drawing and writing a good bunch... I promised y'all a poem AGES ago, so here's one, okay? NO STEALING!!!

Memories Untitled

Photographs are spread all across the floor,
Smiling faces and ridiculous poses looking up at me like an audience of expectant children.
I smile back as I take them one by one and paste them on paper,
Reliving the birth of each memory and recalling what happened after.
But seconds later, tears roll down my cheeks as I see there’s actually no sun
As I feel the warmth of my true home moving along.
My hands start to shake as I hear the world has go dumb
That the music started at home won’t play anymore.
I feel my voice leave as the cage bird flies free,
Taking with him the song we used to sing.
And even now that it’s all long gone
And happiness hardly has a constant home
I know there was always bad,
But anywhere you go, you’ll always find crap,
So now I stand and vow to remember the sad
But make the laughter last
So that one day, wherever I may be,
I can look back at where I’ve been and happily say
“Those times weren’t always the best
But I wouldn’t have them any other way.”
~Kyra

Plz rate 1--10!! I won't be insulted but please give your opinion ^.^!
Hope y'all are doing good and once again, have a Happy Holiday!!
ja ne!
~Kyra
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Dial-up fried my modem.
Hey-lo... Sorry I haven't been around. As stated in the title, my modem's fried, and rite now I'm on my dad's laptop.

The light from this thing makes my head hurt... *shakes head* EVERYTHING has been making my head hurt lately! My mom said today, "But you said you had the same headache yesterday!". I think she thinks I'm exagerrating, but it's like... EVERYTHING seems so loud to me, and whenever I get near electronic devices my head starts pounding 0_0! Sheesh... I thought before maybeit was just school, but now I'm away from school, and still...

Something's wrong with me and I don't know what it is. I'm worried and 'cuz I'm having trouble with my dad thing's haven't been so happy-go-lucky. And this constant headache doesn't make it any better. No matter what I take it's always there. No matter how I'm feeling it's always there. I'm sick yet happy. I'm sick and upset. Either way, I always feel sick, and I don't think my parents will be able to take me to a doctor.

*sigh* I'm venting again. I'm sorry. Really. I have to go now and I might not be on for a while, but I hope y'all are doing good.

Happy Holidays!

~Kyra
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

   5--6 hours of sleep= sleepiness --.--U
Hello Otaku! How's are y'all? Good? Hope so.

Well, pardon my absense, but dial-up fried my modem. Again.
Not much is going on. Well, actually, ALOT has been going on lately, but if I start talking about all that stuff, I'll never get finished.
Well, lemme see... unless Joe's raised his GPA, he'll lose his position as President of Poetry Club, making Schannel President and me Vice-President (Secretary also = vice-vice-president). I REALLY hope he raised his GPA 'cuz I like him being our President and I'm happy as Secretary TT.TT. If he does lose his position, tho, I will accept the position... ^_^U. That'd be kinnda strange... a freshman as vice-presdient! Wow!
But since nothing's for certain, I'm not gonna get ahead of myself and just stay calm.

And I know I said I'd put up my poem, but I don't have it with me right now, so I'm sorry TT.TT!!!

In case I don't come back soon, I hope y'all are doing okay. Really.

ja ne!
~Kyra

PS= ain't it cuute :3?


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Saturday, December 2, 2006

   Zzzz...
Hello Otaku! Lol, how are you? Good? Bad? Unsure? I hope you're good.

Me? I have to wonder if Shigure's (Fruits Basket) sleeping pattern has anything on how I've been sleeping... I guess that's what you do when you're sick, haha.

Well, nothing much's going on. I have to miss school on Tuesday 'cuz my mom has two job interviews and I'll have to watch the baby,which means I'll miss anime club, but that's okay; I'll see everyone on Thursday after Poetry Club or something.

Turns out the temp.'s gonna go down by Monday; our high was 85 degrees Thursday (almost the record high for Nov.30!) and supposedly it's gonna go down to 70 degrees if not lower. My mom said she was looking for a scarf to get me at Old Navy, but that they didn't have any scarves I would like. Here's the conversation:

Mom: And when I got in the HUGE line, I saw one I thought you might like, but it was too late.
Me: Hmm.... What'd they look like? *curious cuz it sounded as if the other scarves were evil*
Mom: They were...okay... but none of them were black, and it seemed like you wanted a black scarf.
Me:... *starts laughing* I don't only wear black! *continues laughing*
Mom: I know that, but still... you seem to really like black.
Me: *has been lost in her own laughing fit*

She was gonna surprise me, but she told me anyways cuz they didn't get the scarf, lol. I was laughing so much 'cuz I didn't realize she was so worried about that. She's been trying to make sure I wear colors other than black to school (I don't mind any color except for pink. Just pink at times.), so when she told me that, I just found it so hilarious for some reason, lol...

Have a good weekend!
ja ne!
~Kyra
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

   Today got better as school got dismissed. I'm gonna be honest; nothing good happened to me until the last bell rang except for me being able to do all my schoolwork without getting upset over it and a laugh in fourth period. I was brought down instantly by something that happened on my way to my first period, and I started work on a poem I had in my head.

I try not to write dark poems with gruesome metaphors. They reflect how I feel in a way that ppl receive it as a misconception, and they don't flow as easily for me; sure, you want a poem that expresses pain, I'll give you one.
But I believe that everything in life has a balance, so when I write a poem entirely of darkness, it seems only half-written.
But I started a somewhat "dar" poem, and finished another one that I wrote because something triggered some memories from my past. If any1 wants to read it, tell me, and I'll post it.

Well, lemme see... I spoke to my mom about what happened, she rationalized with me, and I guess I felt better aobut it, but still... I hate breaking hearts, and things like that only make it worse...

MOVING ON!! *hates tipping the balance* Hmm... there's a slight dilemna with poetry club at the moment cuz our sponsor, Ms.S, isn't gonna be at school tomorrow. She said we'd cancel the meeting, but when I told some members (duty of the secretary and only one with every1's numbers ^_^U) they said, "Hey, let's just do it outside!" We always continue in the courtyard after we get kicked out of the classroom (lol), so only half the meeting goes on inside when you think about it.
But I talked to Joe about it (president--he had no idea about Ms.S) he told me, "You should just go to anime club; it might get kinda awkward..." I said it might be kinda fun, but oh well, haha. I try to state the optimistic side (even though I'm something of a pesimist) and he has a tendency to state the bad sidde, so it kinda balances out-- Holy c**p I just punned myself 0.0!!!

I'm leaving before I do that again...!

ja ne!
~Kyra
PS=How's everyone?
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Sleepy at eight o'clock... =_= What's wrong with me?!
*drags herself to the computer*
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=_= Word of advice:
DO NOT SEARCH ON GOOGLE UNLESS YOU KNOW WHERE THE SITE IS.
I just spent a good while searching for Freestyle TV, a show the students in TV Production make every day. I was searching for it to see if it had any connection to the scroller because the scroller showed an ad while I was in Anime Club. The ad was about a Poetry Contest where the prize is $$$ towards a scholarship and the deadline's Thursday; I wanted to get it in tomorrow, but I think I'm gonna end up skipping lunch to find out where I can submit it...

Besides that, nothing major's going on. Lately I've been seeing tensions among some of my friends that I had before, got over to keep from being in a bad mood all the time, and now they're annoyed about. *sighs* *shrugs* Oh, well. I'll leave them to be annoyed by each other, lol.

I wrote the poem I'm gonna submit a little while ago today, and I might post it. You guys wanna read it?

Well, I'm gonna log out. I'm sleepy, and trying to keep my mind off the fact that a guy problem that happened on Wednesday the moment break started (I turned someone down cuz I don't like him and really can't/don't want to date him. That's the story put really short.) has spread through some ppl I know. It reached me from somebody who heard it from somebody, and the guy who told me seems like a gossiper. Greeeat *sarcastic*! How it got around, I don't know, but I'm worried; if ppl find out about this guy (Robert) and the thing with Patrick, I'm only gonna get more guy trouble, not to mention I'll be "the girl that turned down two guys in two weeks" or something. --.--U Breathe... It doesn't matter what ppl think! I feel better now. I'm gonna go read something!

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

   Sunday...
Hilo! I found my Yu-Gi-oh! soundtrack just a cpl mminutes ago, and right now I'm listening to it. I didn't actually buy the CD; more like my li'l bro's friend threw it over the balcony, my li'l bro caught it, and I burned it before it got more busted ^__^. I didn't think it'd be a good CD, but there were two songs in the bonus features of the movie I was crazy about, so I gave it a chance. Strangely enough, it's a very good CD!

Well, I got a SUDOKU program from Reader's Digest yesterday! My li'l bro had been selling stuff for them from his school a while ago, and my mom bought it for me, and yesterday I got it! It's really good, but I've gotten rusty with SUDOKU, so I haven't won a game yet ^_^U Hey, I've only played about three games!

Well, I'm currently on a burning project for my mom, so I gotta log out! Last day of vacation, and I feel great! Wow! I'm just fine with the amount of time I got off, which is kind of a first. I always seem to want it to last, lol ^_^U Then again, who doesn't?

Well... How are you?

~Kyra
BTW, I saw this quiz on Zeit's site... HAD to take it...

Greed:	Very Low
Gluttony:	Low
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Low

Discover Your Sins - Click Here
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Saturday, November 25, 2006

Saturday...!
Hey everybody! Howzit going for y'all? Y'all okay? Or not...?

I'm good; yesterday I could've sworn I'd go crazy with boredom! I'm telling you, I couldn't sit still! I couldn't write, I've been having trouble drawing, and my cuz and bro were hogging the TVs (which had nothing good playing, I might add -.-U) That's the only bad thing about vacation. But, I MUST admit, this vacation has been long overdue, haha.

Today I started drawing another design for my Kingdom Hearts character! I've drawn a good cpl of designs already, but I wanted to draw another, so I did, and I'm just missing the left leg, and I have to make another drawing of that same design, only bigger and with more detail. She's the first person I've drawn in a while that I'm actually pleased wiht, so it's gonna take a while, but it's worht it. Lotsa work? Maybe, yeah, but it'll keep my mind off things ^_^.

BTW, I went searching on Quizilla for some fanfics to read. Last time I searched "Dark Mousy" (cpl weeks ago), I got 276 results in quizzes and 716 results under stories.
Now, I keep running into these fanfics about Draco Malfoy and/or HArry Potter in the highest rated list, most popular list, etc., so I got curious and looked up "Draco Malfoy".
6,978 results under quizzes. (mind you, most of these are from ppl who don't bother to classify their works as stories)
58,610 under stories.
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In the grand majority of these that I read thanks to my curiosity (*punches curiosity across the planet*), the characters were pure-blooded snots that Malfoy sexually harrassed within the first five minutes of the story. Either that, or they were innocent girls stuck in whichever house that were best friends with Harry... and were harrassed by Malfoy within the first five minutes. -_-U This is not an exaggeration, BELIEVE me, lol. Sure, I've read one or two somewhat interesting Malfoy fanfics, but not enough to rule out the other cpl ten THOUSAND.

You have no idea how wide my eyes went when I saw that number. Malfoy has over fifty times the stories as Dark! That's just... WRONG!! Dark's awesome! And he can be awesome without two goons trailing after him all the time! (Apologies to any MAlfoy fans out there, because I have found that there are MANY -_-U)

Well, that was random. And long, lol. How are you guys?!

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Friday, November 24, 2006

Hello! I ate lotsa food yesterday and sent text messages to every1 whose cell phone numbers I had and knew would receive txts. It was fun!

Well, not much has happened. I had another occurence just like what happened with J-kun's friend, Patrick; strangest thing was, I met both of them the same exact day, and didn't hear anything fron either until they... well...asked me out. I told Tish about it 'cuz I called her to wish her a Happy Thanksgiving, and she was all excited, making up little ideas that the guy I like likes me back... I really don't know.

Not to mention A-chan told the guy I loved in PR that I'd fallen for him and now he's in some kind of shock, asking Tish is she had any idea 'cuz he didn't... *sigh* CONFUSION! Lol. I thought break would be relaxing, but all this stuff happened from the moment I got home Wednesday afternoon.

I think I've confused y'all; Sorry ^_^U!

Take care everyone; I didn't mean to get any1 mad or anything by my last post, ok?

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Okay, this is kinda weird!
How does my backroom say that every day I get five visits when I only get one, and never show when I do....? Do you guys just not comment...? Then what's the use in coming and reading if you're not gonna comment...? I dunno, that's you guys, but MUCHO THX to Artichoke, who has visited me all these days ^__^!

Well, I got my progress report, and I just know mom's gonna yank me out of Poetry Club... She hasn't said anything, but those are really old grades (I impressively brought them up!!), and she's been looking for any excuse to pull me out... *sighs* *shrugs* That's what I get for breaking chail letters, haha; I got a cpl last night, and... -.-U As if I don't have internal problems with love and everything else as it is....

Well, I'm gonna log out. Maybe my posts are too long...?

Have a Great Thanksgiving, everyone!!! Mucho amor to all of yous, and thx for being my friends ^_^!

ja ne!
~Kyra
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