Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Anime club was okay... Kinda boring, but I had fun once we got out ^__^! I hung out iwth my friends and the same crowd of us that doesn't necessarily know each other but hang out anyways.

But there was this one guy, Gra-kun. I'm not sure if he has an obsession with being vampire-like, but even if he doesn't, he's sure good at it! He kept sneaking up onppl and then breathing, and some ppl would freak out so baaad! He'd come up behind me and tickle/poke me, meanwhile acting vampire-ish (o.0?!), so that was weird, yet funny. Two times (I don't know how he does this), he tickled me until I fell onto the grass, and then he pinned me down-- first time, he held my hands together and held them to my forehead while Yarely messed with my feet (she's great), and the other time was awkward. I'm not really sure I should explain it... I somewhat dislike the word "straddled", but that kinda applied. IT was weird, but he didn't do it again.

He acts strange (as if I can talk), but I think the biggest thing are his eyes. They're pale blue, and the way he comes at ppl out of nowhere, you can't tell what he's thinking or what he'll do next.

Well, that's it; sorry 'bout the boring post. That and what I posted about two minutes ago are the most "exciting" *rolls eyes* things going on right now, so I'll leave now.

ja ne!
~Kyra
PS=I dunno what it is lately, but I've been called emo several consecutive times. ONLY the times I've worn black. And lemme, tell ya, it's freezing here in the FL!!! *shivers*
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...If y'all had the option to go to a private school and/or graduate from high school faster than everyone else, would you do it? If you knew you'd disappoint your family if you didn't, would you do it? If you could go to college earlier and start your profession sooner, would you do it?

'Cuz I can... And I'm not sure if I really want to.

~Kyra
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Sunday, November 19, 2006

Sunday
So, how's it going for y'all? Good weekend? As I post this I've just finished sending a project to my dad's e-mail so I can go to his house, get the key to his business, GO to the business, and print the darn project. All this 'cuz I can't install a lousy printer, lol.

I stayed after school with Joe, Lior, and Victoria to work on the Thanks-A-Gram thing, and they're staying on Monday (I can't ^_^U) to finish up on it. It was so fun!! Victoria was hilarious, and I felt like such an idiot, laughing at the word "cornicopia"...
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That's a reeeally long story, lol, one you DO NOT want to hear!

And Patrick called Joe while we were waiting for Ms.S to come and open the classroom (after school). He told Joe to ask if there was any "awkward" after that phone call the other night, and Victoria wanted to know what he meant. I was trying not to laugh as her expresion slowly became more and more horrified as he exxplained, but it was too hard! When Joe finished telling her (with the words, "And, well, he took the phone and started hitting on her"), she came over to me and gave me a huge hug; "You poor thing! OMG! I'm sooo sorry! Don't worry, Joe's not gonna do that again!" she started screaming. At this, point, Joe and I couldn't stop laughing; her reaction was hilarious! She turned on his and started scolding him and made him apologize+swear not to do it again.

I must admit, that's still remains in my mind as one of the most awkward/confusing phone call I've had in ages (I explained it a cpl posts down I think), but I can't tell whether he did that 'cuz he likes me or cuz he sees "a hot freshmen" to play around with. (quotes cuz I've been called that, not cuz I think it per se). Whatever the case, I just hope that when I call Joe to find out about theMonday meeting, it isn't as strange.

gotta run
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

Crazy stuff happened in just two minutes all at once...!
I'm not sure why, but I feel disoriented and kinda dazed. It might be cuz of the two things that have just completely caught me off guard.

Firstly, I've been worried cuz J-kun told me on Tuesday that his best friend (Patrick) likes me, a lot, as he says. Today I call J-kun to make sure I didn't miss anything after the meeting, and next thing I know, I'm thrown into one of the most confusing phonecalls of my fourteen-year-old life. I figured I was on speakerphone when Patrick and J-kun both sounded just as loud and when Patrick asked "Who the f**k is this?"
"This is Bianca."
"...Oh, sh**!"
It was darn hilarious... N-E-Ways, it was confusing and I was half-asleep cuz I'd only woken up no more than a minute earlier, but out of nowhere he says "You know, you're really hot." I snapped down to earth.
"Um...Thx. ...I think...?"
He was laughing and I was disoriented out of sleepiness. Piece of advice to you guys: DO NOT make phone calls right when you've woken up from a nap. Actually wake up first, okay? Don't do what I did, lol.
He said a cpl more things, but eventually he asked me out. I told him I'd think about it, that I was on the brink of passing out. I really had NO CLUE WHATSOEVER how to react! I mean, I like guys, but I've never had a boyfriend, and I REALLY don't know how to react in those situations. I mean, this was only the second time I'd seen him!

I hung up after about another minute or so of mass confusion, cursing, and laughing from the other end, and told J-kun I'd see him after school tomorrow to finish up the Thanks-A-Grams tomorrow.

Well, longish post. I'm gonna log out now...
ja ne!
~Kyra
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Strange, but good day ^_^
My "rep", race, and looks have been playing a huge part in my days at school lately, and I must admit, it's freaking me out, lol. My "rep" either keeps ppl away or draws them in closer in interest as to how a girl can be so many things at once. Different ppl I know spread clashing rumors like wildfire, and my looks only make them think, "Great! She's hot too!" -.-U...

And J-kun told me that Anarchy likes me... a lot, apparently. Patrick (Anarchy) is a great guy, but I only met him once, for about less than two hours. It's just kinda weird to hear from the guy I like that his best friend likes me... which means they were talking about me, for a while from how it sounded. I dunno... Lotsa stuff's happened this week, and my duties as secretary of the Poetr Club cheer me up A LOT, but it's kinda overwhelming to have so many ppl and so many things happening around me...! My friends are really great, even tho I don't know all of them so well, but I know they're good ppl.

I have to go now--Mom's logging on.

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Monday, November 13, 2006

   500 HITS STARTING NOW!!!!!!!!!!
Well, today started out good, went to the racial/idiotic pits, and now I feel better! Yep, some stupid a## racism got this girl to all of a sudden get all mad at me, grab my back and shove/throw me out of her way. Only reason I didn't turn around and slap her was cuz I was too busy making sure I didn't kiss tile in the middle of the hall with all the cargo I was holding.

But, right now I'm trying to get past all that! Even Shotta, an idiot in my last class (ALGEBRA!!!!!!), managed to get me to flip him off... Gr... I hate doing stuff like that, especially towards ppl like him, cuz they're not worth it, but I wasn't exactly in the best mood after being thrown and called a b##ch.

Well, I'm working on a poem right now; it's kinda long, but I think it's pretty good!

And now, I gotta go... I'm gonna finish transferring it now, so...

ja ne!
~Kyra
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Sunday, November 12, 2006

Sunday... I get this song called "Feels Like Sunday" stuck in my head ALL week, and I'm always freed of it on Sundays. Y'all have any idea how annoying that is?! Lol, just kidding. It's actually kinda funny.

Tomorrow Poetry Club starts a fundraising thing called a Thanks-A-Gram (I spelled it like Thanks-O-Gram on the sign ^_^U I could've sworn that was how you spelled it... but it was late, and I had no help, so I just said, "Screw grammar!" and wrote it like that. ^_^ Smile and wave, girl, smile and wave... (I love those penguins from Madagascar)

Well, I've got stuff to do. Hope y'all have a good week, and maybe I'll see y'all next Saturday. Depends on how I'm doing and whether I decide to stop coming or not...
Take care!
Ja ne!
~Kyra
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Friday, November 10, 2006

Today I got all confused about the guy I like. He gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek yesterday, and I could've sworn I was unaffected... until I got home and couldn't stop smiling! This is not good 0_0! I have to get over him before I end up in yet ANOTHER heartbreak in a relationship that never started!

And my mom... yeah. I dunno, it's just kinda strange lately to be around her, yet I can understand why she acts this way. Neither she nor my dad approve of him (my dad just saw his pic and went ballistic; I didn't even get a chance to explain annything to him, and he was all like, "That guy has problems! Freak. You're friends with this kid?!"), and I dunno... I just don't see how his clothes have such a huge impact! I mean, sure, they're "gothic looking" as ppl call it, but so what?
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Calm down, girl... I just don't want to stop liking him sometimes, and sometimes I wish I was as oblvious to love as most ppl think I am and just not feel it towards a guy. Do any of you know what I mean?

But I know what I have to do... I have to get over him. It kinda made me feel better, something my mom said... I told her I was sick of every1 thinking I had tons of boyfriends when, everytime I fall in love, they're always commited to another (either together or commited in the hearts). She said, "I know you must be frustrated; both times you took the shot for love, you ended up hurt." Everyone always said "You're just fourteen! You don't have to worry about that stuff!" or "Just wait 'til you get older; then the REAL trouble will start." I appreciate the upport, but the thing is, I can't just tell the pain, "Come back when I'm older and the real trouble starts!"

I've rambled enough! I hope y'all are okay, and I'm gonna visit. The reason I stopped was 'cuz I'd get in trouble visiting and nobody would come back. I mean, come on, nobody came when I visited them daily(Kry and ElvesAteMyRamen don't count), and nobody came when I didn't, so...? What's the difference?

I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have come on in one of my moods... something of a split personality, so I'm sorry.
~Kyra
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Thursday, November 9, 2006

I'm here right now just cuz it's become a habit... I really don't want to be posting and I don't want to see my backroom right now, but I'm here cuz I've become attached. Sometimes I think I should just leave theO, but then things happen and I end up staying.

It's like... when I kept working in the Poetry Club. Most of my instincts tell me that it's fruitless and not worth it cuz we'd just eventually erode away, but I can't help myself from always being proud to be a memmber of the Poetry Club.

And now, I'm the secretary! Woot! I was so happy, but then I told my mom, and she was having a bad day. She was upset. She thinks I'll just stress myself out more, but... it's times like these I think she doesn't understnad. I am proud to say she's my mom, and I've always been able to tell her anything, but I think that's changing. Nowadays, I'm scared to tell her things because she'll think I don't care about her problems. She starts saying, "You complain cuz of this person and cuz you're having little troubles with this guy, but what about me?"

I hate it sometimes... But enough about me. How's anyone doing? I looked at my page today, and absolutely nobody's come by... for over a week... is this normal...?

Oh, well. It was a good day for whomever it may concern, and I hope I hear from someone soon!
~Kyra
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

Guitar, Guitar, Guitar... *hums as if she were tone deaf*
Mom's b-day was today, and she cried when she saw her guitar! I took a whole bunch of pictures and all with my disposable camera, pictures I was saving for Thursday (Pizza in Poetry Club to belatedly celebrate Halloween and Joe's b-day), but I'm really happy ^_^ Mom seemed to have a good b-day, but she's not really talking to me much today... It's alright ^_^ I don't talk much sometimes either.

Well, anime club was today! I had lotsa fun, and yeah, the guy I like was with his girlfriend, but I was strangely unaffected... Could it be I'm finally getting over him?! *waves hands in happiness* I'm so relieved! Then again, my heart still skips whenever I see him, so I'm not COMPLETELY over it... but I kinda knew it was a phase or whatever you may call it. I don't love him, but he reminds me of so many great things, I can't help liking him ^_^U.

Oh, and something out of the ordinary happened today. Whenever I say this, it's almost always supernatural or something some1 did that surprised me. Firstly, there's a guy in anime club one of my good friends is too nervous to talk to. I can't make it any clearer, but I hate labels; however, in this situation they're necessary. He's one of the top five emos in the club, but stands REALLY close to the top (if not the top PERIOD), and so she likes him, but is kinda worried he'll glare at her and walk away. She doesn't say it, but it's kinda obvious; poor thing! Well, I talked to him today. He's not talkative at all, but he's good ^_^

Okay, the weird thing is that a guy my good friend, Shan-kun, used to check out 'cuz apparently the back of his head was hot (*holds up hands and backs away* I'm quoting, people!) was sitting at a table near the line I stood at in lunch. I came out with my tray, he looked up once, then twice, and then didn't look away at all. He looked at me a cpl times in the beginning of the year like something of a freak cuz Shan-kun would always be like, "He's so hot!", he'd turn around, and I'd burst out laughing at her expression. Well, he kept staring throughout lunch, trying to get his friend to see me without me noticing (*rolls eyes* *sighs* Depressing attempt...). It was kinda funny I must admit; I straightened my hair for the heck of it last night and came dressed kinda differently to school today, so that might be it... Lol. Guys... (No offense to any males here)

Well, I'm writing a long post I'm sure nobody will see, so I'm gonna go now... TheO's kinda saddening me lately! I'm not sure why I get so sad here! Maybe I need a break...

Yeah... I won't come for a cpl of days (Maybe I'll be back next week) to anyone whom it may concern.
~Kyra
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