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Saturday, February 24, 2007


I thought I'd be fine.
I thought I'd be fine, but I'm not.

I knew things would go wrong and they did.

I thought I knew what I was doing, but now that I do I just want it to end.

I'm tired.

I'm sad.

I'm hurt.

And I don't know what to do about it except let the emotions go.

I know that if I do, I won't let just those emotions out.

I know that if I do, it'll take forever to feel anything again.

I want to be happy.

I want to laugh.

I want to feel loved.

But for me... love always ends with my heart not coming back.

I miss love.

I miss "unconditional".

I miss dreaming something without flinching as if it were physical.

I know what to do.

But I didn't believe it would hurt like it does.

I'm tired.

I'm hurt.

I'm angry.

I'm unwilling to tire myself with these meaningless words.

I got myself into this.

I'll get myself out.

I always knew the truth, but now I have it in my hands.

I'm gonna use that truth.

I'm gonna end this stupid mess.

And I'm gonna win.

ja ne!
~Kyra

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