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• 1992-02-19
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• Wherever the winds take me; at the moment... Florida. Blast from the past, and hello homeplace I never thought I'd live in again.
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• 2005-09-27
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• Student, striving writer/artist, human fighting to survive, many things... but in the end, just a person with a different view on life soaring for the sky. Wings weren't made for walking...
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• Lately I've taken a liking to simply being called either Tigra or Kyra.... but some of y'all know my real name. If ya must know, PM me.
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• ...I dunno...I've gotten better at keepin' my temper? I'm Secretary of the Poetry Club? I've written stories that make my teachers' and friends eyes bug? Is this a trick question...?
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• ...I'm a fan now. Been so for a long time. ^_^ That's all that matters!
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• Fruits Basket, DNAngel, Naruto, Full Metal Alchemist, Shaman King, Inuyasha, Teen TItans (is that anime...?), One Piece, Bleach, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed Destiny, Fushigi Yugi Genbu Kaiden, Vampire Knight (big favorite ^_^)...
Goals
• To become a professional author and artist, to win at an art competition!!!!! To see the snow in real life again and build a monster snowman!!!!!!!! Oh, and see Adam again someday... Y'all don't know who I'm talking about ^_^U
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• Writing, drawing, playing catch with my friends, buggin' my friends, playin' video games, jogging/running, singing (A LOT lately)...
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• drawing, writing, gettin' on Tish's nerves, procrastinating, gettin' on Tish's nerves... and apparently I'm good at advice. That's a nice one ^_^
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Thursday, March 1, 2007
I dunno... it's kinda harder to smile today.
Actually, contrary to the title. it simply got harder as the day progressed... I felt just fine in the morning, but as the hours have passed and people passed me by, it's just kept getting harder and harder...
I feel like I want someone to tell me something. I feel like I need some kind of proof that there's a point in all this.
What's the use of meeting new people, bonding with new people, opening up all over again if I'm just gonna move again and nobody will bother to try and remember me? The real me?
I'm a complex person, but I long for simple things... I long to be loved, I long... to be loved. That's it. I want to be loved by somebody I love.
I guess that just might be my reason for trying at all... I miss love. It's hard for me to love after my heart's been broken so many times. Some people don't understand why it is that when I'm "with" someone (only been once that I know of, not counting Trevor, who I wasn't "with") I don't promise forever or say that I love them or say words of love or even make a forward move towards them unless I feel safe because... love's my weak point. And what everyone does when they find a weakpoint is immediately try to see if it can be broken easily through that point.
Well, here's a fact... attacking through love... it did break it. It broke me.
Aw, crap, here I went with my long post again... and Jomar's been pestering me about hanging out with ppl he considers emo and stuff, but whatever. The only reason he stopped calling me emo was because I let a little bit of anger slip out last time he did. Just a trickle, but it worked...
And now ppl are getting on my case about everything. Grr...
Okay, I'm just tired, lol. I think I'll be better tomorrow... No, I will!!
And I want to kidnap Zero and Kaname... *grins evilly* Vampires...
ja ne!
~Kyra
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