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• 1992-02-19
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• Wherever the winds take me; at the moment... Florida. Blast from the past, and hello homeplace I never thought I'd live in again.
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• 2005-09-27
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• Student, striving writer/artist, human fighting to survive, many things... but in the end, just a person with a different view on life soaring for the sky. Wings weren't made for walking...
Real Name
• Lately I've taken a liking to simply being called either Tigra or Kyra.... but some of y'all know my real name. If ya must know, PM me.
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• ...I dunno...I've gotten better at keepin' my temper? I'm Secretary of the Poetry Club? I've written stories that make my teachers' and friends eyes bug? Is this a trick question...?
Anime Fan Since
• ...I'm a fan now. Been so for a long time. ^_^ That's all that matters!
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• Fruits Basket, DNAngel, Naruto, Full Metal Alchemist, Shaman King, Inuyasha, Teen TItans (is that anime...?), One Piece, Bleach, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed Destiny, Fushigi Yugi Genbu Kaiden, Vampire Knight (big favorite ^_^)...
Goals
• To become a professional author and artist, to win at an art competition!!!!! To see the snow in real life again and build a monster snowman!!!!!!!! Oh, and see Adam again someday... Y'all don't know who I'm talking about ^_^U
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• Writing, drawing, playing catch with my friends, buggin' my friends, playin' video games, jogging/running, singing (A LOT lately)...
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• drawing, writing, gettin' on Tish's nerves, procrastinating, gettin' on Tish's nerves... and apparently I'm good at advice. That's a nice one ^_^
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Wednesday, March 7, 2007
I've been doing a lot better now.
'Ello there! How's everyone today?
Me, I'm doing pretty good. I'm worried about one of my friends, but I'm reeeally hoping she'll get better... she's depressed and I don't know how to help her. Actually, she and my best friend, A-chan in PR, are both depressed, and no matterhow hard I try, I can't make any of it better.
They can't see any meaning in life and do nothing to try and help themselves... I know what it's like to feel helpless and I know what it's like to put yourself in a situation where you know you'll end up hurt, but do it anyway. That's what happened with Alan. Though it hurt, I pushed and pushed myself until I got past it, and that's where the difference lies. They just stay down and blame life, when most of what happens in life is driven by our own choices and can be changed. It hurts them and it hurts me to see them like this when my state of mind relies so much on their smiles and happiness.
I'm really worried. I don't want to lose anybody else. I'm tired of feeling lonely, and now that I'm in a state where I am more than content despite the crap going on in my life, my friend here wants to end hers. I talked to her today and she seems better, but I have to talk to her more tomorrow... try and cheer her up again. She told me not to worry, that she says dramatic things sometimes, but I sense sincerity and that's what scares me.
My friends give me hope and something to live for, but when they're like this, I can't think straight. All day, even before we started talking about it, I've been out of it and stumbling over people, almost crashing into walls, having no idea where I'm going or why I'm doing anything. It's like the ground and world are spinning in opposite directions and I have no idea which is the right way to turn.
Reminds me of dislexia for some reason...
Gotta go now.
Take care everyone, okay? Plz...?
ja ne!
~Kyra
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