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Monday, November 28, 2005


   Dreams and bloody perverts....
Not much happened today... the weather was wonderful! (Amber:that's all you have to say?!) It was breezy, and cool, but...I didn't get to play basketbal ,-_-,! The guys hog the court...
I had a disturbing dream last night. It was today, the first day after fall break, and I was walking into my school dressed almost completely in black and blue. I had this "stay away from me!" aura around, and people were all too willing to oblige. Nobody spoke to me, and were all too scared to even look. I go looking for Amber and Tish, but neither of them is there. I convince myself that they're both late, and go to sign up for lunch. They were the only reason I'd come to school at all, and the only people on the earth that could make me smile at that moment...and they had run away from me. I didn't want to believe it, but it was true.
I went into the lunchroom, and saw that it was packed with only eleventh and twelfth grade guys. No girls in sight. Not that it was bad, or good, just odd, y'know? They're normally flirting with those guys... anyways, I go walking in, and slowly realize why there were no girls in sight. The stares I was receiving made me shiver, and yet want to punch them for being such perverts! A group of girls walks in, but since they're in a group and with their boyfriends, the guys don't try anything funny with THEM. I was frustrated, stressed, and on the verge of an explosion of anger; Tish and Amber had known what was going on in that lunchroom, and neither of them had tried to help! The dream ended as I threw my backpack on a bench and just sat down, unable to take it as I was swallowed up by the crowd and a guy walks up behind me. I didn't see his face or anything, but since it was a third-person dream, the me in the dream couldn't see him.
I don't know... I've been feeling strange all day, and been crabby all day...I'm hoping I'll be in a better mood tomorrow.
It affected me so much, because something like that happened in real life, and I knew it was true. We were in line a couple weeks ago, and I noticed that some of the guys were acting "funny" around me and Tish (preverts-_-U. Don't they get that girls don't like that?!). I ignored them but after a moment or two, someone rubbed my hair, and I whorled around with my hands in fists and a death glare on my face. His friends stood in front of him so I couldn't see who he was, and when I got passed them, nobody was there. I get back in line, and Tish is giggling because of how angry I am. Then I feel that a**hole touch my hair again, only this time he lingered on my back. I saw him this time, and nearly punched him in the face. He was lucky that his friends were there and that he took off running, otherwise he would remember messing with me everytime he looked in the mirror.
I got sick off it and told Tish to come on, that I was sick of the line and all the people. AFTER I leave, she tells me something that one of the guys did to me when I wasn't looking... I won't say, it was just sick. I asked her, "WHO THE HELL WAS IT, TISH?! I HAVE TO GO AND--" she wouldn't tell me who it was, and I didn't speak to her for a looooooong while. They'd done some things to her as well, but I'd pushed them away and told them to back off if they ever wanted to see the sun again. They didn't take me seriously, but they backed off.
I have to go now, and I'm sorry, but I won't be able to visit any sites today... bloody homework... but I'll get back to you all when I can, 'kay? That's a promise ^_^
sayounara!
PS=the fanfiction's starting to come along... thank goodness!^_^

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