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Thursday, January 5, 2006


   It is Thursday!
Hey y'all! I think it's Thursday... Yep! It's Thrusday! Anyways, how are all of yous? I'm good; the kid is still here, and he has my mom on her nerves end ^_^U She's been edgy ever since they got up, and the truth is, I can't blame her; they blew up those things that are like little rockets, where you light the end and they go ZIP into the air and pop? Not explode, POP. And then they did sparklers,and the baby wanted to touch them and all ^_^U he's so innocent! Yet... so evil at the same time! It runs through the family.
My avatar is up! WOOT WOOT! That was the last drawing in my sketchbook that took five months to fill ^_^! She's one of my characters, and her name is Aidan. (not Hayden, Aidan!)
I had a nightmare last night... I was in a school for fighters, ninjas, warriors, etc. and I entered in the tournament to raise my ranking to level three. I was strong enough, and the teacher agreed that I could enter in the tournament or qualification exam or whatever it's called. But when I get there, he says, "Sorry, one of the other fighters insisted on going into the higher competitions, so we had to send you to the level two qualifications to even things out." the thing is, you could only enter these exams once a year, and I would only get one shot, and I wanted to gain a high title before I graduated and was assigned to something. I nearly punched my teacher for doing that, and I didn't even know who my team was! He gave me a paper with their names, and I was like, "Who the **** are they?!" Turns out that one of my friends (not saying the name) had urged the teacher into changing her, and had done it so I wouldn't get the ranking. She was scared that I would get her back for doing that, and avoided me all day until the fights (the exams) began. I failed because I hadn't known my team long enough, and they kept knocking me to the ground because they didn't know my fighting style and kept getting in my way. So, I lost my title and what was left of my reputation -_-U. It doesn't sound that bad when I say it, but just being htere and seeing everything I had planned for myself (instead of someone else deciding for me) just slipping away because she couldn'ttake having a level three title... whatever. It was just a dream, ne? I've had so many dreams and nightmares of my friends leaving me in the dirt with nothing to hold me up, not even the dreams I'd made reality... a different friends each time... last night it was Tish. I'm not mad at her in real life, but the thing is that these dreams are my worst fears. Well, I'm done blabbing ^_^U I'll visit all of yous who updated, okay?
sayounara!
PS=Have you ever had to share your name with somebody? (me: yeah. with my worst enemy -_-U it was horrible!)

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