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• 1992-02-19
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Female
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• Wherever the winds take me; at the moment... Florida. Blast from the past, and hello homeplace I never thought I'd live in again.
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• 2005-09-27
Occupation
• Student, striving writer/artist, human fighting to survive, many things... but in the end, just a person with a different view on life soaring for the sky. Wings weren't made for walking...
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• Lately I've taken a liking to simply being called either Tigra or Kyra.... but some of y'all know my real name. If ya must know, PM me.
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• ...I dunno...I've gotten better at keepin' my temper? I'm Secretary of the Poetry Club? I've written stories that make my teachers' and friends eyes bug? Is this a trick question...?
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• ...I'm a fan now. Been so for a long time. ^_^ That's all that matters!
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• Fruits Basket, DNAngel, Naruto, Full Metal Alchemist, Shaman King, Inuyasha, Teen TItans (is that anime...?), One Piece, Bleach, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed Destiny, Fushigi Yugi Genbu Kaiden, Vampire Knight (big favorite ^_^)...
Goals
• To become a professional author and artist, to win at an art competition!!!!! To see the snow in real life again and build a monster snowman!!!!!!!! Oh, and see Adam again someday... Y'all don't know who I'm talking about ^_^U
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• Writing, drawing, playing catch with my friends, buggin' my friends, playin' video games, jogging/running, singing (A LOT lately)...
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• drawing, writing, gettin' on Tish's nerves, procrastinating, gettin' on Tish's nerves... and apparently I'm good at advice. That's a nice one ^_^
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
It's one of those days...
I've gotten tired of being overlooked as some quiet girl and weirdo, not to mentioin feeling homesick ever since moving here. Therefore, I made a promise to myself a while ago that I'd make the best of it. I WANT to be hapy, and sometimes I guess ya have to pretend you are a bit at first and be a tad obliviou to the hypocrites that talk about you behind your back.
But then I have days like today. I talked to T-chan last nite to hope and set things straight. I ended up apologizing, and really, I don't think my apologizing over and over on that call was entirely justified... her mom and my current problems are the whole cause of this. Her okaa-san doesn't like the kind of encouragement I give T-chan, and since I left, she's been trying to obliterate all means of me trying to be there for her. It's compex, and weird, so I just felt ten times worse when I hung up. I think that extra percentage was what I lifted off T-chan.
Abner asked me today if I could start going out with him. He said I make him happy. He'd asked me two seconds earlier why I'd looked so sad in fourth period, the only class we sit nexxt ot each other at. I told him I was having problems with one of my best friends and was homesick. I thought he'd understand for some reason, but I don't think he did. I'm not sure if he really thought that was the ideal moment to be asking me that.
When the bus left him at his stop, I felt my whole being sink a couple inches more at having turned down his offer. His face... his words... I felt what he felt cuz I went through something very similar.
Walking home, I started crying. I don't like crying, especially when today was gonna be a good day! It was Wacky Wednesday, lol. I was switching between having fun and then remembering. Now I'm here, and I'm tellin' you guys about my problems... again. Gomen. I'm just so happy I still have you guys there for me. Every comment I get, every pm, every update is another memory I'm so grateful to have.
Well, I'm done whining, something I reeeally don't lilke doing. A jean-like dress was part of my outfit today, and a guy on the bus that goes to the same stop at me said that in the morning it was dark and he'd thought I wasn't wearing pants. I turned red and burst out laughing, as did Joe, an Asian guy that also goes to my stop. I have fun with those guys.
ja ne!
PS=How's your day been? Be honest!
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