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Friday, September 22, 2006


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In general, my family's not doing so good. I'm seeing how the situation will turn out between us like through a crystal glass, but as to where I'll be when this is all over, I'm not certain with what I think's going to happen. Eventually okaa-san's gonna confront otou-san for the refinancing (her half of the money after the divorce five years ago. They're never getting back together.). They'll hardly speak after that. He's gonna act like it doesn't affect the relationship he has with Luke and me, but it will, and I'll be able to see it in his eyes. I can see it now, even when I'm trying to be what he wants.

Okaa-san's been talking to me about moving back. We've "moved back" so many times, I don't even know if I'm going back or going to the end or where I started from! Lol, it's confusing. Overall, where we generally stand, it isn't working out, and making it work out doesn't seem like it's really worth fighting for. Poetry Club, lunch and Biology class are all I look forward to in the school day. Poetry Club's become my little consolation, you could say.

My counselor called me to her office today. She was really nice to me, and the purpose was cuz she said okaa-san was concerned. If she hadn't told me that, I'd have figured it out anyways, but I was happy. I had a nightmare this morning (I woke up normally but fell asleep again for 20 min.) where every1 disappeared. I was running thru the neighborhood with a girl named Lauren (I think) and every step we took, there were less and less ppl. Even a guy in my Journalism class showed up!

But that was just a dream that had me a bit shaky today. I'm feelin' better now, and don't think a longer post about my day is necessary ^_^U so...
ja ne!
PS=Y'all like ice cream?! I LOVE ICE CREAM!!!!

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