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Vitals

Birthday
• 1992-02-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• Wherever the winds take me; at the moment... Florida. Blast from the past, and hello homeplace I never thought I'd live in again.
Member Since
• 2005-09-27
Occupation
• Student, striving writer/artist, human fighting to survive, many things... but in the end, just a person with a different view on life soaring for the sky. Wings weren't made for walking...
Real Name
• Lately I've taken a liking to simply being called either Tigra or Kyra.... but some of y'all know my real name. If ya must know, PM me.

Personal

Achievements
• ...I dunno...I've gotten better at keepin' my temper? I'm Secretary of the Poetry Club? I've written stories that make my teachers' and friends eyes bug? Is this a trick question...?
Anime Fan Since
• ...I'm a fan now. Been so for a long time. ^_^ That's all that matters!
Favorite Anime
• Fruits Basket, DNAngel, Naruto, Full Metal Alchemist, Shaman King, Inuyasha, Teen TItans (is that anime...?), One Piece, Bleach, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed Destiny, Fushigi Yugi Genbu Kaiden, Vampire Knight (big favorite ^_^)...
Goals
• To become a professional author and artist, to win at an art competition!!!!! To see the snow in real life again and build a monster snowman!!!!!!!! Oh, and see Adam again someday... Y'all don't know who I'm talking about ^_^U
Hobbies
• Writing, drawing, playing catch with my friends, buggin' my friends, playin' video games, jogging/running, singing (A LOT lately)...
Talents
• drawing, writing, gettin' on Tish's nerves, procrastinating, gettin' on Tish's nerves... and apparently I'm good at advice. That's a nice one ^_^

myOtaku.com: Tigra

Thursday, October 12, 2006

I'm... kinda sad.
I'm gon' be honest, y'all... I've been feeling so sad, and the present and what I'm working at in my school is all that makes it better, yet it's also what puts me down sometimes...

Today was the anime club, and lemme tell you, I had sooo much fun! We had a quick-draw contest, so we victims had to draw something in 8 min to see who could do the best for smoe m&m's. I drew and elf, but only her head came out ^_^U However, the v-president (judge) put it second place!!! The first-place guy was in something of a league in his own; that guy drew fast and great! Our styles were completely different tho, let me tell you that much. The v-president gave my drawing back and told me to finish it or else she'd smite me,lol! I finished it while we were watching Something+Guu and Full Metal Panic. Those were hysterical! When she saw my finished drawing, BTW, she looked like she would pass out! I was happy.

And afterwards, since my dad would take a while to pick me up, I started talking to one of my guy friends there (he's an officer in the poetry club) and I got his picture XD! I was taking pics of all my friends, but that had to be the coolest! I'd post it up, but I have something against posting up pics of ppl I know, and I'm worried I'd freak him out if I asked for permission. Cuz, well... I like him. I mentioned one guy before, but I also said in another of my posts that that was something else; I don't even talk to him, and I know I'll only get hurt (I think he has a girl) not to mention that I don't really think I can deal with confessing to him, especially if I'd rather just wait it out. Hopefully, it'll pass.

But I like this guy... he reminds me of the person I liked in PR, but that person's majorly the reason I'm sad. I think I need some time to live where I am, with the ppl I'm with, and stop waiting to go back to what I had before. I hoped I could still remain a part of my life in PR, but... it's a depressing story as to why I'm sticking to "Que sera sera", and it's around twelve thirty AM, so I'm gonna go...

I'm taking a break from theO, gomen nasai. I won't be gone a month or anything; a week or so at most.

ja ne.
~Tigra
PS= I'll leave you with a poem. Kry asked for one, so here's a poem I wrote a week or so ago. Please comment and/or rate from 1-10 honestly ^_^U It's not that good, still needs a do-over, but yeah... See y'all in a while.

Mirage:

The dust has settled
And tears aren't left to cry.
Your words have no more effect on me:
I know they're all lies.

All you are is a mirage:
A beauty beyond imagine.
Every time I reach for you,
You disappear
And I despair.
But now it's crystal clear
That even the mere notion that I could ever touch you
What mistake in itself
For who can touch an illusion?

Beauty’s an illusion to the eye
As love’s an emotion to the heart.
Eyes search for the beautiful
As the heart seeks its missing part.

But unlike the heart,
Beauty cannot speak.
Beauty is never concerned.
Beauty doesn't weep.
And none can deny beauty it's one truest nature:
It's shallow as a drying puddle.
It can only run skin deep.

These are my own words:
Don't I deem them as true?
Then what do I do?
I can't help but still miss you!
Was there something beneath your mask
Only my heart could perceive?
Is that what I long for?
Your lips smiling at me?

But I can't deny my emotions.
I’m afraid to give you another chance.
I’m terrified to trust the words.
I’m worried I’ll believe life is run by love
And to truly live
Is what I truly lack.
I’ll succumb to your promises
And I’ll fall into your game.
You’ll hypnotize me again
Like you did back then.

And now I must bring this to an end:
I loved you since I met you,
And even before.
I cannot deny this,
But the hurts can't be ignored.
So until you can show
What my heart swears it knows,
I’m going to fight:
Fight to let you go.

~Bianca
(This is my property and none others. No copying or distributing is permitted without my clear consent.)

ja ne.
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