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Sunday, October 29, 2006


My dad threw a costume party yesterday. I went as a gypsy--and used up all but 3 pics on the camera I was saving for Joe's b-day! I'm a natural born photographer, lol XD. Nah, most of them sucked, I think, haha, but I enjoy taking pics. I should get a digital one... my b-day's in february... but then there's christmas... hm...

Well, I talked to my bestfriend, Amber, on Friday (I called while she & Nicky were bowling, but the music was too loud, lol XD), and we talked for over two hours 0.0!! We do that every now and then. But after we hung up, it was the same as all the other phone calls: I started crying... and I'd gone a good while without crying, too >:(. Da**it, I need to do something about this; I know things are never gonna be the same even if I move back, but I always find myself consoling myself with the same image... me back in the PR with everyone, just hanging out at school or at the movies or the bowling alley. When Tish told me that Jason said something, I started crying on the phone again (-_-U I sound unstable. Maybe I am.), but she didn't notice. He'd said "Last time we went bowling, Bianca was with us!".
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TT.TT I'm gonna keep playing hard to get with this sadness. Not an easy game, I tell you, and I get caught a lot, but maybe it'll die chasing after me. Maybe, lol ^_^U.
I hope y'all had good weekends!!!
~Kyra
PS=I'm sorry I keep forgetting to post up my poem; lemme do it now...

To My Heartbreak:

I'm watching from a distance as she says goodbye.
Just a gesture and a wave:
A chance just passed you by.

I know if you told her
And your feelings she returned,
You'd be always smiling:
At least you had her.

Yet as I watch you from afar
And you're watching her go
Another side suggests
"What if the answer is no?"

I want to shut it out, but it's playing in my head
Over and over:
I just want it to end!

I don't want to imagine
That you'd smile no more
But the fact that it's true
I cannot ignore.

I know you'd be broken,
I know you'd be sad,
Distraught by the hurting
Of this love going so bad.

So as I'm watching you go
For a moment alone
Pain takes me over
And I turn tail and go.

And the next time I see you,
I'll smile and I'll laugh;
You'll never know the reason
Behind the sorrow that I have.

I'll keep on smiling day after day
And tho it'd be the same any other way
The only thing I regret not trying to say
Is "I want you to smile, so don't push me away."

This poem has two versions. One for someone I care about, and one for the person I love, but cannot see anymore. This isn't the one for the one I love; I'm working on that one.
Did y'all like it?

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