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Monday, October 30, 2006


So, yeah...
I carved mypumpkin last night! It's of a man with wings taking off, and it looks awesome!! When I get a scanner, I'll show you guys! (That'll be in, like, forever, gomen)

Not my hottest hour, I must admit. I don't really have much to say. Strange, seeing as here on theO, I'm more of the talkative type, and try to give hope through words; I'm a writer and an artist, remember? These passions require heart. Yet, at the moment, I feel so empty.

I don't know what's wrong with me... I'm so homesick. That's all. Memories don't seem like enough anymore, and I feel so selfish to want it all back again. My heart is constantly toppling off the shelf that is stability, and it shatters every time it falls, like a work of glass. Half the hurting I felt before was pain that wasn't even mine, but now that my emotions are seen as meaningless and I'm seen as only an option, I still can't let them go (the saying says "Don't make someone your priority when to them you are just an option"). And yet, there are so many that must have it so much worse than me... and I want to help them. But how can I help anybody when I'm such a mess?

This is what I get for breaking all those chain letters and leaving my past behind, cuz now that the past is all I want... it's moved on without me. I feel so alone.

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