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Tigra463
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Birthday
1992-02-19
Gender
Female
Location
Wherever the winds take me; at the moment... Florida. Blast from the past, and hello homeplace I never thought I'd live in again.
Member Since
2005-09-27
Occupation
Student, striving writer/artist, human fighting to survive, many things... but in the end, just a person with a different view on life soaring for the sky. Wings weren't made for walking...
Real Name
Lately I've taken a liking to simply being called either Tigra or Kyra.... but some of y'all know my real name. If ya must know, PM me.
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Achievements
...I dunno...I've gotten better at keepin' my temper? I'm Secretary of the Poetry Club? I've written stories that make my teachers' and friends eyes bug? Is this a trick question...?
Anime Fan Since
...I'm a fan now. Been so for a long time. ^_^ That's all that matters!
Favorite Anime
Fruits Basket, DNAngel, Naruto, Full Metal Alchemist, Shaman King, Inuyasha, Teen TItans (is that anime...?), One Piece, Bleach, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed Destiny, Fushigi Yugi Genbu Kaiden, Vampire Knight (big favorite ^_^)...
Goals
To become a professional author and artist, to win at an art competition!!!!! To see the snow in real life again and build a monster snowman!!!!!!!! Oh, and see Adam again someday... Y'all don't know who I'm talking about ^_^U
Hobbies
Writing, drawing, playing catch with my friends, buggin' my friends, playin' video games, jogging/running, singing (A LOT lately)...
Talents
drawing, writing, gettin' on Tish's nerves, procrastinating, gettin' on Tish's nerves... and apparently I'm good at advice. That's a nice one ^_^
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Monday, October 30, 2006
So, yeah...
I carved mypumpkin last night! It's of a man with wings taking off, and it looks awesome!! When I get a scanner, I'll show you guys! (That'll be in, like, forever, gomen)
Not my hottest hour, I must admit. I don't really have much to say. Strange, seeing as here on theO, I'm more of the talkative type, and try to give hope through words; I'm a writer and an artist, remember? These passions require heart. Yet, at the moment, I feel so empty.
I don't know what's wrong with me... I'm so homesick. That's all. Memories don't seem like enough anymore, and I feel so selfish to want it all back again. My heart is constantly toppling off the shelf that is stability, and it shatters every time it falls, like a work of glass. Half the hurting I felt before was pain that wasn't even mine, but now that my emotions are seen as meaningless and I'm seen as only an option, I still can't let them go (the saying says "Don't make someone your priority when to them you are just an option"). And yet, there are so many that must have it so much worse than me... and I want to help them. But how can I help anybody when I'm such a mess?
This is what I get for breaking all those chain letters and leaving my past behind, cuz now that the past is all I want... it's moved on without me. I feel so alone.
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