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Wednesday, November 1, 2006


  Okay, I wasn't here yesterday to wish you all a happy Halloween cuz once I started to write my post, it came out too depressing, and I just felt like I was living underneath a thick black blanket. The thing was, I saw the guy I like with his girlfriend at anime club, and, well, they were doing stuff couples do (nothing sick or out of line, strangely enough. PG!), and next thing I knew, I couldn't think! The betrayal I felt was physical, and I couldn't think "I can't believe this" or "OMG..." ... I simply hurt.

But, anyways, I saw him today in the hall. I was just walking, kinda spaced out (I'd been crying for a long while on Halloween, so I felt numb when I woke up this morning), and I suddenly look up and there's a hand in front of my face! It snaps to get my attention as he passes me by, and I hear him say "Wake up." I kinda stopped in my tracks (I thought I had crashed into somebody 0_0!), but I turned around and saw him hurry away, so I burst out laughing and actually woke up. The anime club president and his girlfriend were walking behind/next to me (unintentionally) and hadn't spoken to me, and even though I meant to tell the president something today, I couldn't wipe the smile off my face, and I just wanted to run 'til I couldn't run anymore ^XX^! Unfortunately, I heard a silent exchange between the pres. and his gf, so I can't help thinking they either know I like him, or the president's still worried about me. (He'd asked me what was wrong in anime club... I was so happy ^_^!)

Well, I didn't go trick-or-treating; my emotional state and physical state are very related, so I felt as down as my heart was, and decided to hand out candy. I had lots of fun, tho! I'm feeling much better right now, for many things, and I refuse to run like I did yesterday (I ditched anime club). I'm gonna be as strong as I was m=with my last heartbreak.

Strangest thing about all my heartbreaks is the guys never know the real reason as to why I'm so sad-- if they notice at all, lol. I'm good at hiding my emotions, but sine yesterday was the first time I saw them together, I kinda lost it ^_^U

I've bored y'all enough!
Happy Be-lated Halloween!
~Kyra
PS=Some of you may remember I mentioned that I was worried cuz one of my friends was depressed and he wouldn't tell me why? He talked to me today! He was all confused when we got off the busstop. "That's the first time I've actually had a conversation like this with someone," he said. It made me happy ^_^ It was a good day.

How was yours?

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