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Friday, November 3, 2006


Sorry I haven't been around...
Today was a good day. I'm trying to get past all this stuff that's been making me so sad, and I guess it's kinda working, but... Well, I'm just gonna say his name. I know two Joes, one at my busstop, and the one I like. I'll call the one I like J-kun. Well, the truth is, I kinda started talking to him cuz I was intrigued; someone that everyone considered an anti-social goth actually didn't mind talking to someone like me. He's very kind, but not all huggles-and-candy sort of kind. He has a good heart.

But even so, I'd look for him, and he hardly ever recognized me anywhere; now that I'm trying to get over him, I run into him more often, and he always says hi, a strange thing for me. He doesn't necessarily go crazy when he sees me (he doesn't seem to like to express himself too much when so many ppl are around--I don't know why.), but just the fact that he says hi is a big thing for me... Especially since I tend to not see him when he does; I'm always spaced out whenever he shows up, lol!

I'm kinda getting used to seeing him with his girlfriend, but it still puts me down. My mom is just waiting for me to get past him cuz she feels he puts me down... o.0. I know she cares, but he makes me so happy when he's not with his girl. Mom's just not very fond of him.

But something weird happened! Well, weird for me. It was yesterday after Poetry Club (J-kun's friend, Anarchy, showed up--that was cool. I think I'll explain it next post.), and I was just hanging out with some ppl in the school's entrance. There were about three guys, and pardon me saying it like this, but only one was white, and he was a pain -.-U. Well, he asked if any of us watched wrestling. Angie, one of the girls there (she was the only one I knew), said "It's obvious why we don't watch it *motions toward all with dark skin*, she's too Asian, and she's too emo." I looked at her with a strange expression. Since when had I been trying to be emo? Well, it stuck. And I guess it makes sense. In school standards, if you wear black, you're emo, and if there's make-up included, you become goth. Weird... I only wore black cuz I was trying to cheer myself up by wearing my favorite color! I like black! You just can't be depressed nor wear black with being labeled, lols... Just wait until I wear green or white or something...

I'm gonna go; I've posted too much about J-kun...

Special thanks to Kry! Thx very much; I really appreciated your pm ^_^ *hugs*
~Kyra

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