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Friday, November 10, 2006


Today I got all confused about the guy I like. He gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek yesterday, and I could've sworn I was unaffected... until I got home and couldn't stop smiling! This is not good 0_0! I have to get over him before I end up in yet ANOTHER heartbreak in a relationship that never started!

And my mom... yeah. I dunno, it's just kinda strange lately to be around her, yet I can understand why she acts this way. Neither she nor my dad approve of him (my dad just saw his pic and went ballistic; I didn't even get a chance to explain annything to him, and he was all like, "That guy has problems! Freak. You're friends with this kid?!"), and I dunno... I just don't see how his clothes have such a huge impact! I mean, sure, they're "gothic looking" as ppl call it, but so what?
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Calm down, girl... I just don't want to stop liking him sometimes, and sometimes I wish I was as oblvious to love as most ppl think I am and just not feel it towards a guy. Do any of you know what I mean?

But I know what I have to do... I have to get over him. It kinda made me feel better, something my mom said... I told her I was sick of every1 thinking I had tons of boyfriends when, everytime I fall in love, they're always commited to another (either together or commited in the hearts). She said, "I know you must be frustrated; both times you took the shot for love, you ended up hurt." Everyone always said "You're just fourteen! You don't have to worry about that stuff!" or "Just wait 'til you get older; then the REAL trouble will start." I appreciate the upport, but the thing is, I can't just tell the pain, "Come back when I'm older and the real trouble starts!"

I've rambled enough! I hope y'all are okay, and I'm gonna visit. The reason I stopped was 'cuz I'd get in trouble visiting and nobody would come back. I mean, come on, nobody came when I visited them daily(Kry and ElvesAteMyRamen don't count), and nobody came when I didn't, so...? What's the difference?

I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have come on in one of my moods... something of a split personality, so I'm sorry.
~Kyra

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