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Sunday, December 24, 2006


It's Christmas Eve... ^__^
Hilo! Well, not much going on here. I feel like I'm gonna pass out from drowsiness, but besides that, all's pretty good. I just submitted a fanart two minutes ago; currently waiting 48 hours like it said, lol.

And look: I got Christmas cards! Woot!!

http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c337/Harupia/AMerryChristmas.jpg

http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/7/5/110423/bleach%20xmas.JPG

Thanks Harupia and Midnight shadow ^_^!

BTW, check out my poem in my last post, okay? Plz? I wanna know what you guys think! It's not my best, but it's one of the few I have typed up...

ja ne!
~Kyra

PS= I'm adding this a cpl minutes after I typed up what's above...
Who am I kidding? Sometimes I feel like such a fool for even trying. It's like... you love somebody. You decide watching from a distance is only gonna kill you, so you try to create a friendship. You know nothing can and nothing will happen, but you still want to at least talk... and then you end up just making a fool of yourself. Not the whole "fall flat on your face" kind of thing, but when you think back at night, you remember their expression and it just... pierces you inside.
It's like... I don't try to be something I'm not. I'm many things, but I'm not a liar, and I'm not one to place a guy over friends, but nowadays... it's as if my friends don't care anymore. My best friend doesn't even talk to me, and it's a selfish reason as to why she doesn't, and now, it feel like he's the only one I can talk to. He listnes and cares, but every time I unnecessarily speak to him, it's a risk of everything going to the pits and me losing him forever.
I dunno... I'm rambling again.
Merry Christmas.

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