Monday, June 25, 2007

   ZOMG TIMBY IS BAAACK!!
this'll probly be loong so if ur up for some nice story telling read on. If u lik the short stuff, watevr pm me :D

lemme explain why i was gone the last couple of dayz...

i went to a university for a church event called Youth Conference. We were in dorms and had roomates and all that stuff. The place also had no air conditioning and was infested with bugs.

Sound bad? Well it wasn't!

it was the best time of my life!!

despite the bad things!

soooo i was walkin with my friend
Casy and we were all,"why do we hav
to carry ALL our stuff to our dorms?"

there were three halls. A girls hall, boys
hall, and due to lack in room, a mixed hall.

I was in the grls hall.

U had teams based on age and colour, ours
was yellow. I still hav the band. We also
had name tags with info and our scheduals.

Casy was on Silver and so we were on different
teams. buuuut her dorm was close to mine anywa:)

soooo we got lost trying to find out dorms,
then we found a map. We found out it was
REALLY next to us -w- lol so we got our
dorms and helped each other out. None of our
roomates came yet. So i was talkn to Casy when
she suddenly screamed, "OMG JANINE UR GONNA
HATE THIS!" so i look up and guess wat? Our
name tags came with a map the WHOLE TIME! we
were cracking up.

Weeelll i met my roomate, Shelly. She was
a MAJOR prep. I knew we wuldn't become friends.

Juuuusy knew it. Weeell we were told to
join our group to go for a five hour
sprots activity outside. I told my leader
i wasn't to do anything because of my cast.

sooo we had to see this show wher differnt
groups from different areas all did shoes.

That's when i first saw HIM!!! In the pink
group, this funy guy who look ooooh 17! i
thought,"he seems REALLY nice... but he
wuldn't lik a 14 year old lik me."

so we left for the field were we had
to meet our OTHER group that had guys.

We never met them. Instead we met a
group of guys from the pink team who
lost their girls group.

Who happened to be in it? The guy from
before! Which i thought was wierd since
they where suppose to me our age group.

We played a game called Missionary Tag
where everyon's in a cirlce with a partner
and someone is "it" trying to catch the person.

No one picked me because they didnt want
to hurt my cast. I actually was last to run
but they where already sick of the game.

Then we played "Do you love ur nieghbor"
i got a chance to sit next to the guy, he
really was hot. If i can i'll show a picture.

Weeelll we stopped and played a game lik
rock papers siccors shoot but it was called
bears, salmon, and mosquito. Bear eats salmon,
salmon eats mosquito, and mosquito infects
bear with malaria :) lol

i was on his team! so he became sorta the
leader-sayin "I'm really feelin mosquito"
in a funny tone.

Sooo we did so, and the other team did the same.

It went on for awhile until it was time for lunch.

I met up with Casy and some grl she met,
Kate.

Kate was nice but she didnt talk much
or really become our friend.

Soooo we ate and i accidentally drank
dirty water! yay me!!
lol jk! but yes i did drink the water.

Theeen we got to go to the first dance :O
we had to dress casual, but something happened.

My casual outfit... i lost it. Weell no
i forgot it at home... D: buuut i had an extra
dressy outfit so i wore that. maany people
buged me about it but after i explained they
understood.

The dance was fun, I met more people :D

Logan and Bryce were some guys we met!

they're my buddahs!

aanyway me and casy made a bet that we
had to meet up to five people today, she won.

It was hard to dance because i was in a
stupid skirt and everyone else WASNT!!

plus i preffer traditional stuff!!

every now and then there'd be slow dances
and we'd get sad.

Logan and kate slow danced xD we watched them!

When the fun songs came on we made
a HUUUUUGE circle where if u where REALLY
good u wuld dance in the middle!

i never went in :P too shy.

sooo in the end my feet killed. It was these dumb
ballet shoes my mom bought me and said
"they'll be PERFECT for it!" HEEEELLL NO!!

so we walked back and my legs hurt so much
i wanted to cry. Except i was the tough
tomboy, i dont cry. xD wierd of me eh?

weeelll we had a devotinal and went to
sleeep.

The next day i got dressed and met Casy.
She told me i was bleeding really bad on my leg. There was blood everywhere. I got a bug bite, too.

Sooo it got on my shoes and socks and i was lik
"that's lovely!"

so we had a lil concert by some Chad Neth
and then we had workshops. I was miserable but i really enjoyed it.

no wait we had breakfest first! I sat with
differnt friends not that i dont love casy,
but i cant ignore my other friends, too.

They talked about HIM.

They said, "everyone goes ga-ga over him!
He's only 14!"

it took me awhile to take it all in, but
all the girls that wanted him where older,
adn i wasn't!

"WHAT HE'S 14!!!" i screamed! she laughed.
she knew i liked him.

"Yeagh he looks lik he's 17! he's so cool
and he's SUCH a sweetie! i met him. We're
friends now. His name is Gentry! Isn't that
a cool name?" Gentry... lik teh band
montgomery Gentry? lol ya i was happy i sat
with them.

ok so the workshops where ok. Blah blah blah.
they made kids come up and sing themesongs.

I wanted to go up and sing the Fresh Prince Of
Belare!

theeen.... it went on with lunch and stuff...

aand the final dance. OxO omg... i dresed
better that time. in a white shirt, straightened
hair, and a spanish-style dress...

Casy made a bet with me that we had to
dance with 1 guy-and im talkin slow
dance!!

weeell the grls in my group didnt think
i'd dance with a guy. Cuuus im a tomboy!

weell only shelly acted lik that. There where
two lil grls in my group, Lea and Becky, who
where mega awesome and cool.

so we went and sadly there were more
slow songs since everyone was dressed nice.

I told my friend from the breakfest i wanted
to dance with Gentry. She said she'd ask him
to dance with me because of my cast.

that really brought me down, my cast.

I could hug someone, dance, our wrap my arms
around them, but after they told me they'd
set it up-i was sooooooooooooooooooo happy!

i was never happier!! i met up with a leader
from my church and-sparing the details about
Gentry-i told him i was sooooooooo happy!

weeelll i saw them telling him to dance with me,
and he rejected them. Before tho-i danced with
a guy name Brandon who was hott and 18!

he wanted to dance with me, but i thought
it was for all the wronge reasons.

We talked about colleges in Utah, leaving
youth conference, and family. He was very sweet.

He didnt care about my stupid cast-which was
nice.

Weeelll i got sick. Realy sick. At the dance.
And i was heart broken. So i left and wentto
get water, but there was none. I got it later,
and found a trashcan by the dj who was my
friend, Drew(its a grl).

the leader from my church came to me and asked
me if i was ok. I told him i just felt sick.

so he made me go to the other side of the
room.

i was alone.

weeell i wanted to talk to my
friends just so they knew i was ok.

That's wen the chad neth guy sung
Kryptonite by Three Doors Down for us.

Everyone ran to him,I sat in a chair and watched
feeling nausia. The two nice grls
from my group came to comfort me, but
i told them to go have fun.

Sooon i decided to forget Gentry.

I was feeling a bit better and went to dance
with my friends again.

I thought, "i was looking sooo forward to
this night! Am i just gonna let some hottie
ruin it for me?" NOOO!!

sooo a spanish song came up and me and my
friends Caitlyn and Casy went to dance in the
middle.

After that the last song came up-a slow song.

It was also a guys ask the girls. I won
the bet, but i was still a bit sad about
Gentry.

That's when it happened...

i saw him approach me. He was really hot... lol

he came up with a big smile and said,"will
you dance with me?"

wat did i say? YES!!!

i apologized about the cast but he
said it didnt matter-and so it didn't
matter >////<

he was soooo sweet!! we talked about
well... stuff a tomboy wuld talk about!

Sports, he loved football and baseball!

Youth Conference, we had so much fun so far!

EFY, something lik this but bigger and
better!(i was lik "note to self: go to
EFY! Gentry goes there!")

aaand video games, our favorites are Halo 2
and Super Smash Bros.

Soon the song ended and he said,"thank u Janine
for this dance!"
I thanked him adn was ready to cry happily so
i was about to leave when he stopped me and
said,"Oh Janine! Can i get a hug?!"

O////////////O

HELL YES GENTRY!!!

i hugged him -w- i was ready to faint.

I told Casy adn stuf.. i was lost in
dreamland tho!
wen i confronted my friend who set it up-
I HUGGED HER LIK CRAZY!! I WAS LIK:
"OMG!!!!! I LOOOOOOVE UUUUUU!!!!!!!"
i sounded lik a lesbian idiot, except
lesbos arent aloud in the churhc -w-

i walked home listening to the grls
in my groups complaints about how the
guys they danced with where wierd and
all that stuff. I didn't care that my
feet where hurting and a scary colour, or
that i bled, or that Shelly didnt lik me.

Did she dance with the hottest guy there?

did she kno how happy i was?

nope. But shelly was still nice.

so i told them adn i went to bed, well almost.

Casy wanted to hav a snack party since the
next day where leaving.

I hugged her and told her he hugged me.

If i was this happy, can u imagine wat
i wuld be lik if he KISSED me?! O///O

wow so we hung out until 1 and then the
counselers yelled at us to go to sleep.

We took pictures, too. I'll show u some.^^

weeen i can!! lol

the next day was more religious and i loved it.

Again we met and he bared his testimony! I cried.

He was lik,"I realised during this trip that
i want to bring smiles to people, and that's wat
im going to do."

if u dont kno wat a testimony is, in the
mormon religion u bear ur testimony when u
feel it is right. U tell everyone wat u believe,
and send a messege. I cried during two. His
and some kid i never met.

Casy and me said ours >w< i wont go
religious on ya about it tho. I told them
my cast made me think i culdnt do the fun
things-but i still did! I didnt think i
culd dance-but i still did! and i was so
happy the attitudes people had here and
they all made me so happy.

so yeagh then we had to carry our stuff D:

Casy and me decided we shuld get some guys
to carry it for us! she made Logan carry it!

I decided to deal with it because my daddy
wuld pick me up and carry teh stuff. :D

then we said our goodbyes, especially to
Logan since he was leaving back to Arizona
with his mom. And Caitlyn since she was moving
to Arizona... i tried not to cry T^T twice was
enough for me xD

we went home and well yeagh.. i did see
Gentry one more time that day.He was carrying
his stuff and talkin to some friend, but i
smiled to him. He smiled back.

so i came back. And here i am.

I really loved the experience. i
make it sound much worse than it was tho xD

i wish i culd so u all that i did and
everything. and im srry i've been votin
and stuff so i'll come around to comment!!

and ya... i really love you guys so much.

i feel i've grown from this experience.

and im srry its so long! other than that im
workin on some pretty kick ass art!! xD

my daddy is tryin to register us for the Otakon TODAYS!!! yeees!! and please wish sonny-san a happy b-day on Saturday. She turns 13!!

and with that i close!!

*hugs yall*

.::timbermoonkiss::.
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