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Birthday
• 1993-01-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• wherever the timber moon shines
Member Since
• 2006-05-15
Occupation
• being a person and a mormon!!! oh and i guess ametuer artist xD
Real Name
• that's a good question...

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Achievements
• *shrugs* I made the art club for advanced artists, and advanced chorus.... and I am the winner of the official timby-laziest multi-tasker award!!!(ok i made that up, but i am a lazy multitasker!)
Anime Fan Since
• about fourth grade is when I began to get into it(or at least when I found out about Anime) but I was into stoff like Sailor Moon and Digimon since I was about four
Favorite Anime
• tch... lik.. almost every single anime in existance.....
Goals
• to publish a manga book that becomes an anime series and to get better at my drawing. Also to finish FFX-2 since I'm a lazy player
Hobbies
• video games, drawing, watching Orlando Bloom movies, Listening to music(especially RBD),reading, watching Rebelde, shopping,writing
Talents
• drawing(barely),writing,speaking spanish(okay I can barely speak spanish but when I do it's usually fluent),being a lazy bum, swimming




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myOtaku.com: timbermoonkiss


Friday, August 10, 2007

   well...
i got my prismas. 12 pack and i extra for skin colour, but im not too good with them, and oh! I spend ALL but $4 of my money. i bought this LOVELY TO DIE FOR dress(lol), a shirt I had been very much in need of, a black and pink shirt, and a pink and orange summer dress. All in all I spent about $96 today.

but, that's not wat im here to talk about. It seems we've been having family ordeals going on. I'm not suppose to say why, but they won't know.

okay, well Kirsten(my older bro's wife) told him she doesnt want him to have a relationship with us. No calls, visits, watever. I don't know what kind of monster would agree to that, but he did. He called us last night, but i was asleep. My mother did't really understand until this morning, and she had an emotional breakdown. He won't answer our calls, and i want to tell him wat he's done to us.

But, even so, I'm very optomistic. I love my brother, he's my closest sibling, and I admitt it won't be that different without him. My brother forgot my birthday several times, and he never talks to me. He still thinks im 12(and im not joking around). When he left to Bolivia for two years, all he culd do was email me on my b-day. So of course i wanted his return to be special, but he went on a date with Kirsten, and forgot.

It's okay, i hate being in the spotlight. It hurt, but I taught myself not to cry. Timby-chan doesn't believe in tears.

So, I told myself it was no big difference. I may never see Ahtianna again, and she may never meet her latina family, but I would survive.

I may never call my brother gia(pronounces gee-uh) again, but I could live. I may never hear his happy birthday, and hear him joke about him coming to beat up my future boyfriends.

I don't care.

It's tough, but i know him, he'll miss us.

True, his family in utah could easily replace us, but i dont think they'd go along with that. He doesn't treat us like before. He doesn't know my interests, except i lik to draw sometimes.

he wasn't very good at being my brother.

So, i will move on. I'm really gonna miss trips to Saint George, and our memories, but I'll let them go.

I just hope he's happy. I hope he enjoys missing our birthdays, and holidays, and being with us. I hope he's happy with hurting my mother, and everyone in the family(that knows of it). I hope he can rest in bed dieing at age 90 and say "I made a good choice"

my mom says he's young and has different "priorities" lik, he wants all the new digits, and we could care less.

So, that's the get-go. im trying to IM him, but he's not on yet.

i'll probably take breaks now and then. so ya. thats why i barely draw now.

so thats all.

questions:

1)will u be there for me?

2)wats new with u?

3)Who's better, Kira or Mello(Death Note)

4)any suggestions for drawings?

5)wats a song u lik to listen to when ur down?

thats all. thanx for listening

remember, timby-chan luvs u!

.::Timbermoonkiss::.
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